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happened to those who misbehave with 'the saints? 'Ask: was this statue n<br />

ot seen in several villages simultaneously and does that prove fraud, or a<br />

further miracle? 'You know I can't ask anyone,' Padma howls… but I, feeli<br />

ng my fury subside, am making no more revelations tonight.<br />

Baldly, then: Mary Pereira left us, and went to her mother in Goa. But Alic<br />

e Pereira stayed; Alice remained in Ahmed Sinai's office, and typed, and fe<br />

tched snacks and fizzy drinks.<br />

As for me at the end of the mourning period for my uncle Hanif, I entered m<br />

y second exile.<br />

Movements performed by pepperpots<br />

I was obliged to come to the conclusion that Shiva, my rival, my changeling<br />

brother, could no longer be admitted into the forum of my mind; for reason<br />

s which were, I admit, ignoble. I was afraid he would discover what I was s<br />

ure I could not conceal from him the secrets of our birth. Shiva, for whom<br />

the world was things, for whom history could only be explained as the conti<br />

nuing struggle of oneself against the crowd, would certainly insist on clai<br />

ming his birthright; and, aghast at the very notion of my knock kneed antag<br />

onist replacing me in the blue room of my childhood while I, perforce, walk<br />

ed morosely off the two storey hillock to enter the northern slums; refusin<br />

g to accept that the prophecy of Ramram Seth had been intended for Winkie's<br />

boy, that it was to Shiva that Prime Ministers had written, and for Shiva<br />

that fishermen pointed out to sea… placing, in short, a far higher value on<br />

my eleven year old sonship than on mere blood, I resolved that my destruct<br />

ive, violent alter ego should never again enter the increasingly fractious<br />

councils of the Midnight Children's Conference; that I would guard my secre<br />

t which had once been Mary's with my very life.<br />

There were nights, at this time, when I avoided convening the Conference at<br />

all not because of the unsatisfactory turn it had taken, but simply becaus<br />

e I knew it would take time, and cool blood, to erect a barrier around my n<br />

ew knowledge which could deny it to the Children; eventually, I was confide<br />

nt, I would manage this… but I was afraid of Shiva. Most ferocious and powe<br />

rful of the Children, he would penetrate where others could not go… At any<br />

rate, I avoided my fellow Children; and then suddenly it was too late, beca<br />

use, having exiled Shiva, I found myself hurled into an exile from which I<br />

was incapable of contacting my more than five hundred colleagues: I was flu<br />

ng across the Partition created frontier into Pakistan.<br />

Late in September 1958, the mourning period for my uncle Hanif Aziz came t<br />

o an end; and, miraculously, the dust cloud which had enveloped us was set<br />

tled by a merciful shower of rain. When we had bathed and put on newly was<br />

hed clothes and switched on the ceiling fans, we emerged from bathrooms fi

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