woman bent forward sobbing <strong>and</strong> laughing hysterically.The people gasped."She is the dead woman’s younger sister who wants to marry the widower," whispered the teacher’s wife. "She has beenwaiting for a whole year."Shalva lured the bird from its perch with his high-pitched spirit voice. It fluttered down <strong>and</strong> performed a dance, cooing <strong>and</strong>nodding before the sister of the dead woman."The spirit of the deceased has accepted the new bride."Shalva called the bird back <strong>and</strong> put it into its cage, it had done its task. Everyone was relieved.Shalva’s voice returned to normal. Slowly drumming he removed the rags from the effigy <strong>and</strong> threw them into thefireplace. Then he produced a dagger <strong>and</strong> mumbling magic formulae, cut the bread effigy into small pieces that he putinto the pigeon’s cage to prevent the spirit of the deceased from returning to the world of the living.The session was over. Shalva would receive a h<strong>and</strong>some sum from the husb<strong>and</strong>, who could now marry again.As she parted, the new bride threw a h<strong>and</strong>ful of grain into the bird’s cage.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> Niko walked home silently with the wife of the natsvali. The natsvali waited for them at his house. Hegrinned superciliously. "The old wolf did not want you around. It was a great honor that he let you watch his ceremony.We would not break up such a soul-calling session. It’s true, the priest is not happy, but he looks the other way, what canhe do? Without the ‘permission’ of the deceased the widower cannot remarry, <strong>and</strong> Shalva is the only person who canprocure it."He shrugged. "Magic hocus-pocus, but now everyone is happy, <strong>and</strong> Shalva made a few rubles."They sat around the fire, <strong>and</strong> Niko gave a full account of the evening."Oh," said Tamara coming to life, "there are stranger things happening in this valley in spring time. In April the khevisberiused to celebrate the deer sacrifice.""Tamara," the natsvali said, "maybe one should not talk about this old magic business, it is really barbaric <strong>and</strong> ancient."Tamara, a challenging twinkle in her dark eyes, paid no attention to his admonition. "This feast used to be celebratedevery year to confirm the power of my ancestors in the valley, they paid for it." She laughed at the natsvali. "Is that thereason why you don’t want me to talk about it? Look, father has ceased to support it, it has become an anthropologicalcuriosity, the memory of which will be dead in a few years. Allow me to describe it to these lowl<strong>and</strong> professors!"Grumbling the natsvali poured more raki.Tamara told about the sacred grove where the tree grew that connected the middle-world of the living with the lowerworld of the dead <strong>and</strong> the upper world, in which the shamanic spirits live, who appeared as ravens in the tree. Every yearbefore planting time a deer had to be sacrificed by all the khevisberi in the valley to reconnect the three worlds, to vouchfor a good harvest, prevent disasters such as l<strong>and</strong>slides <strong>and</strong> avalanches, <strong>and</strong> confirm the authority bestowed on theDadeshkeliani by the spirits in heaven.The young men would go out <strong>and</strong> snare a live deer. On their return the hunters were received with drums <strong>and</strong> banners<strong>and</strong> taken to the grove where the khevisberi were waiting. They had purified the area <strong>and</strong> built an altar under the tree.First the spirits of the lower world, represented by snakes, had to be appeased."As a woman I have never been allowed to attend, so I don’t know whether the shamans actually h<strong>and</strong>led the snakes.""Yes, of course, there used to be a whole basket of them," added the natsvali, showing the size of the basket with hish<strong>and</strong>s. "They were given ewe’s milk <strong>and</strong> set free, quite a scary affair. Everybody watched where they were going. Theoldest khevisberi read an oracle predicting disasters, such as flooding <strong>and</strong> avalanches, from the snakes’ behavior. Theyare water spirits."Tamara continued. "Then grain was offered to the ravens, who came in large numbers from all over. They were hungryafter the long winter. Anyway, before the deer arrived the ravens were shooed into the tree where they sat cawing. If theysat around for a long time <strong>and</strong> made a great noise, it was a good sign."The hunters <strong>and</strong> the men from the villages arrived with the bound deer on a stretcher. A fire was lit near the altar <strong>and</strong> thedeer was tied to the back of the strongest khevisberi. Singing <strong>and</strong> drumming the shamans carried the animal around thealtar <strong>and</strong> the fire seven times."Eventually the deer was unbound. The scared animal lay very still, resigned to its fate. Had it kicked at this time, it wouldhave been a terrible omen, which meant that the spirits did not accept the sacrifice.""Well," interrupted the natsvali, "there used to exist an approved way to calm it, if it would not lie still someone would poura bucket of ice cold water over its head. Tamara, may I finish the story, I have attended this ceremony many times when Iwas a young lad?"Tamara smiled <strong>and</strong> made an inviting gesture. He had finally caught on."Four men would hold the animal. In a flash the oldest khevisberi made an incision with a special dagger, stuck his h<strong>and</strong>in, ripped out the beating heart, <strong>and</strong> threw it onto the altar. The khevisberi stood around <strong>and</strong> watched the heart, if itpumped for a long time, it was a good omen for a prosperous year."He faced Tamara. "Your gr<strong>and</strong>father would then throw the heart into the air to feed it to the ravens, shouting, ‘Long liveSvaneti <strong>and</strong> the house of Dadeshkeliani!’ Again a lot of meaning was attached to how many ravens came <strong>and</strong> how long150
they fought over the offering. The number of children of the house of Dadeshkeliani was one question this omen decided.The last time this offering was made, the omen was not auspicious, <strong>and</strong> that is why your father refused to pay for theaffair any longer!"He grinned at Tamara, who led the old issue rest."What happened to the deer?" asked Alex<strong>and</strong>ra."The deer was skinned, drawn, <strong>and</strong> roasted over the fire. It was part of the payment to the khevisberi."He emptied another glass of raki. "It is a strange l<strong>and</strong> up here. When will the people give up their superstitions?""Oh," said Tamara provokingly, "when the Russians blast the road through the Inguri gorge, which you are all longing for.That will spell the end of Free Svaneti."This time the natsvali, who had staked his reelection campaign on this project, decided to check his tongue.48.Gocha teaches Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to fly1907In the morning they moved their camp up the valley to Murkmeli. On Tamara’s suggestion <strong>Konrad</strong> left a generous amountof money on the natsvali’s table, who accepted it without affectation."I feel like one of Christ’s disciples whom they expect to perform miracles which only his master could do," saidAlex<strong>and</strong>ra when she saw the sick <strong>and</strong> infirm waiting for her in front of the school house.Thank God, Claudia was at her side. She put the old witch with her ointments <strong>and</strong> brews into a far corner out of harm’sway, <strong>and</strong> began examining first the respiratory cases, then the eye infections for which Gocha had brought a specialinfusion to be used for washing the eyes, finally the abscesses <strong>and</strong> boils. This time a few cases of arthritis <strong>and</strong> bursitishad appeared, for which Gocha suggested a "heat-generating" earth. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra knew this would only be a temporaryrelief, but aspirin was unavailable up here.When Alex<strong>and</strong>ra examined a patient with an arthritic knee, the man suddenly exclaimed that his knee was painless.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was perplexed. She had merely held his knee between her h<strong>and</strong>s during her examination.What was going on? Had she all of a sudden acquired supernatural powers or was Gocha acting through her? Shepeered at the old witch, who was busily preparing another jar of her heat-producing concoction. She had not paid anyattention to the man or her. The old man was still sitting before Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. She put her h<strong>and</strong>s once more around hisswollen knee <strong>and</strong> made him get up. The nonplussed man assured her once again that he could move his knee <strong>and</strong> thepain was gone. He walked away.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra shook her head <strong>and</strong> then sat staring into space. She suddenly felt tired to the point of giddiness."What is it, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra," asked Claudia, concerned, "are you unwell? Maybe we should rest a few minutes, you have beenworking for three hours without stopping."Claudia took her outside. They sat on a low wall in the schoolyard."I need a cigarette."One of the men offered Alex<strong>and</strong>ra a cigarette. She inhaled <strong>and</strong> blew a smoke ring."Claudia, something very strange has happened. I cured this man’s arthritic pain by doing no more than holding myh<strong>and</strong>s around his knee. It cannot be possible, this is witchcraft."Claudia stared at her <strong>and</strong> then started to laugh. "A year ago my skeptical father investigated a woman who claimed to bea faith healer. He never found out how she did it, but there was no question that she was able to heal certain ailments,especially arthritis. You must have accidentally discovered the same trick. What did you do?"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra could not explain it, she had done nothing outside the normal. She had just held her h<strong>and</strong>s to this man’s joint.They sat for a while, trying to recover."You know, I will ask Gocha. I am curious what she will say."Gocha tilted her head, <strong>and</strong> raised her h<strong>and</strong>s. She was entirely unimpressed. "Yes, doctor Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, you have healingpowers. Did you never notice them before?"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra shook her head, this was entirely new to her."Your head is too big. Your sharp mind is in your way," said the old woman. "Today your mind is tired, it was late lastnight <strong>and</strong> you have been working very hard <strong>and</strong> so your h<strong>and</strong>s just took over. Why don’t you stop working for today <strong>and</strong>come to Adishi <strong>and</strong> spend the night with me? I will show you how to quiet your mind <strong>and</strong> strengthen your h<strong>and</strong>s."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra told the remaining crowd to come back tomorrow <strong>and</strong> closed the clinic.151
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