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c nation.<br />

(And beside them, one jar stands empty.)<br />

The process of revision should be constant and endless; don't think I'm sat<br />

isfied with what I've done! Among my unhappinesses: an overly harsh taste f<br />

rom those jars containing memories of my father, a certain ambiguity in the<br />

love flavour of 'Jamila Singer' (Special Formula No. 22), which might lead<br />

the unperceptive to conclude that I've invented the whole story of the bab<br />

y swap to justify an incestuous love; vague implausibilides in the jar labe<br />

lled 'Accident in a Washing chest' the pickle raises questions which are no<br />

t fully answered, such as: Why did Saleem need an accident to acquire his p<br />

owers? Most of the other <strong>children</strong> didn't… Or again, in 'All India Radio' an<br />

d others, a discordant note in the orchestrated flavours: would Mary's conf<br />

ession have come as a shock to a true telepath? Sometimes, in the pickles'<br />

version of history, Saleem appears to have known too little; at other times<br />

, too much… yes, I should revise and revise, improve and improve; but there<br />

is neither the time nor the energy. I am obliged to offer no more than thi<br />

s stubborn sentence: It happened that way because that's how it happened.<br />

There is also the matter of the spice bases. The intricacies of turmeric and<br />

cumin, the subtlety of fenugreek, when to use large (and when small) cardamom<br />

s; the myriad possible effects of garlic, garam masala, stick cinnamon, coria<br />

nder, ginger… not to mention the flavourful contributions of the occasional s<br />

peck of dirt. (Saleem is no longer obsessed with purity.) In the spice bases,<br />

I reconcile myself to the inevitable distortions of the pickling process. To<br />

pickle is to give immortality, after all: fish, vegetables, fruit hang embal<br />

med in spice and vinegar; a certain alteration, a slight intensification of t<br />

aste, is a small matter, surely? The art is to change the flavour in degree,<br />

but not in kind; and above all (in my thirty jars and ajar) to give it shape<br />

and 'form that is to say, meaning. (I have mentioned my fear of absurdity.)<br />

One day, perhaps, the world may taste the pickles of history. They may be too<br />

strong for some palates, their smell may be overpowering, tears may rise to<br />

eyes; I hope nevertheless that it will be possible to say of them that they p<br />

ossess the authentic taste of truth… that they are, despite everything, acts<br />

of love.<br />

One empty jar… how to end? Happily, with Mary in her teak rocking chair and<br />

a son who has begun to speak? Amid recipes, and thirty jars with chapter h<br />

eadings for names? In melancholy, drowning in memories of Jamila and Parvat<br />

i and even of Evie Burns? Or with the magic <strong>children</strong>… but then, should I be<br />

glad that some escaped, or end in the tragedy of the disintegrating effect<br />

s of drainage? (Because in drainage lie the origins of the cracks: my haple<br />

ss, pulverized body, drained above and below, began to crack because it was<br />

dried out. Parched, it yielded at last to the effects of a lifetime's batt

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