cecilia-ahern-love-rosie

234 Cecelia AhernRuby:Rosie:Ruby:Rosie:Ruby:Rosie:Ruby:Rosie:Ruby:Rosie:Ruby:Rosie:Ruby:That you needn’t bother trying anymore, because you’re goingnowhere. So really, how are you?OK.Are you sure? Oh come on Rosie, if my heart can’t take what’s happeningto you then I can’t imagine how you must be feeling.Oh my heart is broken, stopped beating two weeks ago.Well it’s a good thing you know a man who can heal them.No, no, no, it’s the unspoken rule. He heals other people’s hearts,not mine.Here’s an idea, Rosie. Why don’t you just tell Alex how you feel?Why don’t you just finally get all of those feelings out in the open,and clear your messed-up little head? At least then, he’ll know thatyou’re not going over not because you don’t care about him, butthat in fact you love him, more than he knows, but that you need tostay here for Katie. Then that will put the ball in his court. He canmake the decision whether to come to you or not.But what about his job? And what about Josh?That’s his decision.Ruby I can’t. How do I tell him? Over the phone? In a letter, ane-mail, or an instant message? I can’t do that. If we had moved overto Boston I could have sussed things out a little, seen how he feltabout me, and then tell him. He was just out on a date last week forChrist sake, how stupid would I look telling him I love him whenhe’s seeing someone? It’ll just be the whole Sally situation all overagain. It’s too complicated and right now the last thing I’m worriedabout is which man to fall in love with next. Anyway he’s not evenreturning my calls.Just give him time, he’s disappointed how things worked out.I’m sorry, he’s disappointed? He’s disappointed? I think me and therest of the world seem to be having a communication problemhere—does everyone think that I’m ecstatic by these new revelations?I mean, I’m really not looking for sympathy or anythingbut—Yes you are.