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Promethium‐mur Journal 40 16/11:00 MIND 3 I am learning about energy flow. Today I did some reading at a psychic fair. I was greeted by the coordinator and a former student who was doing angel readings. I used the information about focusing on a transit and following the client’s need. The energy flow was smooth and easy and the information came through. I also was asked to consider doing a class at the moderator’s organization. And I got a good angel reading - which summarized how I have been working with energy - Work towards maintaining a positive energy flow; use the energy to improve and maintain health through diet and exercise; clean up my immediate environment. Looking over the past several days I am more aware of energy flow. This is a different feeling than planning a number of chores each day and trying to stick to a schedule. 17/00:00 MIND 3 With the possible arrival of Hurricane Isaac we did some preparation. But it was a cloudy, rainy, windy day. Somewhat tiresome. 18/00:00 MIND 3 More experience with energy. I am not sure if I can convey this information very well. I purchases a galactic report from an astrological colleague. Part of the report shows which natal planets conjunct black holes. The black hole has two parts - the edge - where an event takes place. And the center which draws one inward and downward and connects with information and insight. The difficulty is that the information appears to be captured by the black hole and releases only the energy. Which in turn provides a resource. This is a challenge and I feel like I am on a new journey into another realm of understanding. 20/00:00 MIND 3 The unusual thing that keeps happening is with the oil light in my car. It comes on periodically - no apparent pattern - indicating that the oil is low. This is not a good thing since driving when this light is on could damage the engine. This is frustrating. It raises fear since I do not want to damage the engine. On the other hand it occurs seeming with no rhyme or reason - so if I call for help each time it happens - I become like ‘the boy who cried wolf’. My husband has addressed the problem - and it is resolved - but then it crops up again. So it is time to get it to an expert. Fortunately we have a garage that will give as an honest assessment and a fair price if there are needed repairs. The situation is about timing. When to move on a problem, when to wait and see. It is difficult for me to make a decision about when to act. There is a push/pull between taking charge vs. letting go in trust. The problem is a practical down to earth situation, but I am always looking for a deeper meaning. Perhaps - ‘ a cigar is a cigar’. 21/16:15 MIND 3 Today energy got out of hand. I had to take my car to be serviced and I missed the turnoff. I was under the impression that the turnoff was after the diner, not before. It was late afternoon - 4:15 - Traffic was heavy and the turnoff is in a school zone - so cars were moving 15 mph. I got very frustrated trying to turn around and get oriented a direction that would take me to the turnoff. I felt trapped by all the slow moving cars. I could not see the turnoff because the color of the sign and the overhanging trees. I felt like screaming. I needed to get to the garage by 4:30. I felt out of control of myself and the situation. It did not take me long to get reoriented, but I felt like I was under a great deal of pressure - like a steam engine which is building up, ready to explode. 23/00:00 MIND 3 Today I got energy to do some gardening and shopping. The energy flow seems to be up and down. I have not yet learned how to moderate into an even flow. It is either one extreme or the other. This points up the opposition in my chart. The seesaw has always be a symbol for me. To maintain perfect balance requires concentrating on the middle and constantly adjusting the weight on either end. However, this is focused on the idea of balance rather than the extreme energy at either end which is related to the ups and down of life. A balanced life is boring. Excitement lies in the highs and lows. 25/00:00 MIND 3 Today is Labor Day - The Jasmine Tree is in full bloom and the scent is intoxicating. The bees are having a wonderful feast. How lovely. These two days have been pleasant. 26/15:44 MIND 3 Today I wrote another short article using the Fairchild Symbols. It is concerned with combining the elements of water, air, and earth. Interestingly, the fire energy seems to have taken a back seat for the last two-three days. This is a calm period, relaxing, and occasionally lazy. It’s as if I have gone to the other end of the seesaw. 27/00:00 MIND 3 Today I watched TV - British Mysteries - Poirot, Miss Marple, Tommy&Tuppence. 28/10:52 MIND 3 Took dose at 10:52 AM. Immediately felt better - relaxed, at home with myself. The Asc of the Chart is conjunct Natal Pallas Athene - an asteroid that denotes a wisdom seeker and a craftsman. In Scorpio in the 2rd - it can use originality and depth perception to create a stable environment. The Fairchild Symbol is the Barbed Wire Fence Protecting Grazing Cattle In A Field. I have used my energies to create a barrier around my emotions and my life. It is like a barbed wire fence - not that any one gets cut by the fence, but here is something that lets them know it is barbed wire. My stability comes from keeping people and things at a distance.
Promethium‐mur Journal 41 30/00:00 MIND 3 MOLDAVITE Moldavite opens the door and makes the power available. I fear the power. I connect with the power. Building a sound Saturnian base of discipline in keeping with right thoughts and actions is the base for proper use of power. Holding the bottle of the remedy in left hand while wearing my Moldavite ring on my left ring finger I felt energy swirling from the remedy and surrounding the ring and then my arm and left side of my head. This is pure energy. When I first wore the ring it was very powerful. So I wore it for short periods of time until I was able to wear if for a long time. The remedy manages the energy of the ring. The remedy awakens energy flow - but it seems unable to work properly without something to manage with love. The remedy likes the ring. I have resisted opening to the energy because I feel like I am unable to manage it. The ring in combination with the remedy suggests that the energy I have can be managed. But I do not seem to have any direction, goal, purpose, paradigm, or pattern. For your information : Moldavite is formed when a meteorite hits the earth and melts the surrounding matter fusing and fuses with it Moldavite , named for its mines in the area of Moldava in Eastern Europe. Its vibrational properties suggest connection to the outreaches of the Universe, the cosmic realm, and the crown or stellar chakra. It helps in connecting with the oversoul, the Askashic Master, and other cosmic guides and angels 30/00:00 MIND 3 The remedy opened up the concept of proper use of energy. This reminds me of the apprentice to a wizard. The apprentice realizes that he has the ability to use powerful energy. He knows that he cannot use it for selfish or evil purposes. But he does not know how to manage it appropriately. It either runs out of control, or he tries too hard to manage it. In his apprenticeship, with the help of the wizard, he is learning how to manage the energy. During this proving, I had several experiences which showed me areas where my emotional energy got out of control; where I tried too hard too manage; where I tried to suppress the energy all together by retreating from situations. I learned that energy not well managed can be physically exhausting leading to stress that can attack the immune system. All of the experiences and insights from this proving were packaged in a vivid dream at the 29th day. The gift from this proving is connection with a spirit guide (wizard). We are just getting to know each other. He is patient. I am learning to trust. 30/00:00 MIND 3 Holding the Remedy: Picked up the bottle - joy. I opened the bottle and smelled the contents. Sweet - perfume - flowers. Short meditation - could not hold the bottle for very long. Powerful Energy. Powerful Feminine Energy. Brought to mind a Moldavite Ring. The crystal Moldavite is very powerful. 30/11:00 MIND 3 At our astrological meeting today the theme was examining how the Saturn/Pluto conjunction of 1982 affected our charts. I found that the degree - 27 Libra made a square with my natal Pluto at 28 Cancer. My progressed chart of 1952 had the Moon at 25 Libra and my progressed chart of 1982 had the Sun at 25 Libra. This reveals to me the powerful energy of Pluto, but I do not feel it as difficult a force as many people claim. At the end of this proving I am impressed to spend time examining this energy. This is a new doorway into my chart which I have not explored. 01/00:00 MIND 4 Sitting outside after class, it’s cloudy, and the prover was feeling pressured to start by me, I was just trying to figure out the time so I could plan accordingly… 01/00:00 MIND 4 Laughing this is so silly. 01/00:00 MIND 4 Time is slowing down. Nodding like everything around me is in slow motion. 01/00:00 MIND 4 Smiling and grinning. Trying to think how it’s so silly and I can’t quite wrap my head around the thought or the word. I barely did drugs this feels like some outside substance influence I feel like giggling. I feel like I have a shit eating grin on my face. Like everything about life is a practical joke 01/00:00 MIND 4 Throwing sticks out, clearing the area, and sitting crossed legged. 01/00:00 MIND 4 Like I have the inside scoop, like I’m sitting here and I know whose going to win the Oscar and I’m the only one, I know, I know what’s going to happen. I feel really smug about that
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