Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 63
14/17:00 MIND 10 Just before my hubby left for work earlier this evening, I realized my thoughts were wandering while he was
talking. In my head I was having a conversation with my son about why I thought their son was susceptible to
autism. The truth of the matter is that my grandson does not actually have autism.....I was aware that this
hypothetical in-my-head conversation was based on my fears and not reality. I wondered in that moment if the
honeymoon of this remedy's positive mental/emotional action is waning for me. I regrouped and enjoyed a
burst of energy after my hubby left for work and so I cleaned my living room and piano room windows. Just a
bit ago I received news that our youngest son was arrested earlier this evening. This is so very disheartening.
And it was in the moment I heard. I had been driving him to his after-care treatment program this morning
when he received a call from a temp agency about a job in White Bear Lake, where we live. This was an
answer to prayer. He worked for 6 hours today and came home very happy to tell us he'd be going back
tomorrow. And now this.....There is a verse in the book of James that says, "Count it all joy my brothers &
sisters when you encounter various trials...knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience." This must
be what I need. Okay....Lord give me patience....but I want it right now!
15/06:00 MIND 10 My first waking thoughts this morning were around my son's situation. I don't like to worry or doubt that
Providence is aware and working all things out for the good…but there I was this morning, feeling anxious for
my son. How the heck will he ever get another temp job? Or ANY job for that matter? Never mind that God
moves heaven and earth in answer to our prayers and our needs! I was aware of my fears and when I am, I go
to the only Source I know that helps. "When I am afraid, I will trust in You, in God Who's Word I
praise."...."Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, with prayers, petitions and thanksgivings,
make your requests known to God, and the Peace of God will guard your heart & your mind in Christ Jesus." I
was able to share with my hubby some of my concerns and as he crawled into bed while I was getting out of
bed....we were able to just freely associate and focus on the moment with him getting to sleep and me getting
going.
15/09:00 MIND 10 I saw a large group of sea gulls in the Parking lot at Fresh & Natural Foods this morning. I had to smile
because the night before last I had been cleaning the bread basket and put some crusts aside for the critters at
home. I wished I had known I'd see these birds, I could have brought the bag with me. But as it was...I found
some scraps from my carry-along breakfast this morning and was able to toss them out the window as I slowly
drove by. I was not surprised by the assertive energy these birds have...but I almost had to laugh as I drove
away, because many of these birds were flying above and around the car. I'm not totally Ignasia about birds
who nose-dive us, but the experience did have a tinged of Alfred Hitchcock's, 'The Birds.' I found myself
wondering what this remedy is about and what kingdom it is derived from. Early on I had thought spider or
bird as there were some serendipitous occurrences...and even this morning seeing a spider in both bathrooms
at work...it felt a bit like a reminder when I saw these critters. I had no trouble removing them. There was a
time when I would have been very adverse to seeing spiders...and when I was 'on' Carcinosin....I was so
compassionate toward animals & Nature that I couldn't kill them. It seems so 'out there' to think that this
Proving may be something imponderable like RAINBOW. Didn't I just purchase some colorful candy (w/no
artificial color of course) along with the Gluten Free Celebration Cake? My sense of logic struggles a bit with
these types of provings...and yet, Hello??? If a man can actually walk on the moon...how much more can the
Creator, through science itself bring us knowledge that can do some stuff?!. What is amazing to me about the
man who recently left the earth after walking on the moon, is his humility. I found myself thinking again about
the atypical plumber who came to our house the other day and majorly expounded on matters of the cosmos
and things totally unexpected. It was fun 'listening' to a point....but I really do feel in all of his searching, he
has some serious hubris issues. Maybe I need to look at that myself.
15/10:20 MIND 10 While digging through a drawer, putting away some decorations, I was thinking about calling my sister. My
mother had urged me yesterday to give her a ring in case there was something I could "give her." I knew she
had been experiencing a sudden, red swelling on her wrist. I was thinking about Belladonna, when suddenly I
felt a stabbing pain in my right ankle. It was feeling as if my foot was in a trap of sorts, except to say the pain
was very real....but felt more surfacy. Not just on my skin...but not in my bones though either. Not a muscular
pain or even nerve pain....what IS this??! Hard to describe, but as I limped away...I made a mental note to call
my sister & ask her what she is dealing with. I just hung up a bit ago and as it turns out, my sister said she had
been bitten by a spider just before leaving for New York over a week ago. Hmmmm!!