Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 71
22/20:30 MIND 11 Twirled the right side of my hair with my left pointer finger, odd because I reached my left hand over my head
to the other side to twirl
23/13:00 MIND 11 Completely forgot that I was supposed to talk with supervisor on the phone now; had to reschedule for later
when she called.
23/22:05 MIND 11 I was just noticing an ad for automatic bill pay inside my credit card statement, and I said to my dad that I
didn't want to do automatic bill pay because I wanted to make sure I always looked at my bills to make sure
they were right, and besides, I was never late on my payments. A minute later I noticed a late charge on my
bill, and sure enough, checking my online bill pay records, this was the first time ever that I'd missed a
payment! I have no idea what happened because I paid the bills for my other credit cards last month. When I
checked the paper bill that I have in my records, I saw that I had written down that I paid the bill on August 28
and the account I paid it from! So what on earth happened? Maybe I didn't hit send on this one? Fast forward
to the next morning (day 24), I called the credit card company and asked for the late fee to be waived since I
had a perfect record, and they even waived the interest payment. Here again, this is something that never
happens to me, I do the right thing but something goes wrong somehow, it feels extremely stupid, but it turns
out okay in the end with quite a bit of work on my part. Still, I can't believe it! My chest feels tight, like a
weight is on it.
26/05:30 MIND 11 Hard to get up at 5am to prepare for art show; when I finally got up, I got the rice cooker going and then went
back to bed for 15 minutes! While in bed my thoughts went to all the things I'd have to do when I got up again,
and yet I still stayed in bed; my norm is to pop out of bed when the alarm goes off whether I'm tired or not, and
I absolutely never go back to bed once I'm up
35/00:00 MIND 11 Here is her face, intense look in eyes, lips puckered. Shot it forward, it swiggled down. Slithered down and
smooth and across the floor.
35/00:00 MIND 11 What the hell is this? Odd, not frightened at all. Curiosity, bewildered, really? So curious.
35/00:00 MIND 11 Not threatened. Observing. You are watching, not involved at all. Nothing to do with me. Calm and
observation. No palpitations. Calm and quiet and look at that.
35/00:00 MIND 11 Observed, watching from a little bit a far. It like a different world, it's separate. I'm here, I'm in my own, it's
not going to come into my area. We are separated by something.
35/00:00 MIND 11 Intense look in eyes, animalistic and other worldly. Like possessed. Same intense look. Looking thru me.
35/00:00 MIND 11 Possessed = taken over, filled up the space.
35/00:00 MIND 11 that person wasn't there - it was filled with something controlling or possessing her body. It's not what is it
supposed to be. Deceptive.
35/00:00 MIND 11 An energy, It's not tangible. It's energy. Evil. Evil energy. Evil that doesn't care about the consequences
or others. It has one goal it will do anything to reach that goal. It will step on anything, it will take over you.
35/00:00 MIND 11 It has it's goal or mission, doesn’t matter what is in it's way. It will possess another shell, another being in
order to deceive someone.
35/00:00 MIND 11 It's dark, it's like a cloud. It's not even tangible, It's dark, black. It's fearless. It just moves in or sweeps in.
This black cloudy energy, with a cape, it sweeps in it floats, it's floaty, it's like a black cloud that swoops
down.
35/00:00 MIND 11 It's not together, it's particles, it's a cloud, it absorbs into the thing, the person. Something is coming in,
whatever is inside has to pushed out. All the inside stuff is shoved against the shell and energy is shoved out.
35/00:00 MIND 11 They don't exist anymore. They have been dispersed. The cloud energy has come in, they come together into
the person, they shove the person's energy out, their energy disperses, they don't have an unity, they can't work
together as a person.
35/00:00 MIND 11 Breathing in and breathing out. Almost salivating. Like a rapid dog. A sickness. Not a normal hyperventilating.
It's taken over. It's not quite there. Right before it's totally taken over, it has this thing inside it
that is taking it over and destroying it from within. So the body is struggling. That's what the body was
doing, this hyper-ventilating.
35/00:00 MIND 11 Little by little, destroying from within, not like taking ten years, It's taking more and more. It's like my
particle cloud. It's eats away. The being that is taken over, they feel it happening, they feel the destruction,
they desperately do what they can to survive. At a certain point, they know it is coming, that it is almost over.
At a certain point, they are too long gone. Then the energy can finish them off.
35/00:00 MIND 11 It's struggling. Desperate. Live or die. No hope. Nothing you can do to push it back. Hold it off… go
against… the battle, the two meet, so this one wants to meet and make the other retreat.