A muffled shot. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra ran to the window <strong>and</strong> shouted. "Elisabeth! Come here. A demonstration! They are shooting!"Two more shots. Down in the street a long procession of people plodded through the snow. A priest, church flags, choirboys with a large cross, followed by a crowd of people singing <strong>and</strong> praying. The explosions continued but nobodyseemed concerned. They just walked on. At the tail of the procession a group of grotesque, large masks danced aroundan oversized character on stilts apparently representing winter. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra heaved a sigh of relief. The shots werefirecrackers thrown by the children who followed Winter.The procession came to a halt at a church down the street. The priest <strong>and</strong> his choirboys set up a bowl with ashes, <strong>and</strong> aspeople passed, the priest marked a cross on their foreheads. The masks were thrown on a pile. As Winter arrived, thepriest swinging his cross, enacted a prolonged fight with the character, which ended with a furious cacophony offirecrackers. Winter fell off his stilts <strong>and</strong> was mercilessly done in by the pilgrims.Before they all went into the church the children set fire to the pile of masks which smoldered for a long time shooting offr<strong>and</strong>om firecrackers.Repent, repent your trespasses.31.Walking on ice1905After the cold <strong>and</strong> foggy Fasching month <strong>and</strong> the heavy snowstorm on Ash Wednesday, solemn, repentant Lent beganwith a white, exhilaratingly cold Sunday.Thin, vertical columns of smoke rose in the early morning sun from the houses of Murnau. The contours of the frozenStaffelsee beyond the village had vanished in the glistening snow that covered the low, undulating hills at the foot of thehigh mountains. One could reach the isl<strong>and</strong> in the lake on foot. All colors were extinguished by the snow <strong>and</strong> a blindingsun. The few bare, black trees made the intensity of the white expanse almost unbearable.Deep snowdrifts covered the path circling the lake. On the ice the snow was only a few inches deep. Crossing the lakewas a great temptation.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was concerned that the ice would not be strong enough. But when a local assured them that the ice wasperfectly safe, they ventured out onto the frozen, pristine space, unmarked by human steps.They did not speak, the silence surrounded them like an empty bowl. Slowly their lonely tracks put the restless world, theemotional upheavals of the past months behind them. They felt suspended in the whiteness, words had lost theirdestructive power.They had not been alone together for a long time. It had been <strong>Konrad</strong>’s idea to heal their wounds, to listen to each otheron a long walk in the fresh snow. Katharina had suggested Murnau, <strong>and</strong> they had taken the early morning train.On the highest point of the isl<strong>and</strong> they found a dry bench under the overhang of a small chapel. The craggy peaks of thehigh mountains around the Zugspitze, which they could see from their balcony in Munich when the Föhn blew, rosemisty-blue <strong>and</strong> white against the high sun to the south, very close. Below the mountains stretched the Murnau Moos, theGreat Moor, dotted with hayricks on stilts. The roofs <strong>and</strong> houses of Murnau nestled to the east, Uffingen, at the end of anextended bay to the north, looked small <strong>and</strong> far away. The bells of the church in Murnau began to toll, Sunday servicewas over.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra leaned her head on <strong>Konrad</strong>’s shoulder."Look," said <strong>Konrad</strong>, "a skater! Two, three!"Three people came gliding unto the lake from the l<strong>and</strong>ing at Murnau. They carried large, square boards on long sticks."They are shoveling the snow off the ice."Running in big circles, the three cleared a sizable skating rink. More people on skates appeared. Meanwhile the menwere busy marking several long, straight runways on the side.Several strange conveyances ventured onto the ice, unusually high-legged sleds with a bench, which were pushed bytwo skaters <strong>and</strong> low sleds with high h<strong>and</strong>les in which the women took their children for a ride. It had turned into aVolksfest, half the village of Murnau was circling <strong>and</strong> turning on the ice."I’m hungry," Alex<strong>and</strong>ra said.<strong>Konrad</strong>, scanned the shore <strong>and</strong> discovered an inn very close, right across the lake to the south. As they walked towardsthe shore, a sudden low, thunder–like rumble startled them, although the sky was cloudless, clear <strong>and</strong> blue.A few minutes later, another such rumble. The lake! The ice was rumbling dangerously. They hurried ashore.104
The rumbling continued at regular intervals. From the high shore they spotted groups of men throwing heavy, round discswith a short stick on top skidding along the tracks. At each throw the frozen lake thundered like a big drum."Oh," said the innkeeper, "they are playing Stockschiessen."Checkered cloths on the heavy tables, antlers on the wall, the Gaststube, the guest room of the inn was overheated.Nourishing smells wafted from the kitchen. Out of fear that someone might contract pneumonia while being engaged inthe serious task of eating, all windows were tightly closed.<strong>Konrad</strong> laughed. "This is what they call gemütlich in Upper Bavaria. But you will see, the food is reell, hearty <strong>and</strong>plentiful."They ordered Kalbsnierenbraten, Rotkohl <strong>and</strong> Semmelknödel, veal-kidney roast with red cabbage <strong>and</strong> bread dumplings."With your permission, may I be so free <strong>and</strong> ask whether the young lady is from Italy?" inquired the stout innkeeper whiletaking their order. "My wife comes from near Merano <strong>and</strong> still feels homesick, nobody speaks Italian around here."<strong>Konrad</strong> explained that Alex<strong>and</strong>ra came from Georgia, a far away country in the mountains of southern Russia, nearPersia.The man wiped his h<strong>and</strong>s in his apron <strong>and</strong> apologized disappointed. "I asked because the young lady has dark hair <strong>and</strong>such deep blue eyes. These only exist in the one valley in the Adige where my wife comes from."Solicitous he called his wife from the kitchen to admire their rare guest from Persia. She almost did have Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’sblue eyes!As they drank their beer, they watched the guests. Groups of men in local costumes sat drinking beer after church. At along table gathered a large family, four sets of parents with their diverse children, presided over by a lean, old patriarch.Apparently they were celebrating gr<strong>and</strong>father’s birthday. Everybody was talking animatedly, <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra once againobserved how familiar this scene was.The food was good <strong>and</strong> plenty as <strong>Konrad</strong> had promised. When they had finished, the innkeeper’s blue-eyed wifereturned with two deserts."This is a surprise. It’s on the house," she explained, "the Herrschaften may not know this dish, it’s Dampfnudel inHimbeersosse, my specialty." Steamed dumplings in raspberry sauce.The Dampfnudel, a white, indescribably airy hemisphere that would fill a h<strong>and</strong> surrounded by a sauce of preserved, wild,red raspberries was out of this world. <strong>Konrad</strong> carefully placed a raspberry on top of his dumpling <strong>and</strong> made the sauce rundown the globe."The dénouement of the Virgin!" He laughed, <strong>and</strong> attacked the culinary work of art with his spoon.Fortified <strong>and</strong> reassured by the good meal <strong>and</strong> friendly people they decided to walk across the lake to Uffingen <strong>and</strong> therecatch the evening train home.The sun was already low when they passed their isl<strong>and</strong>. The shadows grew longer, <strong>and</strong> the high mountains becamefurrowed by deeply etched contours. Slowly the stark black <strong>and</strong> white l<strong>and</strong>scape of the morning took on colors in thewaning light. Tinges of mauve <strong>and</strong> purple in the shadows, <strong>and</strong> green edges around the yellow-tinged snow fields. A thinmist hung over Murnau. Still no wind.They passed through another cleared rink where the people of Uffingen skated. For a while they watched a game ofStockschiessen. Like in the Italian Bola the object was to l<strong>and</strong> one’s disc as close as possible to a red-painted markerdisc,except the pieces were much more mobile on the slippery ice than Bola balls, they would careen for long distancesif merely touched by one of the heavy missiles. On every shot the lake rumbled in descending eddies of sound.As the sun went down <strong>and</strong> the graying shadows overtook them, a biting cold descended onto the lake. Shivering, theyhurried towards the village.A riotous display of orange <strong>and</strong> red raced across the peaks, the end of the day. With the last light a flock of cawing crowsdescended into the bare trees at the small railroad station only to be scared back into flight by the whistle of theapproaching train.They had just walked into their apartment when Clara called. She <strong>and</strong> Joachim had returned from Berlin. To Joachim theconditions in Russia appeared ominous. <strong>Konrad</strong> suggested that they take a taxi immediately. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra would prepare asimple German supper, dark bread, butter, <strong>and</strong> cold cuts, after which they could talk into the night.When the Bredows arrived, Clara peered into Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s face, then hugged her relieved. "For heaven’s sake, you lookgood <strong>and</strong> relaxed. What did you do?""We went to church to repent our sins!" Alex<strong>and</strong>ra said with a laugh. "No, we spent some six hours in the sun walkingacross snowed-in Staffelsee near Murnau, watching people skate <strong>and</strong> play Stockschiessen. It was a most beautiful day.We, too, just arrived home.""Did you have a long talk?""We hardly spoke. It was good to be silent <strong>and</strong> just listen to each other. We are well, the sun did it."They sat down <strong>and</strong> over supper a serious-faced Joachim began. "Chaos rules Russia. Nobody is in control of the driftinggovernment. It seems that everybody including the left-wing Socialists were caught completely by surprise by this hugedemonstration <strong>and</strong> the massacre of people."105
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