<strong>Konrad</strong> discovered several other khevisberi hiding behind the church; one, st<strong>and</strong>ing in a puddle of blood, wasconsecrating roosters by cutting off their heads with one stroke of a sword, another was blessing <strong>and</strong> breaking rounds offlat bread. He kept a quarter of every third loaf for himself as payment.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra took him into the church. People crowded its soaring, Romanesque nave, quietly walking around, meetingfriends, talking in a low voice. A few women were kneeling <strong>and</strong> praying in front of the iconostasis. All around the navehundreds of lighted beeswax tapers stuck to the bare walls at eye level. There was no priest, no music, no singing, noloud praying. The people had their very own gathering in God’s house.<strong>Konrad</strong> was deeply moved by this communal atmosphere, by the light of the hundreds of c<strong>and</strong>les, <strong>and</strong> by the friendlinessof the people who unquestioningly accepted the stranger in their middle."Here," whispered <strong>Konrad</strong> with a choking voice, "I could find the presence of God again."Late in the afternoon on their ride back to Tiflis, it was already getting dark <strong>and</strong> an early moon was rising over the hills,his mare lost an iron. She limped along at a snail’s pace.After a while they decided to unburden the lame animal. They tied the mare to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra's horse <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> climbedinto her saddle <strong>and</strong> held her tightly.Her warm body <strong>and</strong> the slow gait of the animal soon aroused him. After a time, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra struggled out of herunderwear, <strong>and</strong> with a laugh <strong>and</strong> a pat to the horse’s neck, pulled her underpants over its pricked up ears <strong>and</strong> turnedaround to embrace <strong>Konrad</strong>.Under the sickle of the waxing moon, driven on by the rocking of her faithful horse, she slowly, gently lost her virginity, inthe most loving way the Old Orient knows.6.The Engagement1898<strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra surprised her father at work in his study. Dadiani took off his reading glasses <strong>and</strong> slowly rose.With uncommon seriousness he embraced <strong>and</strong> kissed Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> shook <strong>Konrad</strong>’s h<strong>and</strong>."Yes, dear children, God walked in the garden <strong>and</strong> Adam <strong>and</strong> Eve hid in the bushes. You don’t have to be embarrassedbefore me, I am not God. Besides, different from God, I took a wife at a similar time in my life as you, <strong>Konrad</strong>, <strong>and</strong> havenever regretted that day."He smiled briefly. Clasping his h<strong>and</strong>s behind his back, he walked back <strong>and</strong> forth. "I have thought about you <strong>and</strong> havecome to the conclusion that you might be good for each other. <strong>Konrad</strong>, you are a quiet <strong>and</strong> considerate man. You canlisten <strong>and</strong> you complement Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s often unruly, tempestuous nature."He stopped <strong>and</strong> contemplated them with his clear, blue eyes. "Because your temperaments are so different, life will notbring you only bliss. But if you use your differences to support each other’s strengths <strong>and</strong> weaknesses mutually <strong>and</strong>honestly, they will be the best guarantee for a stable <strong>and</strong> fruitful marriage in these rapidly changing times."He folded his h<strong>and</strong>s, touched his lips briefly, <strong>and</strong> then faced them squarely. "I have convinced Tamara to accept yourwish to get married. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, please go <strong>and</strong> find your mother, she knows what decision we four have to make."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra left the room.Dadiani took up his walk again, absentmindedly twirling his mustache in deep concentration. "<strong>Konrad</strong>, I am trying to helpyou to get this drama over with as painlessly as possible, but you do have to ask Tamara formally for the h<strong>and</strong> of herdaughter. It is hard on her to see her daughter leave <strong>and</strong> follow you into an unknown future."<strong>Konrad</strong> had tried to anticipate various versions of this scene, but in none of them had he seen himself asking Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’smother for her daughter. He had assumed that this charade would be played out between him <strong>and</strong> his future father-in-lawin his wife’s, <strong>and</strong> especially Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s, absence.A proudly poised Tamara followed by an anxious Alex<strong>and</strong>ra walked in. And <strong>Konrad</strong>, before the tableau could composeitself or anybody could stop him, in unaccustomed spontaneity, went down on one knee <strong>and</strong> kissed Tamara’s h<strong>and</strong>."I have come to ask you <strong>and</strong> your husb<strong>and</strong> for the h<strong>and</strong> of your daughter Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. I promise to love her above anythingelse <strong>and</strong> to care for her to the end of my days, whatever fate may befall us." He recited the Georgian version Alex<strong>and</strong>rahad taught him.Silence befell on the room. <strong>Konrad</strong> remained on his knee. Tamara, taken by complete surprise, wiped a tear from hereyes <strong>and</strong> then did what nobody had expected. She extended her h<strong>and</strong>, raised <strong>Konrad</strong>, <strong>and</strong> embraced him."<strong>Konrad</strong>, I welcome you into our family as my son."26
Blushing like a young girl, she gave him three kisses, took hold of his h<strong>and</strong>, <strong>and</strong> presented him first to her husb<strong>and</strong>saying with a trembling voice: "Be this thy father," <strong>and</strong> then to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, "<strong>and</strong> this thy faithful wife for ever <strong>and</strong> ever."Crying <strong>and</strong> laughing Alex<strong>and</strong>ra buried her head on <strong>Konrad</strong>’s chest. He gently kissed her hair. Confounded by his wife’sunexpected ministrations, Irakli Dadiani looked on speechlessly. Finally Tamara took him into her arms.Tamara led her bewildered family onto the ver<strong>and</strong>ah where lunch had been laid. A servant brought champagne <strong>and</strong>father Dadiani raised his glass with a toast to their future.Abashed, Tamara smiled over her glass at <strong>Konrad</strong>. "Do call me Tamunia-Deda, <strong>and</strong> you know, the Georgian word forfather: mama!"<strong>Konrad</strong> said a few improvised words to thank his newly found parents.As they sat down, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra rummaged in her purse <strong>and</strong> pulled out the necklace. <strong>Konrad</strong> raised his eyebrows. He hadnot expected this surprise. She h<strong>and</strong>ed it to him, <strong>and</strong> with a smile he fastened it around Alex<strong>and</strong>ra's neck.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was glowing. "Look what <strong>Konrad</strong> made for me."Her mother asked to see the necklace up close. She held it by its ends in an arc <strong>and</strong>, as if weighing it, let the links flowbetween her h<strong>and</strong>s. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had to tell the story of the necklace, <strong>and</strong> her father toasted the unexpected goldsmith intheir midst.Tying it around Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s neck, new tears came to Deda’s eyes. She kissed her daughter."How did you find this man? A foreigner who speaks Georgian <strong>and</strong> makes Sufi necklaces?" She shook her head. "Thisgold chain is a serious declaration of love. It has the power to protect you <strong>and</strong> your marriage as long as you live. Give itto your daughter before you die."<strong>Konrad</strong> returned to Henri’s shop. He felt a need to think about Alex<strong>and</strong>ra in the quiet solitude of working precious metalinto new life. He wanted to compose himself, to renew <strong>and</strong> find the love she needed. He had put it into his head to maketheir rings himself.Marriage seemed to him both sacred <strong>and</strong> mundane, unadorned, simple, <strong>and</strong> precious. Only two quite ordinary goldb<strong>and</strong>s hammered wide to please her slender, tapered fingers, <strong>and</strong> bare of any adornments or precious stones, woulddescribe his vision of their union. To soften these austere wedding b<strong>and</strong>s he wanted to make a second ring for her thatwould carry a single, beautiful, softly shimmering pearl to reflect the woman that he hoped she would grow into—if heloved her well.Henri suggested casting the rings, but this idea, in which he would model the rings in wax, appeared entirely tooprofessional, fast, <strong>and</strong> easy. He would be deprived of the pleasure of beating the malleable gold to conform to his vision.He labored for several days with the task of slowly rolling, annealing, bending, <strong>and</strong> soldering two thick gold rods into thedesired shapes. And as with the necklace, careful planishing with a polished hammer gave them the sparkle <strong>and</strong> life heenvisioned.Content, he looked at his work.The design of the pearl ring proved more difficult. Because of its vulnerability, the pearl had to be protected as much aspossible by the ring’s construction. Even then, <strong>Konrad</strong> realized, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra would be able to wear the ring only on specialoccasions. A precious piece indeed.At first he tried to hide the pearl inside a cage of baroque forms: the pearl the secret symbol of their relationship. But hislove for simplicity made him discard all those trial sketches.Finally he thought of a hammered gold bowl that would mirror the backside of the pearl. He would mount it in the mirror’sfocus. Smiling he remembered his physics teacher in Berlin who had dem<strong>and</strong>ed that his students memorize the variousoptical images of spherical mirrors. In the end he added a thin flat ring around the edge of the bowl that surrounded pearl<strong>and</strong> mirror like a halo.Henri took him to a dealer of precious stones. The beauty of dark opals, a large diamond with a soft, milky suspension,the likes of which he would never see again, <strong>and</strong> the profusion of pearls in all shades from a mysterious black to pinks,proved a great temptation to ab<strong>and</strong>on his idea <strong>and</strong> start anew. Confused, he procrastinated for an hour during which theydrank one cup of Turkish coffee after another.Eventually, his heart beating double from excitement <strong>and</strong> the coffee, <strong>Konrad</strong> bought a large, mysterious, black pearl.Following Henri’s suggestion <strong>Konrad</strong> fastened the pearl in the middle of the bowl on a short stem made from gold tubing.Henri, who had never heard of optical physics, was much impressed by the visual effect of the hammered mirror. A fairlylarge ring, it was equally beautiful from close up <strong>and</strong> from far away, exactly what <strong>Konrad</strong> had hoped for.27
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