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Promethium‐mur Journal 68
26/00:00 MIND 10 Today is Rosh Hashanah, a major Jewish Holy Day. I used to know what all these feasts meant…and I am at a
loss to recall the traditional meaning. From my point of reference in being a Christ-Follower, I do know that
every major event in Jesus' life fell over or right on a major Jewish Holiday, the parallels of which are
poignant and beyond a type & shadow. It is a good day for me in that I am feeling free from the momentary,
slight depression which I experienced a few days ago in the Proving. This depression was very reminiscent of
the feeling I had for many years...many moons ago. It came and left. Much like the other symptoms in this
Proving...some of which were familiar to me...others not so much. But all fleeting nonetheless. Passing
quickly. Thank God! It is interesting to me, that today of all days, I would 'stumble upon' a rolled-up Map,
35:X45" which is in essence, a World History Timeline. It is a wonderfully crafted work subtitled, 'Biblical
and Historical Chronology Presented in One Complete View.' I had purchased this as a gift to myself many
years ago and had put it away in hopes of someday finding a suitable frame. I found this while cleaning the
guest room today. It's a colorful, highly-intricate layout that has a distant-view of our planet in the middle of
what can only be described as an accurate, comprehensive delineation of time as we know it as it relates to the
Geological Ages & Development of Life, along with every significant event in our World's history, starting
with the great flood and continuing in a semi-circular layout up until the year 2000.
28/00:00 MIND 10 Today I called an agent at a mortgage company that is one of my client's for a small commercial cleaning
business. I had somehow accidentally sent her an older attachment for one of my invoices. I am clueless as to
how this could have happened as I have been sending the same readjusted template for many months and in
several cases, years. It might be the energy around this Proving, but suffice to say that I am ready to wrap up
and call it a day with our Proving labor of love. Tomorrow will be the 4-week mark from when I began. In
hearing the Proving Master's encouragement to look at 4 specific things: Color-Food-Movies&Books and
Heaven....I did my best to relay anything that I experienced that would seem as if it was resonating in my
Proving vein. I'll leave the analysis of any patterns to those elected to do so.
28/00:00 MIND 10 But in closing, I would like to share a memory from Class 5 that has stayed with me, which I feel connects me
to the subject of Heaven and the One who calls this place my home. I recall one day of study while in school.
We were all listening to one of our instructors while he inspired us to look at the Cosmos. And suddenly I
realized that the Names for God in the Scriptures cover every single kingdom we can name...including the
kingdom of time & space. The Great I Am has said, "I am the Alpha & Omega (Time)...the Bright and
Morning Star...The Sun of Righteousness (Space).....the Rose of Sharon (plant family!)....the Bread of Life
(food!)...The Lion of the Tribe of Judah (animal kingdom...not forgetting 'The Lamb').....The Rock
(mineral)....The Light of the World (Color?!)....The Great Physician....King of Kings..." What more can I say
as this Proving comes to a close? "He is the Consummation of all human History. Everything that exists finds
it's perfection and fulfillment in Him." {Phillips Translation} Father in Heaven, bless every Prover and
Supervisor & every person who will benefit from Your amazing creation through this discovered substance
and physical agent used in this venture. Establish, strengthen and restore all of this to Your Kingdom & for
Your Glory. Let it be and make it so, Yeshua Ha-Mashiac!
01/08:12 MIND 11 This morning seeing a lot more hummingbirds than I normally see.
01/08:45 MIND 11 Making me hold stuff in. Won't let me go. I can't let everything go. like it is being held in. I would like to
breath sigh of relief and let everything go. It's like the flow has stopped. I can't take that step. The weight on
my chest is keeping things in. Not allowing things to go free. My lungs want to full up fully but stop at a
point.
01/08:45 MIND 11 I am walking between two beds that are one foot apart. I chose the narrow way to get to the window.
01/21:30 MIND 11 My temper blew, I'd had enough. People were asking me questions about things I didn't have answers for or
time to research, and I couldn't handle it anymore. I wanted to be left alone, left to do my own thing. Although
I was speaking curtly to family, I wasn't particularly angry with them. It was more of an extremely
overwhelmed feeling, like I had too much on my chest. I "fumed" for an hour until one of my responsibilities
disappeared...then, fairly immediately my fuming started to come down, like I had a tiny bit of room to
breathe.
01/22:00 MIND 11 When people asked me questions I didn't have the answer to, I told them flat out that I didn't know and didn't
care, and I walked away telling them to ask someone else. I usually talk calmly and try to come up with or
research answers or at least give them some of my time. I couldn't be bothered with that tonight, I was tired,
filled up with other overwhelming things, and I simply couldn't handle more.