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'The Madam' was basking in the fullness of her glory. Today, perhaps, we ar<br />

e already forgetting, sinking willingly into the insidious clouds of amnesi<br />

a; but I remember, and will set down, how I how she how it happened that no<br />

, I can't say it, I must tell it in the proper order, until there is no opt<br />

ion but to reveal… On December 16th, 1971, I tumbled out of a basket into a<br />

n India in which Mrs. Gandhi's New Congress Party held a more than two thir<br />

ds majority in the National Assembly.<br />

In the basket of invisibility, a sense of unfairness turned into anger; and<br />

something else besides transformed by rage, I had also been overwhelmed by a<br />

n agonizing feeling of sympathy for the country which was not only my twin i<br />

n birth but also joined to me (so to speak) at the hip, so that what happene<br />

d to either of us, happened to us both. If I, snot nosed stain faced etceter<br />

a, had had a hard time of it, then so had she, my subcontinental twin sister<br />

; and now that I had given myself the right to choose a better future, I was<br />

resolved that the nation should share it, too. I think that when I tumbled<br />

out into dust, shadow and amused cheers, I had already decided to save the country.<br />

(But there are cracks and gaps… had I, by then, begun to see that my love f<br />

or Jamila Singer had been, in a sense, a mistake? Had I already understood<br />

how I had simply transferred on to her shoulders the adoration which I now<br />

perceived to be a vaulting, all encompassing love of country? When was it t<br />

hat I realized that my truly incestuous feelings were for my true birth sis<br />

ter, India herself, and not for that trollop of a crooner who had so callou<br />

sly shed me, like a used snake skin, and dropped me into the metaphorical w<br />

aste basket of Army life? When when when?… Admitting defeat, I am forced to<br />

record that I cannot remember for sure.)<br />

… Saleem sat blinking in the dust in the shadow of the mosque. A giant was<br />

standing over him, grinning hugely, asking, 'Achha, captain, have a good tr<br />

ip?' And Parvati, with huge excited eyes, pouring water from a lotah into h<br />

is cracked, salty mouth… Feeling! The icy touch of water kept cool in earth<br />

enware surahis, the cracked soreness of parched raw lips, silver and lapis<br />

clenched in a fist… 'I can feel!' Saleem cried to the good natured crowd.<br />

It was the time of afternoon called the chaya, when the shadow of the tall re<br />

d brick and marble Friday Mosque fell across the higgledy shacks of the slum<br />

clustered at its feet, that slum whose ramshackle tin roofs created such a sw<br />

elter of heat that it was insupportable to be inside the fragile shacks excep<br />

t during the chaya and at night… but now conjurers and contortionists and jug<br />

glers and fakirs had gathered in the shade around the solitary stand pipe to<br />

greet the new arrival. 'I can feel!' I cried, and then Picture Singh, 'Okay,<br />

captain tell us, how it feels? to be born again, falling like baby out of Par<br />

vati's basket?' I could smell amazement on Picture Singh; he was clearly asto<br />

unded by Parvati's trick, but, like a true professional, would not dream of a<br />

sking her how she had achieved it. In this way Parvati the witch, who had use

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