Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 5
01/20:28 CHEST 16 After couple of hours the burning sensation in epigastric is gone & now there is this mild heaviness on my
chest.
05/12:30 CHEST 16 Heaviness on chest. I'm tired. Like something on my chest, heavy. It wasn't easy to breathe. Like
something heavy on my chest. I couldn't get rest on bed. When got up, heaviness was gone. Then shortness
of breath.
05/12:31 CHEST 16 Shortness, there isn't enough air.
05/12:32 CHEST 16 There isn't enough air = I had to struggle to get air in.
05/12:33 CHEST 16 Struggle = trying to breath out had problem. I had to go deep in my lungs. I had to notice going in and going
out.
05/12:34 CHEST 16 I can't take the breath out, I have to go deep to take it out.
05/13:22 CHEST 16 Mild pain on my left side of my chest, on the sternum
07/16:12 CHEST 16 Left sided pain in chest, on my sternum, left side, momentarily, it is gone now.
07/16:15 CHEST 16 A mild pain in my left chest on my sternum. Dull pain, where my ribs start coming out of my sternum, feels
like it's deep inside (not in the bone).
02/03:22 DREAMS 1 I am walking across a bog, sometimes when I step down, I am deep in a swirl of mud and in-rushing water. I
come to a small stream. The water is very swift, I am not sure that I can cross the stream, just a bit too wide,
and then I smell smoke, I have to find a way across the bog and this stream, in a few minutes the whole bog
will be consumed by fire...
02/15:19 DREAMS 1 I am walking across a vast prairie; the remnants of the full moon before me, the sun rising behind me, the
birds are beginning to awaken, so it's early in the morning in this prairie. I feel the winds rushing toward me. I
am surveying. I feel the heat of fires rising up around me, behind me, as I walk toward the western edge of the
world that I am presently in. Suddenly it dawns on me, I am the fire! The winds are doing their best to push
me back, but this only slows me down, it will not stop my advance. I am a different kind of strength, I am a
force of energy. I am fire.
03/14:00 DREAMS 1 I am escorted into a dark room by two men. I am blindfolded. They bring me to a chair. I feel a table before
me. A woman removes my blindfold. I see a safety deposit box belonging to my great-grandmother; it is the
solely illuminated thing in the room. Then a man asks me, "Who has the key to this box?" I reply, "I don't
know, I haven't seen the box for 35 years." "He thought you'd say that," he says to me in a stern voice,
"Therefore, we've collected these keys from your family members." The man in the shadows cannot be seen.
He is menacing. Then a woman dumps a cloth bag before me with keys, some of which are bloody. I think to
myself, "It is clear none of these keys fit the lock of the safety deposit box. I begin to breathe deeply, Ujjaiya
Pranayama, my skin begins to shimmer and illuminate the room. I open my mouth and a strong resonant voice
states through me, "Enough with your games!?" It is not my voice. It comes through me. I grab the box and
take a 360• view of the room and my captors and then I take my left hand and strike the table chopping the
table in half. I then fly vertically up through the ceiling and into the night with the safety deposit box. I have
each of my captors faces emblazoned in my mind's eye. I will return for them once I've regained my strength,
on my own terms.
08/05:51 DREAMS 1 I enter a dinner. Suddenly, I am surrounded by people dressed in clothing from the 1940s. I realize that they
are giants. I see a waitress preparing a piece of apple pie with a dollop of real whipping cream; a man is
putting condiments on his hamburger. They are all giants. It'd fascinating to see the world from this
perspective. The song, "In the Mood" is playing I overhear someone at the counter talking about dropping the
atom bomb on Japan and a wave of grief washes over me and I wake up
09/04:45 DREAMS 1 Forces of light and dark were battling in the sky. It was like watching a martial arts competition, even though
the outcome was clearly more important, the forces had to balance each other.
20/05:00 DREAMS 1 I am asked to escort a celestial being, a goddess, through a modern European city. There is a shopping center
or mall (an outdoor mall) with three layers, we appear on the lowest level. There is some reenactment
happening off of a stairwell to our right. The goddess just floats a few feet off the ground, as though there
were molecules between her feet and the ground, space between. She appears as one would imagine an alien
being to appear, as though she is taking it all in, but not triggered by the daily interactions of the humans
around her. There are two enormous escalators on each side of the mall, they are covered by permanent
canopies, we are riding up and something catches her eye, jewels, diamonds, sapphires, rubies, pearls, in a
shop. Her hair is silver, she has a blue dress on, her eyes match her dress, a kind of steel-blue; I am wearing a
lapis lazuli colored robe. She runs over giggling now; I tell her, "Remember to keep your composure." She
lovingly handles the gems and pearls. I have the sense that the people at the mall worship this celestial being,
even though they aren't yet aware that she is walking amongst them.