Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 75
01/13:00 MIND 15 Felt weird inside. Emotional weirdness. A little bit of anxiety. A little bit of abdominal discomfort. Can't
really describe. Not quite right, not quite normal, unease, very momentary, like something was wrong.
03/10:00 MIND 15 Prover forgot to call supervisor as scheduled. She had a client show up early and it didn't cross her mind to
call. She mentioned it is unlike her not to call. She mentioned she is usually more conscientious so maybe
that is part of the remedy. Otherwise no new symptoms. Nothing really left of the symptoms.
03/18:30 MIND 15 Prover had an unexpected guest arrive for dinner and they had already ate dinner. Normally she would have
panicked because they were unexpected, the house wasn't picked up and they had already ate. Instead, she
was calm. Pulled out leftovers from the refrigerator. Come in and enjoy. No problem. Usually she would
fuss over having a better meal and plan for the guest.
04/13:45 MIND 15 Had a client cancel and wasn't bothered. Usually would be concerned but thought must not need to work on
that many clients today.
04/13:45 MIND 15 A friend called today to get advice on a client. Right away the prover had confidence in the remedy to give.
Usually she isn't this confident when she doesn't first look through Materia Medica and review a case. But
right away felt she knew the remedy. Increase confidence.
04/13:45 MIND 15 Life is good attitude. Little anxiety.
08/00:00 MIND 15 Had many things to do, but found myself just kind of taking it easy and avoiding the work.
08/01:00 MIND 15 Monday morning at 1-3 I do Eucharistic Adoration at church......chosen because I love the peace and quiet
alone with Jesus. Anyway, at 2 AM someone chose to come and be there with me. I was amazed at how angry
I was that they were invading my space when I went to such efforts to be alone. I had all I could do to restrain
myself from saying something to them. It is a person that I really like, so the anger rather surprised me. I was
there during the day on Monday and people came and it was fine.
10/10:25 MIND 15 I am not journaling.
10/10:41 MIND 15 Irritable. Impatient. Let's make this happen. I don't want to sit here. I want to leave and go do something
else.
10/10:47 MIND 15 I just had a thought....wouldn't it be funny if I started to cry right now. No desire to just a thought that came to
me.
10/10:54 MIND 15 Running water sound is very apparent. It is peaceful. I am picturing myself sitting by a bubbling stream.
Peaceful. Nice.
10/11:03 MIND 15 Tired feeling. Real peaceful. If I had a pillow I could lay down and go to sleep.
10/11:11 MIND 15 Peaceful. Stream. Beautiful spring day. Pleasant. Opposite would be chaos. The go, go, go. Computer.
Cell phone. Every electronic device. go, go, go, go, go. This is the peaceful, serene. Bible like. Shepard by
a stream. 75 degree sunny, gorgeous. Fresh, bubbly water going by.
10/11:11 MIND 15 Impatient. Want to go outside. Last couple of days have been more impatient.
10/11:11 MIND 15 Annoyed feeling permeates. Low tolerance. Cell phones. Noise, chaos, oh god, need to do this and that, got
to go, got to do
10/11:11 MIND 15 Likes peaceful situation. Doesn't like distractions from the peace and quiet. This is me not a proving. Things
are more impatient during the proving versus distracting. The other night during my peaceful quiet time.
2AM someone came in the door and interrupted my space. Got into my space. A lot of anger. Proving or
what I was doing in my prayer. My reaction surprised me. Really anger. Felt in the chest and heart region.
Tightness. And in my face. I kept telling myself, just let it go, just be with it. Would have said get out of
here, my time, my space, I don't want you here.
10/11:20 MIND 15 Same kind of ache when I lost my father. Not having that feeling now but it is the same kind of ache.
10/11:20 MIND 15 Bored. Irritated. Want to get moving. Want to be outside. Gorgeous day
10/11:23 MIND 15 Vacillating between irritability. Want to go, move, do and peaceful, go to sleep.
10/11:23 MIND 15 Still hear the water.
10/11:25 MIND 15 Technology interruptions are irritating and disrupt the peace and quite.
10/11:25 MIND 15 Absolutely no desire to journal. I am usually conscientious about it. I told you already and don't need to
journal. Irritable.
13/11:10 MIND 15 Everything has been really subtle.
13/11:11 MIND 15 Out of control. Chaotic. It disrupts what I want to be doing. I am a fairly structured person. It is very annoying.
13/11:12 MIND 15 Chaotic, everything going, television on, mobile phone making noise, computers on, everything is making
noise, very electronic. Everything turned on all at once, altogether. That is totally not me.