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Promethium‐mur Journal 72 35/00:00 MIND 11 They want to push against it. They want to threatened, they are fighting with all the energy they have. The effort is all the effort they can give to the LAST OUNCE. Say one particle of the being is untouched, every other particle has to be used to push against this. It's monumental. 35/00:00 MIND 11 A picture of the battle, the captain, and every other person has to be fighting, NO you need to give 200%! Not godly. You give what you can, and then another of what you can. No, It IS superhuman. 01/14:08 MIND 14 Taking the remedy, there was a black screen, in the top left corner there was a light, it wasn't bright, but it was annoying, why was there a light there? Something to do with a light. 01/14:09 MIND 14 Thinking of a movie where a man is fighting with another man, he has a sword, he slices through another man who then disintegrates. They are like martial artists. Swords and all. 01/14:10 MIND 14 There is also a vision of tube, wanting to go into the tube and go to the other side. Like a time vortex in Doctor Who, everything is moving around and it's black. Intensely black. 01/14:11 MIND 14 Twisting forward into the center of the vortex. There's a sense that I want to go through the tube to the other side. What I thought of was Ender's Game, a man is playing games that are impossible to beat, but he finds a way to beat the game. You have to the be the right smart person to beat the game. A game where the people can see what he is, who is, is he a smart person, a nice person, that sort of thing. 01/14:15 MIND 14 A quest to find out what is beyond now. With the light, wow! What is light? Why is the guy disintegrating? What is on the other side of the tube? What is the solution to the impossible situation or problem? 01/14:20 MIND 14 It's not "I don't know this." It's "I want to know this and I am extremely interested in learning what this is!" 01/14:23 MIND 14 The impossible situation or problem is only solved by the right person who can beat it. I want to, or need to be that smart one, I have to do what I can to find out how to be that person. I am going to do what I've got to do to be this person. I am going to do what I have to do. Do I have the skills necessary to accomplish my goal and win the game? Can I radiate confidence. I am radiating something, what is it, it's a vibe, a vibration, a light... 01/14:24 MIND 14 The qualities of this person include the ability to accomplish what others can't or won't attempt to because they fear that they cannot. The fear that they can't accomplish the task is a disappointment. Yeah, a disappointment that you might fail to accomplish what must be accomplished. I don't want to be a disappointment or disappoint others. This is not a team sport, but you are playing for many people. 01/14:27 MIND 14 This task must be accomplished so that you can assess what you've learned when you've actually accomplished the task, knowledge you gained that you didn't have before. 01/14:30 MIND 14 The Ender's Game is set in the future, aliens have attacked the Earth, we've barely defeated them the first time, the world is training young people, especially kids who are geniuses to be military commanders, this boy Ender is the best of the best. He must defeat the evil aliens. He is constantly playing games in school that teach him or train him to be a military commander. I read this book earlier this summer, it came into my mind immediately upon taking the remedy. What am I learning in school? What is my game? 01/14:32 MIND 14 It's light, not light, as in light and heavy, it's light as in light and dark. It's radiating out onto me, this remedy, it's giving me color or light. It's not a light that warming me, taking away the cold, this light is there, it's bright and shining. You wouldn't want to leave this light if you could, if you had a choice, you'd want to keep it. 01/14:34 MIND 14 You wouldn't want to give something up for it. You'd keep it once you had it. 01/14:34 MIND 14 This light reminds me of peace, inner peace, calm, happiness, hope. It's good, it's goodness, it's something that you always want, but don't always remember. 01/14:35 MIND 14 Radiating energy or force, it's energy is seeping into my hands from the vial, the energy is going into me. It's not like I am being consumed, it's not a fiery warmth, it's flowing into me and it's nice. It is nice. 01/14:37 MIND 14 The time vortex, there is only so much and only so little time to do what needs to be done. A little bit of urgency to accomplish the task, I have to get this done, and to get it done within a certain time. If I don't get it done or don't finish, then there is a feeling of sadness. 01/14:42 MIND 14 An image of me walking forward while everyone else who can't is getting farther behind me; I am walking toward this vortex, toward this light, while I am walking forward everyone behind me is being disintegrated. It's a sense of "I am moving toward the light," "This is good that I am moving toward the light," you never reach the light, but it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter that you won't reach the light, the task is to be moving toward the light, that is what is good. You will eventually reach the light, but for now it's about moving toward the light. That is what is good.
Promethium‐mur Journal 73 01/14:44 MIND 14 At the beginning of this I saw a black screen, now, I close my eyes and I see light, only light. 01/14:50 MIND 14 It is like a huge game that everyone must play, but not everyone wants to play. Some have to learn how to fight, otherwise they get bullied. You just can't get bullied. You have to stand up, stand up in the light. 01/14:53 MIND 14 It's like truth and justice, that vortex of light, moving toward the light is what it is all about. 01/14:55 MIND 14 When others are disintegrating you just understand that's how it is; they can make a choice to move toward the light or remain in the dark, farther behind. The vortex has an enormous power to it. Sometimes you can't tell if the light is radiating out of you or the vortex, you become confused in a way. It's flowing into me, that feels really nice, warm, light, and powerful. Why can't you remember this light and it's goodness? Why do you forget your goodness? If you remember that you always had a choice your life would be completely different. 01/14:56 MIND 14 The vortex is a spinning disc of light, it is like the spinning wheel of a universe, but not our universe. A different universe, that is like ours, but slightly different. A black screen, like a different channel of the same universe. Pretty weird, huh!? 14/00:00 MIND 14 I got Rolfing and it was terrible, I couldn't do anything else, in the beginning I was being nice and talking to the Rolfer, I couldn't actually talk or do anything. 14/00:00 MIND 14 I didn't want to talk or do anything. It was pretty bad. 14/00:00 MIND 14 I don't really want to talk about this. That Rolfing experience was really bad, it made me feel heavy and trapped in my body. I got really sick afterward. 28/00:00 MIND 14 what is the Greek creation story? The creation of the earth or whatever. I want you to tell me that. I have to do homework about a creation story. 28/00:00 MIND 14 None seem appealing and I like Greek Mythology 28/00:00 MIND 14 In the beginning there was only emptiness a void, darkness 28/00:00 MIND 14 There was only this energy called chaos, and chaos spins and moves. And expands and contracts and implodes and explodes. It is just what it is, it's pure chaos, like being inside of a storm. Out of this chaos there is a great black winged bird that forms. And that bird is called Nix. And Nix flies around and around in this chaos, falling out, opening her mouth and no sound can be heard. She is alone. And then one day, she realizes, if she beats her wings it creates a kind of wind, that creates a stableness, and energy field around her. 28/00:00 MIND 14 And then she feels this force of chaos within her. This sensation deep in her belly. Something needs to happen, out of this bird Nix a golden egg is layer. Nix lays on this Golden Egg for a eon. Past, present and future are interrelated, and finally this egg starts to move, and out of this egg, this God Eros is born. The God of Love. 28/00:00 MIND 14 When Eros emerged, the top half of the shell became the heavens and the earth. Uranus and Gia came birth to 10,000 children. Thousands and thousands of children. In the beginning chaos is this void, the nothing out of which everything arises. What surrounds this chaos, is this unending stream of consciousness, Oceanus. There is a Goddess, Eurynome, who is the Goddess of all things. She wanted to make order out of the chaos. Eurynome calls to Borealis, and together give birth to Eros. In this alternate story. In this story Eurnome separates the sky form the sea by dancing on... 28/00:00 MIND 14 The unknowable place where death dwells. Everything was empty, silent endless and dark. One day Eros rose out of the chaos to create order. Can the sun god and the goddess of the earth. 28/00:00 MIND 14 What about the hundred handed ones. They were created by Gia and Uranus. Uranus is so angry about these hundred handed ones that he imprisons them. 28/00:00 MIND 14 Coming together and going apart. 28/00:00 MIND 14 And then Prometheus creates humans. Prometheus takes his time. The people have nothing. I read a story where he creates them. Eh? Not the story I read when I was a young whipper snapper. Known as the firebringer, and as forethought. And light and humanity. He looks thru something before he does it. 28/00:00 MIND 14 Foresightedness. His brother is after-thought. He has two brothers… 28/00:00 MIND 14 He's a titan, he's a trickster. Creation of man from clay. Is known for his intelligence. 28/00:00 MIND 14 You can't tell me what to do. 28/00:00 MIND 14 You think stuff through. You are not my real mom. Make him stop. 28/00:00 MIND 14 Think stuff through, you think before you act. 28/00:00 MIND 14 I brought it down to it's simplest sense. 28/00:00 MIND 14 To qualify that what you act is a good choice or not. (What is the choice about) It's every choice, it's not a certain choice.
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