Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 54
01/13:33 MIND 7 to see = definition, you can define something. You can see it's life. In the dark you can't see, can't tell where
begins and ends, in light, you can individualize.
01/13:34 MIND 7 Happy to see - It's alive (ENERGY) it's sparkling, that spark. It's here, you have it. It's humanness.
01/13:35 MIND 7 Humanness, aliveness, that light and spark and holds the shape.
01/13:36 MIND 7 It's been hard lately. He's moved on and I constantly thinking of being there. He's moved on, it is lopsided.
I’m giving too much.
01/13:37 MIND 7 Like waiting on something to happen.
01/13:38 MIND 7 Giving too much = spread out (HG) overgrowing, it's taking over. Proliferating. It's too much. You don't
want it, it's too much.
01/13:39 MIND 7 Giving too much, giving is good thing. Someone giving something to someone. A gift, a happy thing a
sharing. Selfless.
01/13:40 MIND 7 Selfless = like having your own needs, and you forget about them to give to other person, not always easy. It's
hard. Your needs aren't being met, but meeting someone else's. It is out of you. It is taking from you to give
to someone else. Like you need it, you recognize that they need it more, a selfless act, even though hard for
you. you give it to them.
01/13:41 MIND 7 It's hard, because you know you need it, and yet you give it anyway. Maybe it was something essential for
you. Like a nutrient, a vitamin or something. It's promotes life in you but you give it to them. This nutrient
would have helped you flourish, stay alive and be. This guy needs it more, you give it to him. I mean, you'll
probably still be okay.
01/13:42 MIND 7 Selfless = for the better good. For the whole, for everyone, not just for the individual but for everyone. For
the team. We all need to grow, we all need it, some people have to give it for others to grow too. It's just
what has to be done. You don't have a choice. Because you are part of this team, just like the guy born into
the upper class, there is this expectation on you. You will have to give it up. It's just what has to be done.
Just the way it is.
01/13:43 MIND 7 This whole you give to... You are all connected some how. All part of the same thing. All a piece of it, in
order for thing to keep going, sometimes a give and a take, it's not complex. It's not an animal. There is no
benefit, it benefits the whole. The whole is still okay. It's not detrimental entirely to me. Whatever is the
whole, what we are all part of, needs to keep going.
01/13:44 MIND 7 If you don't do this (give to the greater whole) it will die. (certainty) We are all part of this one thing, has to
be give and take otherwise the whole will die. Even though might temporarily suck for me, it benefits the
whole. The Handmaid's tale, like that, still dark energy to it, you don't have a choice, certain set of rules
01/13:45 MIND 7 Just what they have to do. Those women have no choice. The choice is do it or die. Just just what it is.
Like chlorophyll in the plant, not a choice, just what it is.
01/13:46 MIND 7 Bringing something forward. It goes up and out. It moves, it goes. Otherwise, soil and darkness, not living.
It's stagnant. Not moving not alive.
01/13:47 MIND 7 Up and out, growing moving and living, coming through. It's light. Before it was in the dark. It comes
through into the light. Got out of the dark.
01/13:48 MIND 7 Superman is good guy, he protects, he's selfless, he gives, he puts himself in peril. He's strong. Selfless,
what is it motivated by. It's just part of what he does. No one told him he had to. He's light. He's life, he
has that spark, he shines the light into the dark.
01/13:49 MIND 7 Superman is Strong = his muscles, his goodness, more than muscles, he defends life, cause the dark is death.
He protects. Otherwise the dark will come over. Oddly enough Superman isn't from this planet. The planet
needs help to stay alive, we need help, he's our help.
01/13:50 MIND 7 Image of a planet, and here is superman, and here is the blackness, he will defend and keep blackness from
taking over, he's strong and selfless. Good = pure, like a diamond. It is clear. It is not dark. It is shiny and
sparkles.
01/13:51 MIND 7 Clear = You can see through it. Clear, like a force field, you can see thru it, it's bright and it wards off the
darkness.
01/13:52 MIND 7 A diamond you can see through. The clearness, you can see and understand. It's clear. Clear is opposite of
the death and dark. The light shines onto the clearness, but they are also kind of the same... clear and light.
On the same team, the clear and the light.
01/13:53 MIND 7 Swings from one to other, either black or light. No gray. One or the other, not a combination. Doesn't mix
(HG) two separate things, oil and water. Don't mix. Can't get something out of them. They don't make
something together. They keep their own forms. They don't mesh, they stay individual.
01/13:54 MIND 7 You are going to need to push me. I don't want to. I haven't journaled anything. I was done. I felt like okay,
just keep going on with life. That was it, I'm done.