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Critical Expressivism- Theory and Practice in the Composition Classroom, 2014a

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CRITICAL MEMOIR AND IDENTITY<br />

FORMATION: BEING, BELONGING,<br />

BECOMING<br />

Nancy Mack<br />

Wright State University<br />

Critique can function as more than a scholarly pursuit; it can become a<br />

valued skill for surviv<strong>in</strong>g as an outsider with<strong>in</strong> an academic context. Because<br />

universities are complex, largely reproductive systems, be<strong>in</strong>g a hard worker <strong>and</strong><br />

follow<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> rules does not necessarily lead to reward or even much notice.<br />

Increas<strong>in</strong>g dem<strong>and</strong>s <strong>and</strong> multiple layers of political mach<strong>in</strong>ations foster disillusionment<br />

<strong>and</strong> alienation. Participat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> programs, grants, <strong>and</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r <strong>in</strong>itiatives<br />

only <strong>in</strong>creases <strong>the</strong> perils, not to mention runn<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> gauntlet of publish<strong>in</strong>g<br />

<strong>and</strong> tenure. As egotistical as I may be, it is best to remember that <strong>the</strong> academic<br />

universe is not <strong>the</strong> only place fraught with crush<strong>in</strong>g hegemonic pressures. Be<strong>in</strong>g<br />

a parent, teenager, or restaurant server all necessitate <strong>the</strong> ability to analyze<br />

<strong>the</strong> forces that impose limitations <strong>and</strong> subvert one’s agency to author ethical,<br />

answerable acts. Fortunately, critique has long been expressed through many<br />

productive means such as music, cartoons, jokes, parodies, post<strong>in</strong>gs on social<br />

media, clo<strong>the</strong>s, hair styles, body art, gestures, <strong>and</strong> of course, various types of<br />

compos<strong>in</strong>g <strong>and</strong> writ<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

This chapter forwards memoir as a writ<strong>in</strong>g assignment that can be <strong>in</strong>formed<br />

by a critical notion of subject formation. The heuristic activities that I describe<br />

were developed for courses on different levels: first year composition, English<br />

education writ<strong>in</strong>g pedagogy, <strong>and</strong> several graduate sem<strong>in</strong>ars. Recently, I <strong>in</strong>corporated<br />

a few of <strong>the</strong>se generative strategies <strong>in</strong>to an onl<strong>in</strong>e graduate course about<br />

critical memoir. After comment<strong>in</strong>g on <strong>the</strong> constra<strong>in</strong>ts of <strong>the</strong>oretical taxonomies,<br />

a series of heuristic strategies are outl<strong>in</strong>ed to <strong>in</strong>crease awareness of identity as a<br />

conflicted representation that is always open to revision through writ<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

TROUBLING TAXONOMIES<br />

Regretfully, labels re<strong>in</strong>force power relations beh<strong>in</strong>d reified categories. Never<strong>the</strong>less,<br />

taxonomies may come <strong>in</strong> h<strong>and</strong>y when try<strong>in</strong>g to wrap one’s head around<br />

a huge amount of <strong>in</strong>formation dur<strong>in</strong>g an <strong>in</strong>troductory course about composition<br />

<strong>the</strong>ory (Mack, 2009). A disclaimer always needs to be fronted when us<strong>in</strong>g such<br />

DOI: https://doi.org/10.37514/PER-B.2014.0575.2.0<br />

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