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EMPIRE OF THE SOUL<br />

doing <strong>the</strong>mselves similar forms <strong>of</strong> inner damage. Such a mass<br />

psychosis, Otis added, was found in Nazi Germany.<br />

By this time we had reached my ‘hotel’. Dr. Otis agreed to meet<br />

me <strong>the</strong> next day, <strong>of</strong>fering a dry, cold hand. He looked like an<br />

embalmer or a mortician as he turned again into <strong>the</strong> throng <strong>of</strong><br />

relentless hustlers. They took one look at that Grim Reaper face,<br />

however, and decided not to press <strong>the</strong>ir wares on him. Crowds<br />

literally parted to let him through.<br />

Washed and abed, I soon noticed that <strong>the</strong> cacophony <strong>of</strong> screaming<br />

voices and blaring speakers blasting out Hindi film songs so loudly<br />

you could hear <strong>the</strong> tin vibrating was not going to make sleep easy. I<br />

fashioned earplugs from candle wax – <strong>the</strong>se candles a telltale sign<br />

that power cuts were guaranteed – and pressed <strong>the</strong>m inside my ears.<br />

I don’t recommend this. Without material to bind it, as with<br />

commercial plugs, <strong>the</strong> wax gradually gets s<strong>of</strong>ter and s<strong>of</strong>ter, soon<br />

flowing right up against <strong>the</strong> eardrum itself. This hurts savagely when<br />

you inevitably lie on an ear, and <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong> stuff proves hopelessly<br />

difficult to extract. An hour later, I was banging one side <strong>of</strong> my head<br />

to shake <strong>the</strong> wax loose, without any success, when, although halfdeaf,<br />

I heard three distinct raps on my door.<br />

‘Hi,’ Ma Tantra said. ‘Hope you ain’t busy?’<br />

She pushed by me, looking around at my room in exaggerated<br />

horror. ‘The pits,’ she decided. ‘Fuckin’ rats wouldn’t stay here.’<br />

‘Cockroaches don’t mind it.’<br />

‘They don’t mind a million rems <strong>of</strong> strontium ninety ei<strong>the</strong>r.’<br />

This scientific know-how impressed me. I mentioned <strong>the</strong> problem<br />

I’d created in my ears.<br />

‘Lemme take a look.’ She made me lie on <strong>the</strong> bed while she<br />

peered into an ear, her breath warm on my neck, her hair cascading<br />

in a dark, fibrous tent over my face – a tent filled with <strong>the</strong> aroma <strong>of</strong><br />

alien flesh and something that smelled like a mixture <strong>of</strong> linseed oil<br />

and sandalwood. It was not unpleasant. The bare legs beneath her<br />

loose orange smock were now astride my left hip.<br />

She looked not unlike Cher does now. When not suffering<br />

excruciating pain from her hair clip, which was probing and scraping<br />

at my tympanum, I wondered what this nocturnal visit was all about.<br />

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