Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 56
06/19:03 MIND 7 Like opium, you are there and are not, dull to pain you know you will endure, numb to go with them, when not
in congruence, not in line with what you believe, your spark, to bend to what they need you to be, you loose
some part of yourself, you leave because you can't be wholly there. You are not whole. The spark, to
preserve itself, it has to go. Because you are about to do something you don't want to do. Against what you
want to do. You do not believe in what they are going to make you do, it takes you over, it is not in
congruence with who you are.
06/19:04 MIND 7 It is forced. You are screwed. You are not whole. It rubs = not congruent, it is against. Congruence is two
straight lines, this friction, not in accordance with who you want to be, what you want to do. That's the
defeat, if you are the odd man out. People don't agree with.
06/19:05 MIND 7 That being pegged, for an idea, or how you are born… you are different. They see that and take over, like the
holocaust, like that… it's not like "I like Harry Potter and you don't" there is more force or energy. It's group
force. Holocaust is this taking over. It's brute force and the taking over. The dark energy, it comes and takes
you over.
06/19:06 MIND 7 They are light, they are people (Jews) a soldier knocking down the door, that's like the death and taking over.
They are scared, they are terrified. They need to be saved, they need Superman. Something big needs to
come to save them, not just one family, it's all of them. There is more than one family. A big intervention.
Coming over the earth, and Superman is over it protecting, and these people are the earth. They are the
innocent bystander. The group force is going to come and wipe them out, it's death, dark shadow.
06/19:07 MIND 7 To bend to what they want you to be = this image, your life is in peril, this brute force is coming, one method
is to say "I'll just go with it" you have to cave, you have to give in, and go along with them, this part of you
that still believes in what you believed in before is still there.
06/19:08 MIND 7 Your truth, it's you. It's who you are, it's what you do, it's what you believe. It's like during the crusades, it's
who you are, what you were born into world with, the Christians say convert or die, and you bend, you
convert, that part of you, that passion that belief and truism, it is deeper then faking. That spark that was you
before has to move aside. That's who you are, in order to preserve yourself, your youness can't be in same
body.
06/19:09 MIND 7 Like breathing. It IS. It is all you've known. It's life. It's your spark, it's your light. When people make you
cave, it's a little death.
06/19:10 MIND 7 Your life can't be there, your individualness can't be there anymore. You become one of them. You become
one of the masses. That decomposition, like dead and rotten.
06/19:11 MIND 7 Huge intervention. It take a lot to penetrate the dark. It's like after sun has been eclipsed, and it seems so
much brighter than before… this burning, this flame, it's so bright.
06/19:12 MIND 7 Super compressed, super bright, blinding. Awe. Like awesome, like powerful, but good powerful. It's the
opposite of brute. "aaaah" (she sings) like the angles, I suppose. It's like good and pure. The intention,
everything is good. Not flawed (opposite of not able to wash it off) it's perfect, it's whole, it's warm, and
selfless. Like the SUN! it's light it's life! It's like that Superman, it's good and selflessness, it's helping, it's
pure.
06/19:13 MIND 7 Angles are good and pure. It transcends human-ness in a way. This light, it's not quite human, not quite
from here, but it's good. It has extra-human qualities, like Superman is extra-human - some strength,
completely selfless, they would give completely, to their detriment. I think Superman does die. They could
die. Still they give, they go that far, they do it, for the betterment of the whole.
06/19:17 MIND 7 Against my will, not in congruence. In order to preserve my physical body, it was forced, brute force. That's
when you separate, when you can't assimilate. Your survival, fight or flight kick in.
06/19:18 MIND 7 That information is so far against what you would normally do, you can't quite make it fit. It doesn’t quite
mix, you can't fully accept it. You switch off. You have to do what you have to do to get thru it.
06/19:19 MIND 7 Spiritual part of you has to leave in order to do it. It couldn't cope with that. A separation between your
youness and your body. The spiritual part is your essence, your spark. It's the wessen. That's the part that
has to leave.
06/19:20 MIND 7 I don't trust myself. What planet is she on. To know. It is. It's a definite. You are kind of naïve to anything
else. I believe the sky is blue, it would take a lot of convincing me to believe in something else.
06/19:21 MIND 7 I wanted to leave, to run away to leave. It's free, it's light it air, it's so much better. It's light. It's bright. It's
happy. Go away and leave me alone. Leave me alone. I want them to go away. I need them to go away. I
need to defend and protect. You still have the energy and the light, it's not done, you still have a chance. To
ward it off. To get it to go away.