Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 31
12/08:00 MIND 1 All of that menacing power in one human device. I'm thankful that my 9 am patient canceled. I used my neti
pot and just worked on cases. Time is unusual, I cannot remember the last time I saw these patients even
though my notes clearly indicate that have seen them this last week.
12/08:03 MIND 1 My partner left me a note that indicated that I put double the postage on my remedy packages to be mailed!?
Again!? Even after I got it.
12/20:00 MIND 1 I had one of the most physically intense dance classes ever. Our new routine had a lot of upper arm postures or
sequences. I feel great; also, our group spontaneously and creatively split into two groups (which reminded me
of the splitting of an atom) dancing the routine in a new mirror like manner, we did so like birds, without
communicating. It just happened spontaneously. It was beautiful.
13/08:03 MIND 1 At my personal training today I had the most stamina in my sets even; everything was clicking, and my trainer
asked, "Are you taking something?." I just felt more capable, a greater ability to persevere. I had unusual
strength and form.
13/09:30 MIND 1 I have a totally open schedule and a colleague who lives 2 1/2 hours away invited me to come out to work on
cases and practice yoga together. I feel freedom and open.
13/20:30 MIND 1 Tonight's Yin Yoga session was difficult, my hamstrings are very tight. I wanted to cry throughout the
practice. I just kept breathing and practicing. I completely dissolved during savasana. I found it difficult not to
fall asleep completely during savasana. I have unusual strength and stamina, but very little flexibility, I am
more rigid and structured.
13/20:32 MIND 1 My friends at the Yin Yoga class tell me that my practice was beautiful and I looked as though I was glowing,
illuminating the room. I felt so much grief in that practice today.
14/06:05 MIND 1 I did an hours worth of Mixed Martial Arts, this substance makes me feel stronger than I am. I have more
industriousness (which is an increase to my already normal industrial way). I am now about to start working at
7 am.
14/06:06 MIND 1 I wonder how to clearly express the idiosyncrasies of the proving substance?
16/06:10 MIND 1 I am leading a Unitarian Universalist fellowship service on the topic of cultivating a Sadhana, then I am giving
a workshop on befriending demons from a Tibetan Buddhist practice I am doing personally.
16/07:00 MIND 1 I am being supported in unusual ways by the cosmos. I have always been supported, but now I am feeling as
though I am letting that support in.
20/05:20 MIND 1 I feel alive, love, and honored in the dream. There is such a sense of love and devotion and care. I feel very
capable.
20/05:47 MIND 1 I feel tingly all over from my dream. It was an awesome dream. I want to have dreams that are like novellas
forever. There was a dream in the Gavia immer proving about three fish and an offering… "Three salmon
wrapped in a magenta blanket. I could see a deep blue lake behind me and the green blue ocean before me; I
felt caught between two realms. I was standing net to a stone table or altar. I felt very hungry; however, I did
not eat. I was waiting for something to happen. The salmon were offerings to the sacred. I unwrapped the fish
and laid them on the altar. I said an ancient prayer and wept."
20/05:54 MIND 1 I am just lounging in bed, this luxuriating is very unusual for me. I am reading a book, the Field: the Quest for
the Secret Force of the Universe, I secretly wish that I could spend the day in bed (this is rare, like spending
the day as the goddess' escort, and then dancing a celestial dance with her). The Lone Wild Bird is one of the
beloved hymns from the Unitarian Universalist church I attend. This line strikes me, p. 43, "...these photons in
the living systems he'd examined were more coherent than anything he'd ever seen. In quantum physics,
quantum coherence means that subatomic particles are able to cooperate. These subatomic waves or particles
not only know about each other, but also are highly interlinked by bands of common electromagnetic fields, so
that they can communicate together. They are like a multitude of tuning forks that all begin resonating
together. As the waves get into phase or sink, they begin acting like one giant wave and one giant subatomic
particle. It becomes difficult to tell them apart. Many of the weird quantum effects seen in a single wave apply
to the whole. Something done to one of them will affect the others. Coherence establishes communication..."
20/06:05 MIND 1 There is some major thread of religion or spirituality in this substance. The coherent spiritual journey…
20/06:11 MIND 1 In this proving, we are all separate, me and the other provers, and yet I can feel them inside of me, separate
and intimately linked. The interconnectedness of all being and all things.