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*' GREAT WHITE LAKE" 407<br />

<strong>the</strong> soul <strong>of</strong> a man. Lonel<strong>in</strong>ess is at his heart like a<br />

knife, and now is <strong>the</strong> time to push <strong>the</strong> right royal claims<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Lord Jesus Christ. Far too <strong>long</strong> have good folks<br />

<strong>in</strong> England sheered <strong>of</strong>f delicately when <strong>the</strong>se subjects<br />

are approached, but only by fac<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m can we con-<br />

ceive what a trap Africa is to a newcomer. Arriv<strong>in</strong>g as<br />

many young men do <strong>in</strong> this land wholly unawakened<br />

to <strong>the</strong> graver issues <strong>of</strong> life, <strong>the</strong> first glance <strong>the</strong>y get<br />

amounts to a moral slap <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> face. Perchance even<br />

<strong>the</strong> scarce Missionary he meets is <strong>of</strong> a sour, mournful<br />

type, who has missed a glorious deed <strong>of</strong> help<strong>in</strong>g this<br />

newcomer. Too <strong>of</strong>ten it is a fact that this Africa robs<br />

a Christian man <strong>of</strong> his victor's song and leaves him a<br />

broken-spirited jumble <strong>of</strong> distraction. But <strong>the</strong> fact is, a<br />

mere Missionary <strong>in</strong> Africa is lost <strong>in</strong> its vast mileage,<br />

a poor p<strong>in</strong>-po<strong>in</strong>t <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> immensity, and <strong>the</strong> lonely<br />

Europeans are <strong>long</strong> miles apart. Then he wakens up<br />

to f<strong>in</strong>d what an elegant fiction is that loose talk <strong>in</strong><br />

England about <strong>the</strong> joys and manl<strong>in</strong>ess <strong>of</strong> a " man be<strong>in</strong>g<br />

alone on his own feet." Flee<strong>in</strong>g from cities and <strong>the</strong><br />

*' fight for bread" <strong>of</strong> congested towns, he soon discovers<br />

<strong>the</strong> value <strong>of</strong> dear old English ways. Even <strong>the</strong> starchy<br />

fads <strong>of</strong> fashion are seen <strong>in</strong> a new and almost favourable<br />

light. At sundown his thoughts, like hom<strong>in</strong>g pigeons,<br />

travel fast and far across <strong>the</strong> seas to his native land.<br />

He dreams <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> old da<strong>in</strong>ties and decencies <strong>of</strong> life<br />

and <strong>long</strong>s to be <strong>the</strong>re. He drops that nonsense about<br />

a clerk <strong>in</strong> an English <strong>of</strong>fice be<strong>in</strong>g *' cha<strong>in</strong>ed to his oar-pen<br />

like a galley-slave." F<strong>in</strong>ally and comprehensively he<br />

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