Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal
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<strong>Promethium</strong>‐mur <strong>Journal</strong> 51<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 The feeling of being done, if I ask myself about that more the struggle, the efforting, the striving is done I can<br />
just breath.<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 It just feels like there’s some connection, so when something opossum comes up, strikes me as something<br />
different, like it’s becoming my totem animal, interesting popping up again, in these blatant ways…what are<br />
the chances of a stuffed animal opossum… in a body work session… sense in her caught not knowing which<br />
way to turn I channeled it for her, felt appropriate… that’s unusual…<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 My experience of that was as if it was the most normal calming thing to do and didn’t seem weird or off beat,<br />
it was very simple, uncomplicated…<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 I also worked on doing a follow up of a 6 year old front teeth wiggly shark tooth cranial sacral wiggly knew<br />
effect something tune in what do…. email both feel out in the night it delights me, that experience just trust<br />
more and not everything has to be complicated and as I say that a sudden rush of tears behind my eyes, what a<br />
relief that would be if I could just relax and not everything so complicated, huge relief can feel in whole upper<br />
chest breaths sighing relief breaths…… as I look around my house can feel that same kind of relieved sigh<br />
that I can finally come home again…<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 That’s a big yearning for stillness in my sphere, like in the wizard of ounce if I need to go somewhere my<br />
whole house should just lift up and fly over there, ever since I was a teen wanted to have a Volkswagen van,<br />
live in it, drive it around, got a book how to repair, last week with boyfriend we talked about having it, all my<br />
books in there take it around, have what I need other than that never thought what I’ve had how I need, funny<br />
this stillness being in my home and imagining being able to take it where I need to without having to pack it<br />
and un pack it.<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 Hearing the thunder go out and close car window… most magical just sit…<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 Honestly maybe a symptom feeling like it’s done… paying attention to a part of me that feels like I’m back in<br />
myself all of me from all the different moments of my life like I’m not driven by all things exterior to me,<br />
driven by the things exterior to me….I think that’s it can’t think of anything right now….<br />
22/00:00 MIND 4 The opossum, I heard a protein protects them from all viruses, I’ll email and put it in the report. Email: “Hold<br />
that possum close. Possums produce a protein LTNF which may be a universal antidote to venoms(snake,<br />
plant, insect). Initial research is from 10 years ago in Australia... don't know why it is in the news at the<br />
moment. Items have appeared on Boing Boing, Yahoo news and CBC Radio probably just citing the previous<br />
two sources cause that is what they do due to budget cuts. several other items appear on Google”<br />
22/18:35 MIND 4 Misplaced my car keys twice today.<br />
22/18:35 MIND 4 Less than 30 minutes after talking with supervisor and referring to wanting to just stay in my house, being<br />
lifted with the whole house just like in The Wizard of Oz if I need to go somewhere, a big storm breaks here,<br />
very dark skies, powerful winds, hail, as if the house could be lifted up by the power of the storm. I find it<br />
very invigorating, exciting. I run around checking windows, closing where needed but also opening those not<br />
facing into the winds; then being sure enough curtains are open that I can watch. I am grinning from ear to ear,<br />
yay! a storm!<br />
22/18:35 MIND 4 Boyfriend happened upon some news info about opossums carrying a protein that protects from all viruses.<br />
They put the protein in a rat and he didn't get any viruses. Sent on to supervisor to put in report. It is fun<br />
having opossum become something of a fetish animal for me. why is he showing up here?<br />
24/08:00 MIND 4 Woke early, laying around, time passing extremely slowly; had a similar experience a few days ago. I lay<br />
there, waiting, not dozing, but feeling the exaggeratedly slow progression of time.<br />
26/20:00 MIND 4 Hesitating to broach the subject of money and what she owes me with my roommate. I want to help her out as<br />
she is low on money but also wanting to be more firm as I am low on money, too! Apprehension about asking<br />
for what I need, what is due me.<br />
29/18:00 MIND 4 Went shopping, chose less things, was more sparing, more thoughtful and reserved about what I chose. Just<br />
bought what was "enough" - no extras.<br />
30/00:00 MIND 4 Intermediaries are shaman figures they are messengers and gatekeepers to other realities and ways of<br />
seeing/being.<br />
30/12:00 MIND 4 Co-facilitating a retreat, have done these for several years, don't think I have ever been as present and<br />
available. Usually I keep blinders on, scurry off to my room for a few moments alone to prep the next<br />
session…. I was more interested in the individual women, recognizing their value to me and our sisterhood.<br />
31/14:00 MIND 4 Have been more efficient, more on time, things ready ahead of time. less need to put things off, slow things<br />
down.