Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 58
20/08:23 MIND 9 Things are good with my son - he's not so irritated with me - he can't hold a grudge very long - I think it is
about (her new boyfriend).
01/13:02 MIND 10 Just after taking remedy, I was feeling peaceful & grateful for the overcast day, grateful for the way the traffic
was moving, namely slowly. I experienced a bit of a surreal feeling in that normally when traffic moves so
very slow (due to Construction) I am a tad agitated. The slower pace seemed very conducive to my mood in
the moment and to the momentum of the calm of the remedy itself inside me.
01/13:45 MIND 10 While grocery shopping, I noticed that I was suddenly extremely tired. Exhausted would be a good word. My
husband commented that he felt the same way & I wondered again if this was something that was a result of
too little sleep & too long a day the day before, or if it was a symptom of the remedy. How could we both be
experiencing the same sudden & intense symptom at the same time? Oh well!
02/12:50 MIND 10 Took my second dose of the remedy & felt peaceful & calm. After sitting on the deck for just a few minutes, I
started to fall asleep. Like the day before, I became very tired & exhausted and just wanted to go to sleep. As I
was falling asleep, I noticed funny pain in my left leg again, around the area of my knee, but just to the
outside. It was like the previous pain, but felt more
02/12:50 MIND 10 more like a shadow of the pain I had experienced earlier. I don't know how to articulate this sensation, other
than to say it felt similar to what was before, but different, like it was a memory pain or like the pain was still
in the same area, but changing or diminishing somehow.
02/23:00 MIND 10 It is the evening of the second day of the proving and I must say that I have had a very pleasant time this
evening. My son who is living with us came home and said he & his estranged wife decided to "call it quits." I
was there for him emotionally and present in the moment with some conversation around this situation, but it
was peaceful for me and an opportunity to just let him be cathartic, which he seldom has been. There was also
an earlier opportunity to gently and calmly navigate with a client on the phone who is going through a rough
time. I was able to exercise my boundary skills and the time on the phone was not stressful to me. I also
noticed today that I was driving very slowly down a street after driving by a garage sale. I remembered
yesterday, the first day of the Proving and realized that I had been driving slowly then as well and really,
really enjoying the pace of that slowness. It felt good and like it was the way I was supposed to be
moving....and the world around me as well.
03/14:23 MIND 10 I expected to notice something more. I feel really good in numbers of ways, gratitude is flowing through me
like a river, I find it coming up through my heart doing ordinary things. Thinking of a person that would
normally cause me worry or angst instead there is a feeling of "all is well".
03/14:25 MIND 10 The first day I was driving and it was overcast and I found myself grateful that things were moving at a super
slow pace. Enjoying driving 10 MPH or less.
03/14:25 MIND 10 This gratefulness is replacing my typical worry. I am feeling that things will work out and it will be okay it’s a
change. My hubby and I are a part of the prayer group for our church and we go online and look at who is
needing prayers, and I am feeling that within the last few days, it is not disturbing me as it would prior to the
remedy. It is not rattling my cage.
03/14:28 MIND 10 Calm, peaceful, all is well demeanor.
03/14:32 MIND 10 Tranquility. Almost a release from my normal compulsion to do something with my time. Some challenges
and struggle with my husband's schedule. I often wake up and do not know what day it is, that has not
changed, but with the remedy, I find that it doesn't matter to me.
03/14:35 MIND 10 At times there are things in disrepair in our life and then all of a sudden, things left undone are changed,
renewed, finally being brought to fruition I guess. That has been the case very recently.
03/14:36 MIND 10 Suddenly a lot of energy around clearing out the spaces, organizing. Things on a list for sometime are easily
attended to, in a very organic and serendipitous manner.
03/14:38 MIND 10 Grateful for others, other people, their concern, their expertise, and nature has taken on a new delightful
quality. I would be perfectly content to sit and watch nature, I like being outside, I am especially grateful to be
outside, even with the overcast weather.
03/14:40 MIND 10 Calmness, palpable calm.
03/14:43 MIND 10 I've had trouble remembering my dreams for the past two years and this morning I had a dream that I
remembered, and this brought up a gratefulness, "Yes, this is how it should be!"
03/14:50 MIND 10 So grateful to remember my dream. Grateful for the knowledge gained and taking stock about the presence of
the bacteria, not a lot of struggle, even though thematically it would seem to be a struggle.
03/14:55 MIND 10 I really, really appreciate color, we live in a neighborhood where all of the houses are brown and shades of
gray. I selected a color called "Carmel Sunday", it was a little brighter than I expected, it was like getting a
new style of haircut, "Do you like it?" It's like a Vincent van Gogh color.