Articles Book III - Pg 300-560 (Birthparents) - triadoption
Articles Book III - Pg 300-560 (Birthparents) - triadoption
Articles Book III - Pg 300-560 (Birthparents) - triadoption
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PAULA, 27, WAS 19 AT THE TIME OF HER SON'S BIRTH IN<br />
OCTOBER, 1968. SHE SURRENDERED WITHIN TWO MONTHS.<br />
"I had only boen out of high school for about six montlis when<br />
I bocamo pregnont. I hod just begun dating tho birthfotlior who<br />
had just returned from Vietnam end I guess he hod problems of<br />
his own to work out for he would wont to marry me on0 minute<br />
and change hls mind the next. I finally was so frustrated that i<br />
gave up on him. I was glven abortion information but alter a while<br />
I decided that my child should be given a chance at life. I did not<br />
feol any maternal feelings much at the beginnlng of my prognoncy,<br />
but as time went on, the maternal feelings completely<br />
took me over.<br />
My parents found out about my pregnancy by reading a letter<br />
written to ma by a friend. They refused to lot me stay at home<br />
since it would be a bad influence on my younger sisters and<br />
brothers and they were very religious and it would look bod to<br />
the people they knew. As I had not developed any maternal feelings<br />
yet. I agroed to go to tho Salvotlon Army Home in Florida<br />
and release the child for adoption. Later, though my meternal<br />
feelings had changed my mind about adoption, my parents refused<br />
to let me return home.<br />
There were approxlmatoly 30 to 40 other young girls at The<br />
Home while I was thore for throe months. The care thot the girls<br />
were glven was very good. I felt st many times though that I wes<br />
on an assembly line and that I was baing used as a baby machine.<br />
Even though the pregnancy was very speclel to me, the oflicials<br />
didn't treat me as a special person . . . to them, it was en everyday<br />
occurrence.<br />
While I was thore we were never counselled on our feelings<br />
about giving up our first born children or offered any alternatives.<br />
Even though I sold I was going to keep my baby while I was at<br />
the Home, when the baby finally come, I was hit hard with the<br />
reelization that I had no way to provide for the child. I hod boen<br />
living in a droom for several months in order to ovoid loclng reality.<br />
The Chlldron's Home, Inc. In Florida did not provide much<br />
counselling. All they did was got background information end<br />
other facts. There was very little counsoillng regarding the<br />
mother's feelings. The counsellar was well aware thot I wonted<br />
to keep my baby but all counselling wos towards adoption and no<br />
other alternatlvos were talked ebout or oflerod.<br />
I feel thet I was ,not given a fair chance and even today<br />
eight years later, I iiavo many bitter feelings towards tho people<br />
FAMILY INVOLVEMENT