Emigrate to Europe if that happens? With this mountain woman? I have carefully examined the possible scenarios in mymind <strong>and</strong> in practice. I will not flee to the relative safety of Western Europe. I will stay here. But I can afford it with areasonable amount of willpower <strong>and</strong> determination. I might have to send Otto to Germany, he is half-German. I have noright to tie him to my fate. <strong>Konrad</strong> will not desert me."He sighed. "I can see that you are serious, but it is hard for me to face this kind of bare reality. I am not afraid to lose mylife, but you are right, what to do if I survive? How did you learn to live every day in such high spirits? How can you lookinto the face of the worst possible future without getting depressed? I know the answer you will give me, extrovert yourfears <strong>and</strong> anxieties! That’s what you do! But I was not born with a soul as tough as yours."His eyes were pleading. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra felt touched. "I once promised to be your muse on the path of finding yourself. Mypowers are limited. My commitment to <strong>Konrad</strong> preempts them. Maybe Tamara is the woman who could rescue you fromyour vacillating indecision, your greatest h<strong>and</strong>icap. Maybe she could inspire your writing <strong>and</strong> mediate reality."She shook her head. "But you should not propose to Tamara or ask her father for her h<strong>and</strong> now. Her parents like you, butyou would violate their conservative formality."She paused pensively. "Maybe I could invite Tamara to St. Petersburg. There you could discuss all these questions withher. She could acquire some professional education in St. Petersburg on which she could survive without you ifnecessary. Let me think about that."Vladimir took her h<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong> kissed it passionately. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s knees weakened, <strong>and</strong> she quickly ended theirconversation.Later, at night in presence of her parents Alex<strong>and</strong>ra invited Tamara to stay with them in St. Petersburg for a few months<strong>and</strong> see what the world outside of Georgia looked like. Tamara, who was not indifferent to Vladimir’s attention, caught onto Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s offer with enthusiasm.Her father suggested that he might even send her to St. Petersburg to finish her education. With her competent cousin asmentor <strong>and</strong> chaperone this looked quite conceivable to him. Would Alex<strong>and</strong>ra advise them in such an undertaking? Hehad been much impressed by Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s single-minded effort in becoming a medical doctor.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, chose her words carefully. Tamara would have to work hard, but the benefits of a professional education inthese uncertain times were obvious. Tamara had already finished four years at St. Nino’s College for Girls in Tiflis withgood grades."Well, I feel almost embarrassed by being an accomplice to this conspiracy," said Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to Vladimir that night."Before the law one calls this pimping! But you are lucky, her father guessed what is going on between you <strong>and</strong> Tamara,<strong>and</strong> he likes you. I will be held responsible for protecting Tamara’s innocence!"46.Strange happenings in Svaneti1907They set out in a cold fog, but the road was good <strong>and</strong> the horses were fresh. An hour on their way a spooky visionappeared in the fog, a dreamscape of high towers drifting in <strong>and</strong> out of the clouds, Mestia, Svaneti’s largest village. Soonthe horses’ muffled clatter echoed from the gray slate-covered houses, each with its own four or five stories-high defensetower.Free Svaneti received them with driving snow flurries on the pass to the village of Ipari. Going downhill was arduous, thehorses skidded on the slippery rocks. But there was no imminent danger, the path wound down slowly in manyserpentine twists. Ipari appeared on a rocky promontory at the confluence of the Inguri <strong>and</strong> the Adishi rivers. Cold <strong>and</strong>wet, they decided to call it a day. They would stay overnight at the school house, but the teacher was still conducting theafternoon class.Two suspicious villagers ogled the foreigners. When they recognized Tamara they retreated embarrassed into aneighboring house. Tamara went after them <strong>and</strong> persuaded the grumpy men to invite the entire party in to dry their wetclothes by their roaring fire.At the end of school all hell broke loose, a dozen aggressive children ringed them, throwing stones, singing teasingditties, <strong>and</strong> scaring the horses. <strong>Konrad</strong> was at the edge of losing his temper when the teacher appeared <strong>and</strong> with manyapologies chased their tormentors off."Welcome to Free Svaneti!" joked the stocky man. "Can you imagine what I had to suffer when I first came here? Thesekids are an unruly <strong>and</strong> independent crowd, but eventually some become really good students, many are bright <strong>and</strong> alert."146
He showed them the room where they would sleep <strong>and</strong> then invited them all to his house. His wife, a pale, worn outwoman, greeted them, her youngest on her arm. At her feet five more small children, one year apart, clambered overeach other. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> Tamara offered to help <strong>and</strong> cooked a big pot of vegetable soup for the night meal. Herhusb<strong>and</strong> killed a chicken, which was added to the soup.After dinner they sat around the fire <strong>and</strong> answered the eager questions of the teacher, while Alex<strong>and</strong>ra inspected thesores of two of his ragged children <strong>and</strong> quietly listened to the woman’s lamentations about her hard lot. Together, theteacher <strong>and</strong> his wife pleaded with Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to hold a clinic next day <strong>and</strong> prescribe medicines for the many ailmentsamong the villagers. They would then send someone to Zugdidi to pick up the medicines.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra sighed, but how could she refuse? She would stay in Ipari while the others rode up to Adishi to have a look atthe glacier above the village. Eventually Claudia, sympathizing with her friend, offered to keep Alex<strong>and</strong>ra company <strong>and</strong>help.The night in the schoolroom was cold <strong>and</strong> uncomfortable. Fortunately it stopped snowing, <strong>and</strong> the morning sun warmedthem quickly.A large crowd of people waited in front of the schoolhouse where Claudia <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had set up their clinic. Many oldpeople with eye infections had come <strong>and</strong> young ones with respiratory problems. Undoubtedly some of them sufferedfrom tuberculosis. What could she do? They needed better food, a dry home, <strong>and</strong> rest, none of which was available.Deeply depressed by this daunting task, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra finally decided to write notes for the people she suspected to sufferfrom tuberculosis <strong>and</strong> advised them to go down to the Zugdidi clinic for a better diagnosis <strong>and</strong> treatment.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was lancing abscesses, using high-grade raki as antiseptic, when an old withered woman appeared <strong>and</strong>h<strong>and</strong>ed her a jar of ointment, arguing that it would do the job without a knife. It contained arnica.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra smelled the ointment. "Look Claudia, memories of Soranus! Salve vesicans con arnica, we should have paidmore attention to the general medical chapters of Soranus."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra sat down with the wrinkled witch <strong>and</strong> asked for other medicines. Sure enough, she had an entire apothecary ofherbal remedies. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra invited her to join them. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra made the diagnoses, <strong>and</strong> the woman, after a consultationbetween the three of them, produced a suitable medicine. More than half of the patients would not have to go to Zugdidi.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra smiled. The shrewd witch speculated that the city doctor would add to her reputation among the villagers."I am beginning to enjoy this," said Claudia. "Maybe we should spend some time up here <strong>and</strong> work with this woman.What is her name?"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra inquired."Her name is Gocha," said Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. "She is the wife of the khevisberi or ‘mountain hermit’, the shaman of the area.You have met a jadukali, a wise woman. In Tiflis she would be considered a witch. I am mightily honored that she trustsme."At the end of this long day, a young lad appeared who presented a formal invitation from his father for the two doctorladies to stay at their house. They should bring their husb<strong>and</strong>s <strong>and</strong> friends along too. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra equally formallyaccepted the invitation, <strong>and</strong> the boy promised to pick them up as soon as their friends would be back from Adishi.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was pleased. They sat down with Gocha <strong>and</strong> made a list of her remedies <strong>and</strong> their indications advising her inreturn on how to diagnose the corresponding diseases. Claudia <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra felt like during those exciting days ofresearch in Munich, only this time the old, cunning woman was really the center of their fascination.Tamara, impressed by their success, told Alex<strong>and</strong>ra that the father of the young boy who had invited them was thenatsvali, the local headman of the Upper Svaneti. A great honor for herself too. He was an institution quite separate fromher father’s authority <strong>and</strong> often his political antagonist. And Gocha, she shook her head, was a thorn in the flesh at leastof the priest at the church."You are going to become famous up here. That you gave support to Gocha will be remembered for a long time. A doctorfrom St. Petersburg…<strong>and</strong> a Dadiani! They have long found out everything about you from the teacher. You are going tocreate a socio-political éclat in Svaneti." She laughed. "Prepare yourself! When we get to Murkmeli you will have theentire sick population of the Upper Svaneti waiting for you."And so it happened. When they arrived at the natsvali’s house a man from Murkmeli was already waiting for the doctorsto beg them to hold a clinic for the three Ushguli villages. No doctor had been up there for several years.A long negotiation ensued. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra made one condition, a horse <strong>and</strong> accommodations in Murkmeli had to be providedfor Gocha. The man was reluctant pointing out that the problem was not so much Gocha’s questionable status in thecommunity, but she could not stay overnight at any arbitrary house. She was subject to a number of taboos: nomenstruating woman could be in the house, <strong>and</strong> no pregnant ones either, no death for at least two months, <strong>and</strong> she hadto perform some purification rites of the place before she would stay there. She was not easily accommodated.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was unmoved. In that case, she would stay with Gocha at the schoolhouse, which would satisfy all thoseconditions. Which, of course, was an insult to the hospitality of the village. The man left with the promise that somesolution would be found."Well, you see nobody wants her in their house overnight," explained a grinning Tamara later, "because she might cast aspell on her hosts. That is the deeper problem. Most people are afraid of her."147
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