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Promethium‐mur Journal 84 12/10:30 SKIN 11 I banged the fleshy part of the inside of my knee but didn't get a bruise, which I usually get fairly quickly 13/12:00 SKIN 11 Noticed spots on right lower leg below the knee, like bug bites but I didn't feel any bites today; they weren't there this morning; they're red, slightly raised, most about 3 millimeters in diameter; 9 spots in all, but one of them is big and looks like it's made up of 4 spots or so 13/18:00 SKIN 11 Found a bump on my left pointer finger on the proximal side of the metacarpal-phalangeal joint; it's a bit raised, pinker and shinier than the skin around it, 3 millimeters in diameter, not like a bug bite but more like it just grew there and has serum in it 13/22:00 SKIN 11 Phantom scratch pain on left elbow again, as if a brand-new, open scratch although nothing is there 15/09:00 SKIN 11 Three raised, pinkish, round spots about 3 millimeters in diameter on the underside of my right forearm near my wrist; no pain or itchiness, they're just there 16/16:20 SKIN 11 New round raised bump on right hand middle finger metacarpal-phalangeal joint and one on right forearm; about 3 millimeters in diameter, slightly pink and shiny; looks like a bit of serum is in them; the one on my left hand is disappearing 16/16:20 SKIN 11 Noticed that there are more small pimples on my face the last couple days than usual; dry white pus (as though an old pimple) comes out easily 20/22:00 SKIN 11 Noticed another raised, round, reddish bump on my skin; this time it's on my right hand middle finger on the back side of my hand; it's between the two phalangeal joints; no pain or itching 22/00:20 SKIN 11 Shaved my lower legs and put a little lotion on them; 5 minutes later I felt major prickling, intolerable, painful; made me want to move around or flex my leg muscles to distract myself from the prickling pain, but that gave only temporary relief; urge to put cold on my skin with a wet rag, but that made the itchy pain turn to pure itchiness; had to scratch a lot to get a relief for a couple minutes, and then the itchiness and pain came back; worse heat, worse clothes touching the skin there, a little better with hard pressure 23/00:20 SKIN 11 The spot on the bend of my right hand middle finger is still there, looks kind of like the beginning "seed" of a wart; I used to have several warts on my hands as a kid 23/14:30 SKIN 11 The raised round bump that was on my left pointer finger is no longer raised, but it looks like a scar now with shiny skin, no apparent hair follicles or pores 25/18:00 SKIN 11 Had a small sore on my neck, maybe the end stages of a pimple, and all of a sudden it started burning, almost intolerable; not sure why, maybe because of the heat of the sun? It was fairly intolerable, though nothing I did help it feel better, just had to wait it out for a few minutes until something else distracted me 08/21:00 SKIN 116 I've had psoriasis since I was 14, mostly on my scalp but I also have one spot on each shin about the size of a silver dollar. I see that the spots on my shins have improved. They are smaller (about the size of a nickel?) and less scaly; color has faded from reddish to pink. I've noticed a decrease in redness/inflammation around my hairline as well. 01/18:11 SLEEP 1 I fought the urge to sleep this afternoon, I wanted to nap. I just swam and floated in the refreshing waters of the lake. 02/11:42 SLEEP 1 I want to take a nap. 02/12:00 SLEEP 1 I gave in, I'm lying down, I'm going to take a nap. 02/20:00 SLEEP 1 Even though I took a three hour nap, I am ready for bed. 03/12:00 SLEEP 1 I feel an overwhelming desire to take a nap (this will be interesting when I am seeing patients in my clinic). 09/13:00 SLEEP 1 I felt dull headed and decide to take a nap. 10/04:00 SLEEP 2 Woke up at 4:00 am with another headache. I woke just wide awake, can't remember any dreams and then fell back to sleep for one hour. 29/00:00 SLEEP 2 No inner calendar, there are days that I don't remember what day it is, that kind of thing. I have been walking up at 2 am and falling back to sleep at 6 am for a half an hour. 29/00:00 SLEEP 2 I would wake at 2 am and take a bath, or get something to eat, or watch television, listen to the radio, stretch. 29/00:00 SLEEP 2 I wake up hungry, that is unusual. 02/07:00 SLEEP 4 Only got up to pee once last night, usually it has been more frequent lately. 06/07:00 SLEEP 4 I can't do it, I can't wake up and be functional this early! I WON'T do it, you're NOT going to make me! A strong yearning, especially about sleeping and waking up, that I MUST follow my own rhythm, even if it doesn't fit with most people in my culture. I can't let others keep me from what my own self needs and feels right. How can I live with others and yet be able to follow my own drummer.
Promethium‐mur Journal 85 07/06:30 SLEEP 4 So, ironically, I woke at 6:30 today wanting to get up, in part to record the dreams, but now I feel raring to go! I had put off leaving on a trip until tomorrow, but now I'd like to just jump up, pack my bags, and go! 02/03:30 SLEEP 9 Woke about 3:30 - 4 am, to go to bathroom, which is normal (but not sure of time I normally wake up), worried I wouldn't get back to sleep, but able to fall asleep; 02/07:03 SLEEP 9 I'm normally a mouth breather but I noticed my jaw was REALLY widely open. I was not so tired on waking as I was yesterday. 02/07:30 SLEEP 9 Woke very tired, lots of dreaming, 02/07:30 SLEEP 9 Am a mouth breather but noticed my jaw was really widely open when sleeping 02/07:30 SLEEP 9 waking, almost like the bed was uncomfortable, body is a little sore in the morning, including hands are stiff, neck is stiff 02/07:30 SLEEP 9 woke hungry 03/02:00 SLEEP 9 hot and cold at night, throw covers off then need covers on 03/07:00 SLEEP 9 woke up not so tired, no dreams 04/00:00 SLEEP 9 Wake up achy, thirsty 06/04:06 SLEEP 9 Sleeping is fine - I am normally a deep sleeper. But I don't think I woke to go to the bathroom last night - THAT is unusual - usually I get up one or two times - last night was the first time that happened since I took the remedy substance. 08/00:00 SLEEP 9 Went to bed later than usual last night and slept heavy - which is normal. Felt fine, not tired, not really excited to get up, 09/06:30 SLEEP 9 to bed later than normal, sleep heavy which is normal 15/08:17 SLEEP 9 I am feeling very sleep-deprived from the late night trip up to the cabin last night. But I was surprisingly awake for nearly the whole trip until the end! 07/02:35 SLEEP 10 As I was driving home to White Bear from Cambridge, I noticed how very exhausted & sleepy I felt. I was somewhat bemoaning the fact that I had taken Hwy 65 rather than 35E back. The way seems so very long & arduous between 65 & 35 down near Co Rd J. I don't like being so very tired while I'm driving with so many miles in front of me. I can't wait to get home and lay down. But of course when I did arrive, I was hungry but no one here at home was interested in making dinner. Needing to eat, I grabbed whatever was available but enjoyed those potato chips, bar-b-que beef & carrots immensely. After going for a short nap, I woke up almost 90 minutes later. 07/06:00 SLEEP 10 Did not have the energy to get out of bed this morning. It's the 6th day of the Proving. I won't take another dose today after realizing that I have been experiencing symptoms & perhaps one dose would have been sufficient. The last few days I've been happy to experience more energy than usual, not only all day, but when first waking up. Today that energy is not there. 07/06:50 SLEEP 10 As my hubby woke me up for the day, I noticed that it was really hard to wake up again, as is my usual mode. I know I have been dreaming, but I soon forget when I am being woke up. 08/07:00 SLEEP 10 Again I found it difficult to wake up. My dreams were interrupted again & I quickly forgot them. 09/11:00 SLEEP 10 After running some errands w/my hubby, I became extremely tired. I had gotten woken up earlier than usual this morning as my grandson spends the night w/us on Thursdays. But this sort of tired feels like the kind that has come along with this Proving. I will suddenly become very tired and exhausted & literally will need to sleep, or at least lay down. So this is what my hubby & I did...we pulled into Battle Creek Park & just slept in the car for about a half hour or so. 10/08:00 SLEEP 10 I was able to sleep almost 9 hours & woke feeling very good. This is not my norm, especially after eating like crap the day before. I had no stiffness anywhere, no pain anywhere & I did not notice any numbness or tingling in either of my hands or fingers, which has been a symptom for quite a while for me, even prior to this Proving. 15/05:30 SLEEP 10 I woke up much earlier than usual today…while it was still dark. O'Dark Thirty I like to say. 15/17:00 SLEEP 10 On the way to my daughter-in-law's house to help my son unload some belongings, I became aware that I kept yawning. This was almost embarrassing because I hadn't realized until that moment that whenever I would get into my son's car w/him…I'd start to yawn and do so frequently and for hours. I had not become aware until that moment and couldn't say really when this excessive yawning started, but there it was. Since....I have noticed that I am yawning quite a bit. This may go along with how very tired I am periodically, which I am trying to record and log . When my son & I got to our destination, his wife Rachel started to talk about how much chocolate she has been eating lately. It was odd to me as I felt a bit queasy, and also knew that I have been eating way too much chocolate, especially that day...all day in fact, at least with every meal and a few snacks in between.
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