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‘NO LIKE A-FEESH?’<br />

was surprised to learn. He didn’t want it to become a shrine. You<br />

can’t stop Indians building shrines, though.<br />

With a bicycle and a ledger, Baba’s bro<strong>the</strong>r appeared. He looked<br />

older, but was as pleasant as he’d always been.<br />

I remarked how <strong>the</strong> place had changed.<br />

‘It is amazing what he has done,’ was <strong>the</strong> reply.<br />

Did he get to see his bro<strong>the</strong>r <strong>the</strong> god much <strong>the</strong>se days?<br />

‘It is not possible now,’ he answered. ‘Swami is too busy with<br />

important matters. Very few see him now.’<br />

I asked if it was strange having such a . . . successful sibling.<br />

‘Swami is not my bro<strong>the</strong>r,’ he said patiently. ‘Long ago he ceased<br />

to be tied to <strong>the</strong>se worldly bonds. He has come for everyone. I am<br />

no more important than . . . you.’<br />

Bad analogy, I thought. So he believed in Baba <strong>the</strong> way any o<strong>the</strong>r<br />

devotee did. The bro<strong>the</strong>r he’d grown up with was like someone<br />

who’d died – not someone who’d become too famous to speak to<br />

relatives who were no longer on his social level.<br />

What an odd fate. I said goodbye to God’s bro<strong>the</strong>r, walking back<br />

toward <strong>the</strong> main ashram gate. There, <strong>the</strong> little strip <strong>of</strong> lean-tos and<br />

stalls and mud-brick eateries had transformed itself into a thriving<br />

commercial street <strong>of</strong> covered bazaars, air-conditioned c<strong>of</strong>fee shops,<br />

bookshops and even travel agents. There were banks, Kashmiri<br />

carpet vendors, and even a photographic supply shop that specialised<br />

in blowing up your favourite Baba snap to life-size posters or prints<br />

<strong>of</strong> any dimension.<br />

I hated this ugly face <strong>of</strong> spiritualism. In <strong>the</strong> c<strong>of</strong>fee shops and<br />

bookshops I heard Westerners engaged in <strong>the</strong> same conversations<br />

that had begun to sicken me by <strong>the</strong> time I finally left Puttaparthi,<br />

twenty years before:<br />

‘Did you see <strong>the</strong> expression on his face as he touched that old<br />

man?’<br />

‘Wow!’<br />

‘Remember how he took <strong>the</strong> jasmine mala and gave it to Raja<br />

Reddy?’<br />

‘He’s so beautiful!’<br />

‘Sai Ram!’<br />

‘Sai Ram, Sai Ram!’<br />

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