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Politics of the past: the use and abuse of history - Socialists ...

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Some months later I went on my second trip. Under <strong>the</strong> tracks <strong>of</strong><br />

Soviet tanks, <strong>the</strong> hopes <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Prague Spring, as well as our own<br />

expectations <strong>of</strong> change, were crushed. Heavily disappointed, it<br />

went against my conscience to <strong>use</strong> <strong>of</strong>ficial terminology <strong>and</strong> describe<br />

<strong>the</strong> events in Prague as <strong>the</strong> suppression <strong>of</strong> counterrevolutionary<br />

forces.<br />

I have <strong>of</strong>ten wondered what might have happened if <strong>the</strong> aspirations<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Prague Spring had not been destroyed by <strong>the</strong> Soviet army.<br />

History cannot answer this question but as soon as I had returned<br />

to Moscow, I was convinced that <strong>the</strong> Kremlin did not care about<br />

preserving <strong>the</strong> foundations <strong>of</strong> socialism. The only thing our rulers<br />

cared about was maintaining <strong>the</strong>ir own power.<br />

Forty years ago, w<strong>and</strong>ering along <strong>the</strong> streets <strong>of</strong> Prague, I was overtaken<br />

by mixed feelings. I felt ashamed for <strong>the</strong> acts <strong>of</strong> my compatriots<br />

who had arrived in tanks to visit friends. I felt bitter about <strong>the</strong><br />

communist doctrine that promised an earthly paradise. I had disturbing<br />

thoughts about <strong>the</strong> situation my country was in <strong>and</strong> about<br />

my own destiny. Those events in Prague symbolized <strong>the</strong> destruction<br />

<strong>of</strong> hope <strong>and</strong> ideals, <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong> world appeared to be as black as night.<br />

It was hard for me to imagine that forty years later I would return to<br />

Prague in such totally different circumstances. The communist system<br />

has collapsed. Instead <strong>of</strong> Czechoslovakia, <strong>the</strong>re are now two<br />

countries, each <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m following its own democratic way <strong>and</strong> Europe<br />

is undergoing a unifying process.<br />

My country, <strong>the</strong> former USSR, took a different path. Almost twenty<br />

difficult years have passed since <strong>the</strong> beginning <strong>of</strong> perestroika. In<br />

those years, people placed <strong>the</strong>ir hopes <strong>and</strong> expectations in <strong>the</strong> ability<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Communist Party <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Soviet Union to reform <strong>and</strong> follow<br />

its democratic platform. Many hoped that in <strong>the</strong> autumn <strong>of</strong> 1991 a<br />

split would take place leaving <strong>the</strong> conservatives in one party <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

reformers in ano<strong>the</strong>r. The August putsch eliminated <strong>the</strong>se hopes.<br />

The CPSU was banned <strong>and</strong> several months later, <strong>the</strong> Soviet Union<br />

collapsed. The country entered into a period <strong>of</strong> difficult psychological<br />

perestroika, characterised by my Izvestia colleague Otto Lacis<br />

as lomka – a period <strong>of</strong> cold turkey.<br />

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