Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 62
12/15:00 MIND 10 After eating a late lunch of vegetable Lo mein from one of our favorite restaurants, I sat out on the deck to
read. I had left my book 'Heaven' in the computer case which was in my older son's car, who was at the Fair.
There's been another book here at the house called 'The Vow', a love story based on a true story. Before I even
began to read however, I just found myself wondering where my younger son was. He's an adult....but we've
had some significant & extreme problems over the years with his behavior. It wasn't long before I realized my
imagination was getting away from me. I recalled a series of deaths among young males, who would be found
in rivers or other bodies of water, close to college towns. I know my son is intelligent and street savvy, but I
was worrying about him in a way that seemed dark & disturbing to me. This is not where I choose to go with
my thoughts, so I actively took those toxic, fearful thoughts captive into obedience to what I know the
Scriptures say. "If there is anything TRUE, noble, lovely, admirable....{etc.}....think about these things....and
the peace of God will guard your heart and your minds..." Alright. End of story with that moment.
12/15:00 MIND 10 I did read a few chapters of the new book & found it engaging and interesting but I was so profoundly tired. I
had stayed up until almost 4:30 am on Sunday night. I actually fell asleep at my daughter-in-law's house while
sitting for my grandson and woke up just before midnight for the drive home with my son. By the time we
were home, I had a second wind, so rather than go to bed, I stayed up and cleaned the kitchen area which
really needed some attention. Then e-mailed my daughter & I-chatted with my hubby who is working nights
these next few nights. I expected to be tired today after being up all night. I have found however that as a
result of sleeping so soundly at 3:00 after eating a big meal....I just have not been hungry since and it's already
after 10:00pm. Okay....so it might have been the 'Sweet Martha' chocolate chip cookies that my son brought
home from the fair.....but I have been experiencing a shift around my appetite. It's very good....I just am all
over the map now with when I eat or whether I am hungry at any previously predictable time.
12/15:00 MIND 10 I know this is a lot of dis-juncted information but it is late and my eyes are weary. I need to take out my
contacts and get ready for bed. I hope I can sleep tonight and remember my dreams in the morning. As an
FYI...my younger son did stop in this afternoon with his lady friend who we are fond of. We feel she is a
responsible and compassionate woman & a good friend for our son. I was happy & relieved a bit to see him
earlier. This Proving remedy for me seems to be toning down the worryitis for me considerably. I am still
experiencing tranquility throughout my day & am grateful for the peace of mind & heart that are pronounced,
especially these last 12 days and even prior to the Proving. In light of the past issues with our children, and in
light of the challenges they are all facing....I'd say something in the heavens has shifted and in my heart & soul
as well. God is good....all the time!
13/14:00 MIND 10 Needed to call the plumber as our drain in the laundry room was backed up. The man who came was quite
loquacious & philosophical. He was really expounding on spiritual matters and speaking about a web-site
where folks share their near-death experiences. I found the monologue to be quite interesting up to a point. I
was very grateful that he only charged us $79.00 after being there for almost an hour. He was working the
entire time at snacking from upstairs in the kitchen sink area. I experienced a weariness and tiredness even
before he left. I recall thinking he could use a really high dose of Sulphur.
14/10:00 MIND 10 When I sat down out on the deck this morning to take some quiet time it occurred to me that today is my 26th
Anniversary. My hubby had reminded me on Sunday, but I had already forgotten until reading today's
devotional message. I'd like to share this reading as it really touched me. "I am your best friend as well as your
King. Walk hand in hand with me through your life. Together we will face whatever each day brings;
pleasures, hardships, adventures, disappointments. Nothing is wasted when it is shared with Me. I can bring
beauty out of ashes of lost dreams. I can glean Joy out of sorrow. Peace out of adversity. Only a Friend who is
also the King of Kings could accomplish this divine alchemy. There is no other like Me. The friendship I offer
you is practical and down-to-earth, yet it is saturated with heavenly glory. Living in My Presence means living
in two realms simultaneously; the visible world and unseen, eternal reality. I have equipped you to stay
conscious of Me while walking along dusty, earthbound paths." John 15:13-15 Isaiah 6:1-3 2 Corinthians
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