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Thinking black; 22 years without a break in the long grass of Central ...

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262 THINKING BLACK<br />

ceased mo<strong>the</strong>r is still l<strong>in</strong>ked with her liv<strong>in</strong>g children<br />

by <strong>the</strong> very blood she has bequea<strong>the</strong>d <strong>the</strong>m. That is to<br />

say, yonder <strong>in</strong> that frown<strong>in</strong>g lonely spirit-world, menac<strong>in</strong>g<br />

his life at every turn, he has actually a blood k<strong>in</strong>sman as<br />

daysman and representative. She, too, was once hungry,<br />

once weary, once jagged with earthly pa<strong>in</strong>s and penalties.<br />

To prove this l<strong>in</strong>k as both <strong>in</strong>timate and dear I have<br />

heard a man murmur <strong>in</strong> spirit-worship, " Oh, mo<strong>the</strong>r,<br />

behold this blood now cours<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> my body, thou didst<br />

not merely bequeath it unto me, but it is <strong>the</strong>e !<br />

" Here,<br />

<strong>the</strong>n, you f<strong>in</strong>d <strong>the</strong> tenacity <strong>of</strong> belief that he, <strong>the</strong> liv<strong>in</strong>g<br />

be<strong>in</strong>g, can bridge <strong>the</strong> awful gulf because <strong>the</strong> dead did<br />

not entirely die—did <strong>the</strong>y not leave some <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir own<br />

literal blood on this earthly side <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> gulf as an <strong>in</strong>-<br />

tentional l<strong>in</strong>k? There, <strong>the</strong>n, is his bridge across <strong>the</strong><br />

chasm, and if you urge that it is not real, but merely his<br />

own mad conjecture, he will retort that <strong>the</strong> bridg<strong>in</strong>g<br />

<strong>in</strong>itiative was not his at all, but ra<strong>the</strong>r that <strong>of</strong> his own<br />

guardian spirit, who will not {because cannot) sever <strong>the</strong><br />

l<strong>in</strong>k between <strong>the</strong> liv<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>the</strong> dead. Instance, even<br />

a t<strong>in</strong>y boy, who, <strong>long</strong> ago <strong>in</strong> war, was swooped down<br />

can he worship a<br />

on <strong>in</strong> his natal village— query : How<br />

mo<strong>the</strong>r he never knew ? The boy's retort is that, albeit<br />

he was so torn away at birth from his unknown mo<strong>the</strong>r,<br />

yet surely he, too, was born as much as everybody else.<br />

That he never knew her is less than noth<strong>in</strong>g at all to<br />

him, for he has only to p<strong>in</strong>ch his flesh to rem<strong>in</strong>d himself<br />

that she gave him this body. So <strong>the</strong>re he is, work<strong>in</strong>g<br />

away at <strong>the</strong> build<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> his little temple to <strong>the</strong> " unknown

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