7A Sufi Sema1898One day Henri surprised <strong>Konrad</strong> with an invitation to join him at a Sufi sema. <strong>Konrad</strong> could hardly hide his excitement.The sema, the mystical meeting of the Sufi, was shrouded in secrecy. Outsiders were rarely admitted. Henri explainedthat his brotherhood met once a month on a Thursday to dance in an ab<strong>and</strong>oned church in Shavnabada, outside of town.A woman who lived in a room attached to the church was their sheikh, their leader. She was also a famous psychicmedium <strong>and</strong> a healer.<strong>Konrad</strong> had thought that only Moslem men could belong to Sufi brotherhoods <strong>and</strong> was surprised to hear that their sheikhwas a woman."Among Moslem Sufi that is true, but no one in our group belongs to Islam. All of us are metal craftsmen, precious stonegrinders or printers. We make no distinction as to the religious connection of our brothers. Persephone, our sheikh, is aSyrian-Christian woman who grew up as a Nestorian or Jacobite. The Syrian Christians—who owe their survival to Islam,the Byzantines would have killed them all—have preserved many old Christian traditions, among them the Aramaiclanguage Christ spoke."Henri smiled, encouraging his student, "May that be as it is, do come along, it will be very interesting for you."<strong>Konrad</strong> accepted <strong>and</strong> asked whether he could bring Alex<strong>and</strong>ra along."You may, if you can persuade her," Henri said. "Her father is very much against mysticism, <strong>and</strong> you might find herreluctant to come."As Henri had foreseen, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra did not want to join him, but gave <strong>Konrad</strong> an intriguing piece of information. "Father,with his enlightened ideas, is dead set against Sufi <strong>and</strong> all other mystics, but Deda visits Persephone regularly to consulther in matters of her <strong>and</strong> our lives. We don’t talk about that at home, <strong>and</strong> I have no idea what role Deda plays in thosedances at Shavnabada. I am certain though that Deda discussed you <strong>and</strong> us with Persephone, who may also haveconsulted Henri about you. It would not surprise me, if Deda’s change of mind about you <strong>and</strong> our getting married <strong>and</strong>Henri’s invitation were connected with Persephone. Be careful, dear man, you are about to enter a dense psychic web, ofwhich you are completely ignorant."Much too curious to pay heed to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s warning of black magic, he became only more determined not to let slip asingular opportunity to penetrate below the surface of Oriental life.A few days later Alex<strong>and</strong>ra surprised him by asking whether he would after all take her along to Shavnabada. She haddiscovered that her father was taking Deda to the theater on that particular Thursday. Deda would not be present inShavnabada. Under cover of being <strong>Konrad</strong>’s companion she could learn something about her mother she had neverdared to ask. "Come," he said, "let us face the unknown together, who knows what we shall learn."Henri, raising his eyebrows in surprise, assented.Dressed in dark burkas <strong>and</strong> hoods that Henri had provided, which hid them completely except for their faces, they set outin a droshki from the Bazaar.The half hour ride took them up a valley southwest of town. Henri bade the droshki to await their return in a village of afew houses from where they walked up a hill.The night was dark. They passed a desolate Moslem cemetery, a vast treeless field. Crooked steles stood menacing atall angles as far as the eye could see. The mounds of the graves lay bare <strong>and</strong> uncared for, ghostly oil lamps flickered ata few sites. Two pariah dogs disappeared into the night.On the top of the hill, the silhouette of the church <strong>and</strong> a tree stood out etched in black against the lights of the city below.A single c<strong>and</strong>le flickered in the building.Nobody spoke.From a branch of the gnarled oak in front of the building hung a bell. Below they found two wooden tables <strong>and</strong> an ancientstone block. Another heathen altar? A butcher block for the slaughter of sheep?The simple windowless stone building had a pitched roof. A dilapidated bell tower rose into the night. The door to a smallroom under the tower stood open. A flickering c<strong>and</strong>le cast unsteady shadows over a disorderly bed, a table, a half-emptysoup bowl, a couple of wine bottles.Henri knocked at the narrow door. An indistinct murmur of voices. After an exchange of passwords a hooded manopened. Henri embraced <strong>and</strong> kissed the brother, then he introduced <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra.They took off their shoes <strong>and</strong> entered barefoot. The highly polished wood floor reflected uncounted c<strong>and</strong>les waxed to theblackened stone walls. A dozen men in long, white skirts, short jackets, <strong>and</strong> high, brown, cylindrical top hats sat crossleggedon cushions along the wall. They quietly smoked softly bubbling water pipes. A pungent aroma filled the room.<strong>Konrad</strong> helped Alex<strong>and</strong>ra out of her burka <strong>and</strong> found that she wore baggy, white cotton pants, tied at her ankles, asimilar buttonless shirt with a high collar—<strong>and</strong> his necklace. She turned to him with an encouraging smile.28
Alex<strong>and</strong>ra bowed deeply to a middle-aged woman in a black cloak <strong>and</strong> a green turban sitting cross-legged at one side ofthe open dance space,Persephone. <strong>Konrad</strong> followed Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s example. Persephone acknowledged the guests with a nod. A brother ledthem to cushions on a carpet across from her. Henri in his white dance skirt <strong>and</strong> brown hat had already taken his seatamong his brothers.A brother brought a water pipe. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra took a deep breath from the mouthpiece <strong>and</strong> whispered to <strong>Konrad</strong>. "Becareful, don’t take too much, you are not used to this potent stuff, you might just fly off! I will help you keep the smokeburning."It was cannabis. Its effect overwhelmed him. The room began to turn <strong>and</strong> a pleasurable dizziness descended upon hissenses. He left most of the smoke to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra.A hush fell over the assembly, the gurgling of the water pipes ceased. Three men in dark cloaks carried a h<strong>and</strong> drum <strong>and</strong>two neys, simple oboes, into one corner of the room. The neys began to wind a doleful, quiet tune around each other <strong>and</strong>the drum.Persephone rose <strong>and</strong> recited a prayer in Aramaic. The dancers got up <strong>and</strong> arranged themselves in a line before her.They held their h<strong>and</strong>s up with bent elbows in an ancient gesture of prayer.When Persephone had finished, the mood <strong>and</strong> tempo of the music changed, <strong>and</strong> one after the other the dancers boweddeeply before the sheikh, kissed her h<strong>and</strong>, <strong>and</strong> spun off onto the open floor.Arms spread wide, right h<strong>and</strong> cupped up, the left extended downwards, their top hats tilted slightly to one side they spunlike tops. With closed eyes, they turned uniformly, their heavy skirts spread into cones. Weightlessly the dancers slowlyorbited like planets.<strong>Konrad</strong> closed his eyes <strong>and</strong> listened to the high, lilting oboes sailing like two birds above the rhythm of the h<strong>and</strong> drum.The soothing melody of the reeds flowed in waves, like transparent arabesques through his smoke dream. The music ofthe spheres? Was this what Plato had heard?He watched the bare feet of the dancers. They turned on their left heel, toes up, paddling with their right foot. With closedeyes? He shook his head, no one ever collided with another.Abruptly the music stopped. The dancers froze, their skirts wound in a spiral around their bodies. They formed a line onthe left of the sheikh, bowed deeply, kissed her h<strong>and</strong>, <strong>and</strong> with the neys taking up a new melody turned off one by oneinto space <strong>and</strong> another dance.This pattern was repeated four times. The music spun <strong>Konrad</strong>’s mind into a dense cocoon, muting all sensations.During the last two dances some of the dancers seemed to have reached a deep trance. One fell like a log, unconscious.Two more left the dance floor on their own <strong>and</strong> remained in deep rapture sitting cross-legged on the periphery.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, eyes closed, was swaying with the waxing <strong>and</strong> waning of the music. <strong>Konrad</strong> smiled. How straight he was,even the skeptical daughter of old Dadiani was far removed.After the dance ended, a deep silence fell onto the assembly. One by one the dancers bowed in front of the sheikh.Persephone concluded the sema with a short prayer <strong>and</strong> soon most people had gone. Henri waited until only the three ofthem remained to formally introduce Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> to Persephone.Of swarthy complexion, a haggard eagle nose, an indication of a mustache over full lips which belied her advanced age,Persephone would have appeared like the Oriental witch <strong>Konrad</strong> had envisioned, had it not been for her large, guileless,Byzantine eyes, which with almost motherly concern sustained his gaze."Welcome, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, daughter of Tamara. I am delighted to finally meet you in person. Your mother has often spoken ofyou." And with an unexpectedly warm smile she turned to <strong>Konrad</strong>. "Is this the wonderful necklace Henri told me of? Theone you made for Alex<strong>and</strong>ra? It is magnificent. A true Sufi necklace. <strong>Konrad</strong>, persevere in your love <strong>and</strong> skills, thiswoman is worth all your efforts."<strong>Konrad</strong> bowed. How much more civilized this woman was than he had imagined. Embracing <strong>and</strong> kissing Persephonethey took their leave, <strong>and</strong> the tune of the neys singing in their ears w<strong>and</strong>ered out into the night.8.Uncle Ilia returns from exile1898Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was coring carrots to fill them with the walnut farce her mother was stirring. They were preparing a dinner forIlia <strong>and</strong> Olga Chavchavadze, who had returned from Europe. The servants had been dismissed for the night. Ilia, a29
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