Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 72
35/00:00 MIND 11 They want to push against it. They want to threatened, they are fighting with all the energy they have. The
effort is all the effort they can give to the LAST OUNCE. Say one particle of the being is untouched, every
other particle has to be used to push against this. It's monumental.
35/00:00 MIND 11 A picture of the battle, the captain, and every other person has to be fighting, NO you need to give 200%!
Not godly. You give what you can, and then another of what you can. No, It IS superhuman.
01/14:08 MIND 14 Taking the remedy, there was a black screen, in the top left corner there was a light, it wasn't bright, but it was
annoying, why was there a light there? Something to do with a light.
01/14:09 MIND 14 Thinking of a movie where a man is fighting with another man, he has a sword, he slices through another man
who then disintegrates. They are like martial artists. Swords and all.
01/14:10 MIND 14 There is also a vision of tube, wanting to go into the tube and go to the other side. Like a time vortex in Doctor
Who, everything is moving around and it's black. Intensely black.
01/14:11 MIND 14 Twisting forward into the center of the vortex. There's a sense that I want to go through the tube to the other
side. What I thought of was Ender's Game, a man is playing games that are impossible to beat, but he finds a
way to beat the game. You have to the be the right smart person to beat the game. A game where the people
can see what he is, who is, is he a smart person, a nice person, that sort of thing.
01/14:15 MIND 14 A quest to find out what is beyond now. With the light, wow! What is light? Why is the guy disintegrating?
What is on the other side of the tube? What is the solution to the impossible situation or problem?
01/14:20 MIND 14 It's not "I don't know this." It's "I want to know this and I am extremely interested in learning what this is!"
01/14:23 MIND 14 The impossible situation or problem is only solved by the right person who can beat it. I want to, or need to be
that smart one, I have to do what I can to find out how to be that person. I am going to do what I've got to do to
be this person. I am going to do what I have to do. Do I have the skills necessary to accomplish my goal and
win the game? Can I radiate confidence. I am radiating something, what is it, it's a vibe, a vibration, a light...
01/14:24 MIND 14 The qualities of this person include the ability to accomplish what others can't or won't attempt to because they
fear that they cannot. The fear that they can't accomplish the task is a disappointment. Yeah, a disappointment
that you might fail to accomplish what must be accomplished. I don't want to be a disappointment or
disappoint others. This is not a team sport, but you are playing for many people.
01/14:27 MIND 14 This task must be accomplished so that you can assess what you've learned when you've actually
accomplished the task, knowledge you gained that you didn't have before.
01/14:30 MIND 14 The Ender's Game is set in the future, aliens have attacked the Earth, we've barely defeated them the first
time, the world is training young people, especially kids who are geniuses to be military commanders, this boy
Ender is the best of the best. He must defeat the evil aliens. He is constantly playing games in school that
teach him or train him to be a military commander. I read this book earlier this summer, it came into my mind
immediately upon taking the remedy. What am I learning in school? What is my game?
01/14:32 MIND 14 It's light, not light, as in light and heavy, it's light as in light and dark. It's radiating out onto me, this remedy,
it's giving me color or light. It's not a light that warming me, taking away the cold, this light is there, it's bright
and shining. You wouldn't want to leave this light if you could, if you had a choice, you'd want to keep it.
01/14:34 MIND 14 You wouldn't want to give something up for it. You'd keep it once you had it.
01/14:34 MIND 14 This light reminds me of peace, inner peace, calm, happiness, hope. It's good, it's goodness, it's something that
you always want, but don't always remember.
01/14:35 MIND 14 Radiating energy or force, it's energy is seeping into my hands from the vial, the energy is going into me. It's
not like I am being consumed, it's not a fiery warmth, it's flowing into me and it's nice. It is nice.
01/14:37 MIND 14 The time vortex, there is only so much and only so little time to do what needs to be done. A little bit of
urgency to accomplish the task, I have to get this done, and to get it done within a certain time. If I don't get it
done or don't finish, then there is a feeling of sadness.
01/14:42 MIND 14 An image of me walking forward while everyone else who can't is getting farther behind me; I am walking
toward this vortex, toward this light, while I am walking forward everyone behind me is being disintegrated.
It's a sense of "I am moving toward the light," "This is good that I am moving toward the light," you never
reach the light, but it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter that you won't reach the light, the task is to be moving
toward the light, that is what is good. You will eventually reach the light, but for now it's about moving toward
the light. That is what is good.