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Miller, who was a judge of character, <strong>in</strong>stantly guessed my thoughts. "Do I<br />

perceive that you are frightened by these tricks?" he asked smil<strong>in</strong>gly, with a little pat on<br />

the shoulder.<br />

I could not deny it, and so he reassured me with the assertion that it did not mean<br />

anyth<strong>in</strong>g. "There is a young man here with the company, who sometimes expresses<br />

himself <strong>in</strong> that extravagant way. In other respects he is a splendid fellow, who does not<br />

mean any harm by the ruckus he makes," he cont<strong>in</strong>ued expla<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g.<br />

This benign <strong>in</strong>terpretation astonished me no less than the bombardment itself,<br />

s<strong>in</strong>ce if the carafe had hit him it would have had the same effect whether it had been sent<br />

with good <strong>in</strong>tentions or evil, and therefore I cannot deny that I got a marvellous<br />

impression of what was considered fun and what was taken seriously <strong>in</strong> this company.<br />

At the even<strong>in</strong>g meal I met the rest of the actors and actresses, and here that<br />

impression was fully corroborated. Between these gentlemen and ladies a confidence and<br />

naturalness prevailed which I had never believed could develop between people who had<br />

seen each other for the first time fairly recently, and it was obvious that the few days <strong>in</strong><br />

which the company had been gathered before my arrival must have been sufficient to<br />

eradicate every trace of shyness. Nobody thought to weigh his words; on the contrary, a<br />

tacit agreement had evidently been made: that every expression must be several degrees<br />

stronger than its significance.<br />

I was received immediately as a fellow conspirator, to whom by reason of the<br />

common shipwreck one could without hesitation show absolute confidence, and <strong>in</strong> the<br />

beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g they expla<strong>in</strong>ed to me, <strong>in</strong> the adopted unreproduceable jargon, the matter of my<br />

first adventure. Miller was known always to favor (or, as his less gifted co-director called<br />

it: "favoritize") one or the other of the actors <strong>in</strong> a rather reckless fashion. The party <strong>in</strong><br />

question was not merely showered with presents and <strong>in</strong>vitations, but also from the<br />

moment he became the director's favorite he was named as the company's absolute<br />

juvenile lead, he got all the reward<strong>in</strong>g roles and had permission to reject all those which<br />

he did not like. In return for all these splendors the favorite had to endure the annoyances<br />

which were an accompaniment of the patron's peculiarities, and among these there was<br />

one which sometimes could be rather embarrass<strong>in</strong>g for the favored hero and lover. The<br />

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