Professor Dahl began to laugh. "I support Katharina. The horoscope is the answer: higher coincidences! We knownothing about such a correlation. But Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s example has a strange meaning, the anthropological origins of thepenitence movement, as well as Christ’s death all relate to Carnival. This orgiastic festival is ancient."He shook his head again <strong>and</strong> mused. "Come to think of it: Saturn reigns <strong>and</strong> the Moon is waning! How could I haveforgotten? Katharina is right!"Thus vindicated, Katharina pursed her lips smugly. "That is what I meant, Fasching <strong>and</strong> the Church festivals aregoverned by the lunar calendar, which is a female calendar, isn’t it?"Caught by his future daughter-in-law, Dahl gave himself charmed. "Yes, all religious ideas follow lunar cycles: four timesseven equals twenty-eight days! Who invented the number seven, matriarchy? Was the moon female first—i selene, laluna, la lune-–<strong>and</strong> after it God created woman? Presumably so, <strong>and</strong> I have foolishly entertained the vain hope that byusing rational psychology we could do away with this kind of religious superstition. But what would we do without ourcharming women? I consider myself defeated!"He lifted his glass to the women around the table.<strong>Konrad</strong> said. "Ash Wednesday, Lenten, Easter is in a couple of weeks. Easter <strong>and</strong> the Mysteries, Joachim, have youever heard the story of the Easter play at Zedazeni, which my mother-in-law produces every year?"Joachim shook his head. "I have heard rumors of it, but in my official position in Tiflis I never dared attending, <strong>and</strong>nobody could explain to me what was happening up there during Easter Night. But Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, what has your dearmother to do with these things?"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra laughed. "<strong>Konrad</strong>, may I tell our story including your tentative interpretation <strong>and</strong> its latest modification withPersephone eating the pomegranate pits?"<strong>Konrad</strong> smiled, thinking of Zaguramo. "If everyone agrees to listen to a lengthy tale which has become part of theChavchavadze-Dadiani family lore, so be it. I see, we have entered the charmed circles of Hauff’s fairy tales."Claiming everyone’s rapt attention Alex<strong>and</strong>ra told of the strange Easter happenings at Zedazeni."You know, Lexako," said Niko who had listened to his sister with increasing fascination. "I have never heard that story.Of course, I knew that Deda attended Easter service at Zedazeni, but she never told me what happened up there, northat she acted in that play."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra nodded. "It was a well-kept family secret, only Ilia <strong>and</strong> Papa knew of her acting in the play, <strong>and</strong> Papa was notgoing to tell anybody. Besides neither he nor Ilia had ever seen Deda perform at Zedazeni. The whole matter was muchtoo embarrassing. I am still proud of my mother’s daring. Imagine a married woman acting <strong>and</strong> against the expressed willof her husb<strong>and</strong>—in Georgia!"Now Niko wanted to hear more of the details. "And what about that strange woman, Persephone? Was she really a closefriend of Deda’s? The witch of Shavnabada?"<strong>Konrad</strong>, restless, looked at his watch. "Niko, it is almost ten, we should be going home."But he was outvoted by the Dahls <strong>and</strong> the Bredows.Very animatedly Mrs. Dahl pleaded. "Now that we have entered Hauff’s maze, as <strong>Konrad</strong> says, we want to hear the nextstory nested in Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s story, please <strong>Konrad</strong> let her continue."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra took off her necklace <strong>and</strong> h<strong>and</strong>ed it to Clara. "It all started with this necklace."<strong>Konrad</strong> shook his head, but Alex<strong>and</strong>ra continued undaunted. "<strong>Konrad</strong> met an Armenian goldsmith, <strong>and</strong> under his tutelagehe made this necklace for me. Henri is a Sufi, he took <strong>Konrad</strong> as his student <strong>and</strong> introduced him to his tekke.Persephone was the sheikh of this tekke."Joachim became agitated. "During my six years in Tiflis I have tried several times unsuccessfully to penetrate the Suficircles, <strong>and</strong> your necklace I have admired so often <strong>and</strong> never dared to ask who made it. <strong>Konrad</strong>, you? A Sufi?!"<strong>Konrad</strong> smiled about Joachim’s excitement. "Not quite a Sufi, only an apprentice to an exceptional Sufi master."Urged on by Joachim <strong>and</strong> Clara, <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra alternatingly told the stories of the necklace, of Henri <strong>and</strong>Persephone.At two in the morning Friedrich drove them home in his father’s car."What an extraordinary evening!" exclaimed Joachim when they separated at the Bredow’s hotel, "I should have had tocome to Munich to discover the hidden life of Tiflis!"A week later Joachim visited <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to bring them the encouraging news that the Tsar had appointedWitte President of the Council of Ministers, the emperor’s advisory cabinet. Witte had immediately forced the Tsar todismiss the incapable ministers in the cabinet <strong>and</strong> replaced them with energetic <strong>and</strong> trustworthy men of his own choice.The political situation must have frightened Nicholas sufficiently, commented Joachim, to accept this horse cure.<strong>Konrad</strong> remarked that Witte was hardly a revolutionary. Joachim, the diplomat he was, pointed out that this was exactlythe encouraging aspect of the development. Witte would strengthen the vacillating h<strong>and</strong> of the Emperor. A more radicalgovernment would create total chaos at this time. Witte had first to settle the war <strong>and</strong> stabilize Russia’s economy, beforehe could persuade the Emperor to accept a constitution. Thank God, the threat of a radical revolution had once againbeen averted.After Joachim left, <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra got into a heated political argument. 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conservative pessimism, dem<strong>and</strong>ed the head of the Emperor, which <strong>Konrad</strong> countered with the sarcastic remark that shehad a sharp mind but lacked, as did most Russian subjects of His Majesty, a sense for a constructive Realpolitik.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra became angry, broke off the discussion, <strong>and</strong> went to bed in tears of frustration.33.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra learns to drive, Italy1905Friedrich, in black gown <strong>and</strong> mortarboard, sat next to a beaming Katharina crowned with a wreath of flowers. On theprevious day they had been married in a civil ceremony. Only the closest family had been present, <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>rawere their witnesses. They were on the traditional triumphal procession through the streets of Schwabing to celebrateFriedrich’s summa cum laude doctorate. On long ropes four students pulled the car, a gift from his father, from theuniversity to the Hotel Bayerischer Hof, where a banquet awaited them. A motley procession of professors, fellowstudents <strong>and</strong> wedding guests followed the car.Friedrich had been offered a well-paid position as Assistent at the University of Hamburg. A respectable salary had beenhis father’s last condition to a wedding. Mrs. Dahl had accepted Katharina as her daughter-in-law weeks earlier. The pairwould move to Hamburg in December, after the birth of the child.To the gr<strong>and</strong> diner wedding reception <strong>and</strong> doctorate celebration in one, the Dahls had invited a large number of guests.Speeches in German <strong>and</strong> Latin, champagne, <strong>and</strong> excellent wines. Friedrich’s father gave a speech, his mother cried, <strong>and</strong>Katharina in her designer blouse was glowing.Friedrich <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> had hatched a plan of driving to Italy with the new car. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had immediately written to theWolfsons. A telegram from Sally arrived a few days later. "Fantastic! Come. Stay two weeks. Two rooms reserved. LoveWalter & Sally."And then Alex<strong>and</strong>ra voiced the startling wish to learn to drive before they would set out. A second driver would be ahighly desirable insurance, <strong>and</strong> she had bet with Uncle Mouravi that she would return to Tiflis driving a car.<strong>Konrad</strong> raised his eyebrows. "Mei, you are feeling high, Princess Dadiani! But I appreciate your practical sense, a seconddriver would indeed be of great help. How do you learn to drive though?"Friedrich suggested the Royal Bavarian Automobile Club, which offered lessons. "Except for a startled instructor youshould have few problems. I know of no women drivers in Munich. But I guess that only encourages you!"By driving for an hour every night after work she passed the examination in less than four weeks. On the followingweekend, Friedrich graciously offered Alex<strong>and</strong>ra the keys to his new toy <strong>and</strong> they drove to Mittenwald to celebrateAlex<strong>and</strong>ra’s ‘second emancipation.’It became the dress rehearsal for their Italian adventure. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra drove with great concentration, Katharina acted asnavigator, the two men in the back seat commented on each <strong>and</strong> every oversight Alex<strong>and</strong>ra made.Katharina directed her to a narrow road shaded by old beeches along the eastern shore of Lake Starnberg with romanticviews of the lake, Tutzing, <strong>and</strong> the Roseninsel on the opposite shore."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra watch out," shouted Friedrich when in the village of Berg a dog chased a chicken across their path. Alex<strong>and</strong>rahit the brake so hard that everyone jerked forward. She almost caught the dog’s tail. The chicken escaped."I am so sorry, I was thinking of how King Ludwig could have drowned himself in such a beautiful place. Are you allright?""You want me to drive?" said Friedrich with a sneer. She stubbornly refused. To her embarrassment the car had stalled,<strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> had to crank it."You know," said Alex<strong>and</strong>ra when the engine was purring again, "my problem is smaller than a dog. Whenever I see acow dropping in the road, I instinctively try to avoid it. A chicken in the pot would have been decidedly more welcome!""But think of the irate farmer," Friedrich remarked, "<strong>and</strong> of the dent the chicken would have made in my new car."They bobbed <strong>and</strong> bumped along the unpaved road. People jumped out of their way shouting <strong>and</strong> gesticulating, dieseWahnsinnigen, these madmen, <strong>and</strong> when they recognized the woman at the wheel, they stood open-mouthed by the sideof the road.They were not dressed right, observed <strong>Konrad</strong>: his ears hurt from of the draft, the dust got into his eyes, not to mentionthe clothing. They needed a full touring outfit, leather jackets, racing caps, <strong>and</strong> goggles.Behind Garmisch came the first long hill. Heavily loaded as they were, the little engine—Friedrich had bragged that it hadthe power of thirty horses—slowed to a crawl. Half an hour further, steam hissed from the radiator.109
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