Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 83
20/15:20 RECTUM 11 Today and yesterday I've had loud gas throughout the day; I can't find a reason for it since I haven't been
eating foods that normally bring on flatulence for me; I'm also feeling these last two days the need to go stool
more than normal and later in the day than normal; it's an urge and I need to go soon; but when I go, only a
small amount comes out, and it doesn't come out easily even though it's soft; the urge feels much better after
getting something out; I usually only stool once a day and in the morning, so having it twice a day or so and
throughout the day since the proving started is odd
10/10:44 RESP 15 Taking deep breath. Maybe a sense of impatience with it.
10/10:48 RESP 15 Deep breaths. Not sighing. Feels like not enough oxygen and I need to breathe a little more. Taking extra
deep breaths. Not short of breath. Breathing deep much more often.
10/11:02 RESP 15 Another big breath.
12/15:27 RESPIRATI 4 My breath is shallow.
ON
22/00:00 RESPIRATI 4 Went into my breathing sensation, back into the ocean, get that sensation, slow back and forth of the swells….
ON
bottom of the ocean.
20/08:20 RESPIRATI 9 No - no more trouble getting a breath.
ON
01/08:45 RESPIRATI
ON
04/20:35 RESPIRATI
ON
04/22:30 RESPIRATI
ON
05/12:40 RESPIRATI
ON
07/16:08 RESPIRATI
ON
07/16:10 RESPIRATI
ON
09/19:30 RESPIRATI
ON
11/19:00 RESPIRATI
ON
11 Heaviness in chest in persisting. Have to work to take that deep breath. Can't fill up totally full. Inspiration is
difficult. Breathing is restricted. A point it can't go past. Heaviness between breathes as well. Making me hold
stuff in. won't let me go. can't let everything go. like it is being held in. would like to breath sigh of relief and
let everything go. like flow has stopped. can't take that step. weight on my chest is keeping things in. not
allowing things to go free. lungs want to full up fully but stop at a point.
16 I felt tired so I lay down on my bed & my breathing was heavy after I lay down.
16 It's been about an hour that I have had shortness of breath. After feeling heavy breathing I had shortness of
breath.
16 Again the same shortness of breath not as bad as last night.
16 It's short, it's connected to my shortness of breath, trying to get hair, working to exhale and inhale.
16 A momentary, mild shortness of breath.
116 Wheezing, started last night and has grown steadily worse. My chest feels tight and it's more difficult to
breathe. Like I can't get enough air with each inhalation. It's an oppressive feeling in my chest and lungs.
Worse when I lay down. I want cool air and/or rain.
116 Feeling of constriction in my chest. Makes breathing a little more difficult. This passes in about a minute or
two.
13/06:00 SKIN 1 I have a huge eruption on my external throat of acne; I also have one on my upper right cheek, on my face.
02/08:00 SKIN 2 three raised bumps on my clavicle - possible bites?
10/09:30 SKIN 4 Have had a slight but persistent red rash in both armpits for months. These last few days it has seemed almost
swollen, less red but still discolored, like stuff is coming to the surface. More pale pink, more widespread. As
if there's stuff in there.
08/16:00 SKIN 9 Usually have these hard bumps on skin and a number of them I have scratched away-face and chest
09/08:30 SKIN 9 So here is a really interesting thing - normally I have these little blemishes on my face and skin - they are little
hard lumps that I can't get rid of - but since taking the proving substance I have scratched away a number of
them on my face and chest! This actually started right away the first day of taking the substance (that I could
scratch the little lumps away) but I didn't really think about it at first. It just seems that the are not as
noticeable now. No - they are not like pimples - just little hard bumps.
20/08:10 SKIN 9 The skin bumps are GOOD - they seem to be going away! I had a big one in my cleavage area and I was able
to pick it away. I don't have as many on my face as I use to have - yes - I have to PICK them away - but they
are mostly gone. My face feels fairly smooth. My feeling about it - it is nice! Kind of curious?
20/08:21 SKIN 9 Skin symptoms seem to be coming back but they are weird - they are not like in the past - they are more like
little skin tags or little moles. Sensation - It's irritating - I want to pick at them and make them go away but it
doesn't work now as it has been during this proving. Core sensation - irritation.