Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 84
12/10:30 SKIN 11 I banged the fleshy part of the inside of my knee but didn't get a bruise, which I usually get fairly quickly
13/12:00 SKIN 11 Noticed spots on right lower leg below the knee, like bug bites but I didn't feel any bites today; they weren't
there this morning; they're red, slightly raised, most about 3 millimeters in diameter; 9 spots in all, but one of
them is big and looks like it's made up of 4 spots or so
13/18:00 SKIN 11 Found a bump on my left pointer finger on the proximal side of the metacarpal-phalangeal joint; it's a bit
raised, pinker and shinier than the skin around it, 3 millimeters in diameter, not like a bug bite but more like it
just grew there and has serum in it
13/22:00 SKIN 11 Phantom scratch pain on left elbow again, as if a brand-new, open scratch although nothing is there
15/09:00 SKIN 11 Three raised, pinkish, round spots about 3 millimeters in diameter on the underside of my right forearm near
my wrist; no pain or itchiness, they're just there
16/16:20 SKIN 11 New round raised bump on right hand middle finger metacarpal-phalangeal joint and one on right forearm;
about 3 millimeters in diameter, slightly pink and shiny; looks like a bit of serum is in them; the one on my left
hand is disappearing
16/16:20 SKIN 11 Noticed that there are more small pimples on my face the last couple days than usual; dry white pus (as though
an old pimple) comes out easily
20/22:00 SKIN 11 Noticed another raised, round, reddish bump on my skin; this time it's on my right hand middle finger on the
back side of my hand; it's between the two phalangeal joints; no pain or itching
22/00:20 SKIN 11 Shaved my lower legs and put a little lotion on them; 5 minutes later I felt major prickling, intolerable, painful;
made me want to move around or flex my leg muscles to distract myself from the prickling pain, but that gave
only temporary relief; urge to put cold on my skin with a wet rag, but that made the itchy pain turn to pure
itchiness; had to scratch a lot to get a relief for a couple minutes, and then the itchiness and pain came back;
worse heat, worse clothes touching the skin there, a little better with hard pressure
23/00:20 SKIN 11 The spot on the bend of my right hand middle finger is still there, looks kind of like the beginning "seed" of a
wart; I used to have several warts on my hands as a kid
23/14:30 SKIN 11 The raised round bump that was on my left pointer finger is no longer raised, but it looks like a scar now with
shiny skin, no apparent hair follicles or pores
25/18:00 SKIN 11 Had a small sore on my neck, maybe the end stages of a pimple, and all of a sudden it started burning, almost
intolerable; not sure why, maybe because of the heat of the sun? It was fairly intolerable, though nothing I did
help it feel better, just had to wait it out for a few minutes until something else distracted me
08/21:00 SKIN 116 I've had psoriasis since I was 14, mostly on my scalp but I also have one spot on each shin about the size of a
silver dollar. I see that the spots on my shins have improved. They are smaller (about the size of a nickel?)
and less scaly; color has faded from reddish to pink. I've noticed a decrease in redness/inflammation around
my hairline as well.
01/18:11 SLEEP 1 I fought the urge to sleep this afternoon, I wanted to nap. I just swam and floated in the refreshing waters of
the lake.
02/11:42 SLEEP 1 I want to take a nap.
02/12:00 SLEEP 1 I gave in, I'm lying down, I'm going to take a nap.
02/20:00 SLEEP 1 Even though I took a three hour nap, I am ready for bed.
03/12:00 SLEEP 1 I feel an overwhelming desire to take a nap (this will be interesting when I am seeing patients in my clinic).
09/13:00 SLEEP 1 I felt dull headed and decide to take a nap.
10/04:00 SLEEP 2 Woke up at 4:00 am with another headache. I woke just wide awake, can't remember any dreams and then
fell back to sleep for one hour.
29/00:00 SLEEP 2 No inner calendar, there are days that I don't remember what day it is, that kind of thing. I have been walking
up at 2 am and falling back to sleep at 6 am for a half an hour.
29/00:00 SLEEP 2 I would wake at 2 am and take a bath, or get something to eat, or watch television, listen to the radio, stretch.
29/00:00 SLEEP 2 I wake up hungry, that is unusual.
02/07:00 SLEEP 4 Only got up to pee once last night, usually it has been more frequent lately.
06/07:00 SLEEP 4 I can't do it, I can't wake up and be functional this early! I WON'T do it, you're NOT going to make me! A
strong yearning, especially about sleeping and waking up, that I MUST follow my own rhythm, even if it
doesn't fit with most people in my culture. I can't let others keep me from what my own self needs and feels
right. How can I live with others and yet be able to follow my own drummer.