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Promethium‐mur Journal 18 17/18:30 EXTREMIT IES 17/21:00 EXTREMIT IES 17/23:00 EXTREMIT IES 18/10:00 EXTREMIT IES 19/07:07 EXTREMIT IES 21/00:00 EXTREMIT IES 25/00:00 EXTREMIT IES 01/08:29 EXTREMIT IES 01/08:34 EXTREMIT IES 01/09:42 EXTREMIT IES 07/15:50 EXTREMIT IES 07/23:45 EXTREMIT IES 10/10:00 EXTREMIT IES 12/15:00 EXTREMIT IES 15/18:30 EXTREMIT IES 17/23:30 EXTREMIT IES 18/20:00 EXTREMIT IES 21/06:00 EXTREMIT IES 23/00:20 EXTREMIT IES 10 Since sitting down to log symptoms, I have noticed several times that I have that strange popping, snapping sound in my arms and/or legs when I go to move. This is not painful, but something I'm opting to list as it is new and recent…and seems to be repeating. I am sure I must have had this or a similar version in the past, but it feels and sounds different. 10 While standing at the stove steaming some wontons & veggies, I realized that my groin area in my left leg now is hurting. It also aches around the outside of my leg. Since the beginning of this Proving, I have tried to put reasons to why I am having each symptom. This one seems the most authentically like an actual symptom proving as there is no reason whatsoever to be having this discomfort in my left groin area. 10 The pain that started in my left groin area is now going down the side of my leg, affecting the area around my knee. The original spot still hurts. I think I'll just go to bed as it's late & I'm tired. 10 The bottom of my feet hurt this morning on taking my first steps. This felt like the bones in my feet were sore. It lasted for about 5 minutes. 10 While walking the treadmill this morning, my right knee area suddenly was very uncomfortable. It's hard to describe the pain…it felt like a general lameness and I needed to bend my knee and even reach down and rub it a bit while walking. It was feeling as though this pain was going down the outside of my leg, but this lasted for just a few minutes. At 7:15am...just a few minutes later, I suddenly felt my left knee area begin to hurt in a similar way...mostly on the outside of my knee and then it stopped...I believe less than a minute later. 10 The second toe on my right foot hurt a lot while getting down onto the kitchen floor. Not sure how the top ended up feeling so painful in that moment, as I was caring for my grandson but it reminded me of the same sudden, intense pain I experienced during the first few days of the Proving when I had hurt my ankle getting into the bathtub. It was similar in that there was no injury or fall per se...but suddenly a specific spot on my body was painful and then a moment later....not. 10 This symptom should have been logged for an earlier date…perhaps the 22nd or 23rd day of the Proving, but I had forgotten to log it and was reminded yesterday about it while talking to my Supervisor in the Proving who had had a similar symptom. Odd…but not! Waking up one morning, the middle finger of my left hand hurt around the knuckle, in the middle of my finger. It felt as if I had injured it, but I had not been laying on my hand when I woke up. The pain was pronounced & intense but disappeared in a short time. 11 Slight weakness in upper left leg quadriceps area. Makes me put more weight on right side. 11 Left arm feels sore. Shoulder and forearm are stiff. Better with stretching and hard pressure. Feels more like the ligaments then the muscle. 11 Burning in bicep, lasting about 30 seconds. 11 In the shower I washed the underside of my right forearm with a rag, and it hurt; felt like I had a long, thin, new scratch there, but when I looked, there was no skin break at all, no rash, nothing to make the area sensitive 11 Sudden pain in right big toe joint on putting weight on it; feels very tender and bruised; it gives out when I put pressure on it; the pain lasts about 2 minutes and is then less sensitive 11 I have a bump right above the second bend of my middle finger on the right hand; I noticed it the other day but thought it was just a callus from shoveling; I can't figure out if it's a wart or something else; it's a bit hard, tender with pressure, has something in the center...a splinter? the beginning of a wart? I used to have a few warts on my hands until my early 20s 11 Sitting on the grass and feeling as though my legs and arms are being bitten by insects even though I'm not seeing insects on my legs or arms 11 Stabbed left thumb pad with a fork by accident! Who does that? There are two holes in my thumb pad where the fork broke skin, and one is bleeding a bit; it becomes swollen in the two spots and sensitive to touch 11 The day after stabbing my thumb pad with a fork, there's a firm bump in one of the holes where the skin broke 11 Two days after stabbing my thumb pad with a fork, the firm bump is softer and doesn't hurt nearly as much 11 My big toe joints are hurting badly the last 10 hours or so, and I feel it's mainly related to anticipatory stress about a project that'll start soon for work; nothing makes them better; the pain is achy, painful on resting though more pain on pressure (touching or walking on them), very tender. 11 The spot on the bend of my right hand middle finger is still there, looks kind of like the beginning "seed" of a wart; I used to have several warts on my hands as a kid
Promethium‐mur Journal 19 23/14:30 EXTREMIT IES 28/18:00 EXTREMIT IES 01/14:21 EXTREMIT IES 01/10:50 EXTREMIT IES 01/10:55 EXTREMIT IES 13/11:28 EXTREMIT IES 07/06:00 EXTREMIT IES 07/14:00 EXTREMIT IES 07/16:00 EXTREMIT IES 07/16:00 EXTREMIT IES 07/16:00 EXTREMIT IES 07/16:02 EXTREMIT IES 07/16:10 EXTREMIT IES 07/6:00 EXTREMIT IES 11 The raised round bump that was on my left pointer finger is no longer raised, but it looks like a scar now with shiny skin, no apparent hair follicles or pores 11 A hangnail started the other day on the outer side of my left ring finger; felt inflamed, hot, pressure from the inflammation; but usually this lasts a week and causes a lot of pain, and this time it never got really bad and was basically done after two days; healed quicker than usual 14 Upper thighs have an energy in them, I could feel it, it didn't hurt, it didn't sting, it was just a sense there. They were vibrating with a kind of power, light, radiating power. 15 Slight sensation right upper arm, a little achy, same sensation as others. 15 Feeling subtle energy/presence right chest to top of right arm. 15 Left hand feels much warmer than my right hand. Like a warmth, like sunlight, like my hand is laying in the sunlight, a warmth. 16 This morning I couldn't been my knee because of deep cramping, it feels like my right leg muscle is very, very short. I can walk. 16 I still feel the shortness of my muscle in my lower leg but it's much much better than early morning today. 16 My right leg is not back to normal. 16 Cramping in the leg muscle. 16 There is a bar in the muscle going up and down. Lower leg below the knee, so absentminded. The muscle feels shortened. The bar is going up and down the normal size. 16 The bar is like metal. It is not hot or cold, it's cool. It is thin. It's vibrating, going up and down in a short length, very fast, with rapidity. 16 The up and down vibration is diminishing. I flexed my leg and there is tiredness in it, as though I've exercised hard. 16 Muscle cramp in my right leg, posterior part of lower leg ( I think it's the Gastrocnemius muscle). I woke up because I couldn't flex my knee. I feel like my muscle is too short. After about 10 minutes I was able to flex my knee but the pain & feeling of shortness of muscle was still there. 02/20:00 EYE 1 My eyes feel heavy and ache. My lids feel droopy as well. 13/09:32 EYE 1 My eyes feel heavy and as if they are full of water. I used to have a feeling that I was crying internally, without actual tears releasing, that's what I feel like now. Like I'm crying without tears. I feel sad. 27/02:42 EYE 1 I wake with a minor conjunctivitis in my left eye; my left sinus issue seems to be connected to it. It burns and aches, there is thick yellow discharge. It feels like there is sand in my eye. It feels thick and wet. 28/16:58 EYE 1 The conjunctivitis in my left eye is completely gone and my eye feels clear. 30/05:40 EYE 1 My left eye looks as though it may be irritated again upon awakening. 30/18:30 EYE 1 My eye was a false alarm. The eye irritation passed without incident. 05/00:00 EYE 10 This is quite serendipitous, but I had JUST recorded in my journal about eye issues, when I noticed a funny cloudiness in my left eye. I touched it gently and it felt like my contact so I pulled it out. Imagine my surprise when I realized it was an old one that had gotten 'lost' up inside my lid probable weeks ago. It's happened before and these floating contacts always find their way out eventually. What really amazed me in that moment was that this old, icky, gunky contact could float right past the fresh one I had just put in this morning, without harming it in anyway. It is such a joy to be able to see clearly now. I had been experiencing difficulty seeing and did not attribute that to this lost contact. It's a bit embarrassing to report that this could happen....that my memory is that bad or my attitude so lax.....but it is what it is. I'm just really blessed that it worked out okay. 01/10:35 EYE 15 Tense feeling above right eye, direct, slightly annoying. Has dissipated. 01/10:45 EYE 15 Eyes watery, tearing slightly, feels sticky water, feels like something need to be wiped away, moist 01/10:50 EYE 15 Left eye more sticky - having to work at opening the eye lid a little bit. 01/10:55 EYE 15 Left eye still sticky like something is in it you need to wipe off - on the edges, doesn't affect vision. 01/11:00 EYE 15 Left eye still sticky. Dry and irritated. 01/11:05 EYE 15 Left eye feels sticky - an eye drop would clear it out - vision hasn't changed. 01/11:11 EYE 15 Left eye sure feels weird - I don't know if anything in it. 01/11:25 EYE 15 Left eye feels a little swollen. Around the edge feels sticky. Feels like need to wipe out but nothing wipes out.
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