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EMPIRE OF THE SOUL<br />

to saying no, but I was wrong. He mentioned someone apparently<br />

named Siva Bala Yogi – or possibly Sivabalayogi.<br />

‘Where do I find him?’<br />

Near <strong>the</strong> Bangalore Dairy was <strong>the</strong> closest I got to an answer.<br />

My room had three four-poster beds in it, <strong>the</strong>ir mosquito nets<br />

hanging in <strong>the</strong> air like ectoplasm. It also had six doors – one an<br />

entrance, one leading to a bathroom containing a tap, a bucket, and<br />

a squatter, and <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r four leading into adjacent rooms.<br />

I washed, lay down on bedsheets that felt as if <strong>the</strong>y’d been baked<br />

in an oven full <strong>of</strong> dust, and listened for an hour to a couple <strong>of</strong> geckos<br />

wheezing endearments at each o<strong>the</strong>r across <strong>the</strong> peeling whitewash<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wall. A calendar adorned it, emblazoned with a highly<br />

retouched image <strong>of</strong> Mahatma Gandhi at his spinning wheel. He<br />

literally glowed with health and looked about eight years old.<br />

According to <strong>the</strong> mahatma, it was June 1963. From what I’d seen <strong>of</strong><br />

Bangalore so far, it would be hard to refute this. In fact, it looked<br />

more like 1943 out <strong>the</strong>re still.<br />

Saints explain that <strong>the</strong> soul is a drop <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Divine Ocean.<br />

Separated from her source, she has become caught in <strong>the</strong> net <strong>of</strong><br />

illusion and has taken <strong>the</strong> mind as her companion. The mind,<br />

however, is in <strong>the</strong> grip <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> senses and dances to <strong>the</strong>ir tune.<br />

Whatever it does under <strong>the</strong>ir influence, <strong>the</strong> soul has also to reap<br />

<strong>the</strong> consequences.<br />

– Maharaj Charan Singh, Spiritual Discourses<br />

I don’t think any foreigner had asked an auto driver for a ride to <strong>the</strong><br />

Bangalore Dairy before. I’d discovered by now <strong>the</strong> mysterious value<br />

<strong>of</strong> saying key words twice. ‘Dairydairy,’ I told this particular threewheeled<br />

road hazard. It appeared to work, although, since <strong>the</strong> dairy<br />

was a long way outside Bangalore, I initially had my doubts. We<br />

were in open countryside now – flat fields, <strong>the</strong> odd ugly concrete<br />

bungalow – which made some sense when I considered <strong>the</strong> nature<br />

<strong>of</strong> a dairy’s business. Of course, once we’d reached <strong>the</strong> place – a<br />

large barnlike structure, recently erected, with a corrugated asbestos<br />

ro<strong>of</strong> – I had to break <strong>the</strong> news that where I really wanted to go was<br />

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