THE DHAMMAPADA: THE WAY OF THE BUDDHA, VOL. 9-12 The ...
THE DHAMMAPADA: THE WAY OF THE BUDDHA, VOL. 9-12 The ...
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150 <strong>THE</strong> <strong>DHAMMAPADA</strong>: <strong>THE</strong> <strong>WAY</strong> <strong>OF</strong> <strong>THE</strong> <strong>BUDDHA</strong>, <strong>VOL</strong>. 9-<strong>12</strong><br />
BELOVED MASTER, WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT AND SCARY TO SHOW YOUR FEELINGS AND JUST<br />
TO BE YOURSELF?<br />
Prem Deven, it is difficult to show your feelings and just to be yourself because for thousands of years you have<br />
been told to repress your feelings. It has become part of your collective unconscious. For thousands of years you<br />
have been told not to be yourself. Be Jesus, be Buddha, be Krishna, but never be yourself. Be somebody else.<br />
Down the ages you have been taught so continuously, so persistently that it has gone into your blood, into your<br />
bones, into your very marrow.<br />
A deep self-rejection has become part of you. All the priests have been condemning you. <strong>The</strong>y have been telling<br />
you you are sinners, you are born in sin. Your only hope is that Jesus can save you, or Krishna can save you,<br />
but there is no hope as far as you are concerned you cannot save yourself, somebody else will save you. You are<br />
doomed, you can only pray to Jesus, to Krishna, to save you. As far as you are concerned you are just worthless,<br />
you are just dust and nothing more. You have no value, you have been reduced to ugly things, to disgusting<br />
beings. It is because of this, Deven, that one finds it very difficult and scary to show one’s true feelings. You have<br />
been taught to be hypocrites.<br />
Hypocrisy pays, and whatsoever pays seems to be valuable. <strong>The</strong>y say honesty is the best policy but remember,<br />
the best policy. Even honesty has become only a policy because it pays. If it does not pay, then? then dishonesty<br />
is the best policy. <strong>The</strong> whole thing depends on what works, what pays, what makes you richer, more respectable,<br />
what makes you more comfortable, more safe, more secure, what gives you more nourishment for the ego that’s<br />
the best policy. It may be honesty, it may be dishonesty... whatsoever it is, use it as a means; it is not an end.<br />
Religion also has become a good policy. It is a kind of insurance for the other world. You are preparing by<br />
being virtuous, by going to the church, by donating to the poor, for the other world. You are opening a bank<br />
account in paradise, so when you go there you will be received with great joy, angels shouting ”Alleluia!”, dancing,<br />
playing on their harps. How big a bank account you have there will depend on how many virtuous deeds you have<br />
done.<br />
Religion too has become business, and your reality is repressed. And the repressed people have been respected<br />
so much. You call them saints; they are really schizophrenic. <strong>The</strong>y should be treated, they need therapy and<br />
you worship them. Out of your hundred saints, even if one turns out to be a real saint that will be a miracle.<br />
Ninety-nine are just hocus-pocus, pretenders, deceivers. And I am not saying they are deceiving you... they are<br />
deceiving themselves too. <strong>The</strong>y are repressed people.<br />
I have known many mahatmas in this country, respected by the masses like anything. I have been very intimate<br />
with these people, and in their privacy they have opened their hearts to me. <strong>The</strong>y are more ugly than you will<br />
find the ordinary people.<br />
I used to visit prisoners, to teach them how to meditate, and my observation was.... I was surprised in the<br />
beginning that prisoners even those who have been sentenced for their whole lives are far more innocent than<br />
your saints, are far better people than your saints, far simpler, far more innocent. Your saints are cunning, clever,<br />
and your saints have only one quality: that they are able to repress themselves. <strong>The</strong>y go on repressing. <strong>The</strong>n<br />
naturally, they become split. <strong>The</strong>n they have two kinds of lives: one that they live at the front door, and the<br />
other that they live at the back door; one that they live as a showpiece, and the other the real one that they<br />
don’t show to anybody. <strong>The</strong>y are afraid even to see it themselves.<br />
And that’s the case with you too, on a smaller scale, of course, because, Deven, you are not a saint. Your<br />
illness is not yet incurable, it can be cured. It is not yet so acute, it is not yet chronic. Your illness is just like the<br />
common cold: it can disappear easily.<br />
But everybody is influenced by these so-called saints, who are really insane people. <strong>The</strong>y are repressed so much<br />
they have repressed their sex, they have repressed their greed, they have repressed their anger and they are<br />
boiling within themselves. <strong>The</strong>ir inner life is very nightmarish. <strong>The</strong>re is no peace, no silence. All their smiles are<br />
painted.<br />
I have heard of a beautiful woman who came from the West in search of peace. She went to the Himalayas.<br />
She had heard about a great saint who used to live in the caves. It was hard to reach to those caves, but you<br />
know Americans: the harder a thing is, the more they become interested; it becomes a challenge.<br />
So the American lady reached to that peak where the saint lived. He had lived there for thirty years absolutely<br />
alone. Not a single human being had visited him all this time, because Indians are very lazy; they don’t bother<br />
to go that far. <strong>The</strong>y have managed in a different way: every twelve years they gather in Allahabad and all the<br />
saints from all the caves come down so they can have all the saints together. <strong>The</strong>y don’t bother much to go to<br />
the Himalayas. Those who want to be worshipped come on their own.