By mid August a great battle near Soldau-Tannenberg in East Prussia was in progress. The churches were crowded withworshippers. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had a terrifying recurrence of her vision of a year ago.The general euphoria suddenly collapsed, when the rumors of a terrible defeat turned into certainty. Two weeks after thebattle, the high comm<strong>and</strong> reluctantly admitted the loss of one-hundred-thous<strong>and</strong> men, dead, missing, or taken prisonersby the Germans, <strong>and</strong> fifty-thous<strong>and</strong> wounded.By the fall of 1914 the Russian armies had lost another hundred-thous<strong>and</strong> men in the retreat from East Prussia. TheGermans were advancing on the Baltics, the Austrians in the south.Refugees <strong>and</strong> wounded poured into St. Petersburg. All medical practitioners in town were pressed into emergencyservice. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> Helena were fortunate, they were allowed to work side by side in the hospital where they hadtrained. They worked in shifts. It was good to be close to each other, their job was gruesome. Many of the young menbrought from the front were in dreadful condition, many died under their h<strong>and</strong>s. But this horrible work kept Alex<strong>and</strong>rafrom brooding. Every day dem<strong>and</strong>ed all of her. After a ten-hour shift she returned home exhausted.To detract from the East Prussian defeat the Emperor declared a Holy War to recapture Constantinople from the TurkishInfidels. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s worries about her parents grew, but Tiflis remained peaceful. The Ottoman Empire was so shakythat Russian troops soon occupied large parts of Eastern Anatolia.At the same time the city government decided to change the "German" name St. Petersburg, which Peter the Great hadgiven his foundation, to Petrograd.In April, Otto was working on his homework, an enormous explosion blew out all windows in their apartment. Elizabethfound Otto lying dazed <strong>and</strong> covered with glass on the living room floor. He was unharmed. Wild speculations of aGerman bombardment ran through the city. Reality was worse than that, an explosion in a large munitions factory inPetrograd had destroyed the weapons reserves of the army. By summer 1915 only every third Russian soldier had aweapon <strong>and</strong> had to ration his ammunition.As the extent of the military defeat in East Prussia became evident, the Emperor demoted the arrogant chief of staff ofthe Western Army, Gr<strong>and</strong> Duke Nikolai Nikolayevich, <strong>and</strong> sent him as Viceroy to Tiflis. Vorontsev was dismissed.Jordania carefully watched this change of guard <strong>and</strong> for the first time discussed an armed uprising against Russia withthe inner circle of his faithful.One night around that time a secret emissary of Jordania's appeared at Vladimir’s apartment trying to recruit Tamara asan informer for the Georgian Socialists.Tamara used baby Asmat as an excuse to decline this dishonorable offer, but she had caught fire. Valdimir <strong>and</strong> she hada fierce argument behind closed doors: Tamara dem<strong>and</strong>ed that they should leave for Tiflis at once, this was the momentfor her to enter politics. They finally reached a compromise. Vladimir would take her <strong>and</strong> Asmat to Tiflis <strong>and</strong> then return toPetrograd. Aside from Alex<strong>and</strong>ra they told none of their friends of the appearance of Jordania’s emissary or the reasonfor their leaving for Georgia. Vladimir gave the safety of Tamara <strong>and</strong> Asmat in the face of the increasing chance of aGerman breakthrough as an explanation.From his trip to Georgia Vladimir brought back a large envelope from George Dadiani.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra pulled out three documents covered with official tax stamps <strong>and</strong> the signature of the Zugdidi magistrate: adeed of twenty acres of l<strong>and</strong> to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra Dadiani <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> Rost <strong>and</strong> ten acres each for Otto <strong>and</strong> Sophia Rost.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra laughed facetiously. "Look, we are getting rich, George makes us l<strong>and</strong>owners. Crazy, in these times."But the transactions reflected the depressing times. The new socialist Duma of Georgia had resolved to finally put theRussian l<strong>and</strong> reform of the 1870s into full effect. So far the Georgian l<strong>and</strong>owners <strong>and</strong> the Russian crown, which hadbought up the best third of Georgia, had been powerful enough to hold on to their possessions. From now on the largestpiece of l<strong>and</strong> any person could own would be ten acres. Cunningly, George had decided to simply distribute the bestparcels of his l<strong>and</strong> to his relatives.He wrote.You don’t have to do anything except sign the enclosed documents <strong>and</strong> send them back. I will continue to take care ofthe tea plantations as before—except our combined l<strong>and</strong> holdings will shrink from over four hundred acres to less thanone hundred <strong>and</strong> sixty. What I cannot write over will go to the peasants in three-acre parcels or be swallowed by thestate, without compensation. A terrible shame, because on parcels of that size you cannot run a profitable tea business.‘They’ are out to ruin my life’s work.Tighten your belts, this will be the end of your easy living! I will pay you the profits from what I can squeeze from yourshare of l<strong>and</strong>, less ten percent administrative costs. That will be it. Thank God, you have your own incomes. For the timebeing you will not be able to buy anything luxurious anyway—the stores are empty, right?Your honest George.P.S. If it were possible, I would leave the country with my family. I can no longer watch the disintegration of an orderwhich is over a thous<strong>and</strong> years old, not to mention my very personal pain of seeing the work of my ancestors <strong>and</strong> that ofmy own life being destroyed.That night Alex<strong>and</strong>ra wept about the ruin of her family.Beset by similar, though smaller, troubles Tamara’s father came down to Tiflis <strong>and</strong> concluded an armistice with his194
daughter. His wife had left him no peace.Vladimir reported that Tamara had not been as successful in finding herself a position in Jordania’s government as shehad expected in her youthful naïveté. She had little other income besides what her father sent her. Because of the warthe sizable royalties from the French publisher of his novel reached him only occasionally. Deflated, Tamara gave in <strong>and</strong>moved to Etzeri, where her mother received her <strong>and</strong> little Asmat with open arms."I am relieved," said Vladimir. "I now know that both will be in good h<strong>and</strong>s <strong>and</strong> far away from a possible Turkish attack onTiflis in these final months of the war."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, distraught by his vision of a Turkish offensive on Tbilisi, asked what he meant by the "last months of the war?"Did he really think that the war was going to come to a sudden end? And with uncurtailed glee in her eyes, did he believethe Russian empire would collapse?"Both," Vladimir said dryly, but refused to elaborate.Food became scarce <strong>and</strong> rationed in St. Petersburg. The supply lines for the city collapsed, the dispirited peasantsneglected their fields or sold their produce on the rapidly growing black market. Otto <strong>and</strong> Elisabeth spent long hoursst<strong>and</strong>ing in line at the bakeries <strong>and</strong> food stores <strong>and</strong> often all they could find were cabbage <strong>and</strong> turnips. Hunger becametheir daily companion. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra discovered that Otto occasionally snatched butter <strong>and</strong> cottage cheese from the pantry.Since she did not catch him red-h<strong>and</strong>ed, she decided to overlook it, he was hungry. Yet compared to the many refugeesthey were lucky, they had a roof over their head, <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> brought home meat, butter, milk, <strong>and</strong> soapwhen once a week the government distributed food to the physicians <strong>and</strong> the members of the Academy.The winter of 1916-1917 turned the food shortages into famine. Naked chaos broke out in St. Petersburg. B<strong>and</strong>s ofragged children led by deserters roamed the streets in broad daylight searching for food or attacking <strong>and</strong> robbing people.It became dangerous to walk alone. Shots echoed through the streets at night. The police <strong>and</strong> the army, diminished bydesertion, were powerless. Everywhere cries rose dem<strong>and</strong>ing the resignation of the Emperor <strong>and</strong> his ruling clique.People left the city in droves.One morning Vladimir arrived at the Rost’s apartment highly agitated. "Tonight is the première of Masquerade at theAlex<strong>and</strong>rinsky Theatre, ‘the show to end all shows.’ For five years Meyerhold has worked on a production of Lermontov’sPrincess Ligovskaya. He finally got it together, an impossible staging of an equally impossible melodrama. You have tosee it to believe what he has done. This is Fasching 1917, Russian style. The performance is sold out, these three ticketswere given to me by a friend."Tired <strong>and</strong> exhausted from her hospital work, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra protested. "Tomorrow the world is going to come to an end <strong>and</strong>tonight the rich <strong>and</strong> powerful amuse themselves. Day <strong>and</strong> night I patch up maimed men from the front. Don’t you haveany shame left?""But Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, you don’t underst<strong>and</strong>, this is Carnival, the world will dance to the Devil’s tune. Meyerhold, inspired byWagner’s ghost, has staged the Götterdämmerung of Tsarist Russia. Meyerhold is a seer, Theiresias <strong>and</strong> Cass<strong>and</strong>ra inone. This is the revolutionary theater. The production is already a legend. You absolutely must see it!"The police were out in force. While groups of workers, carrying banners dem<strong>and</strong>ing bread <strong>and</strong> the resignation of theEmperor, marched through the back streets, Nevsky Prospect <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>rinskaya Square were crowded by thecarriages of the rich <strong>and</strong> powerful. The theater was packed to the last seat. Everyone noticed the presence of theEmperor <strong>and</strong> Empress in the Imperial loge, an unexpected honor for the iconoclast director.They sat in the third row of the parquet, at arm’s length from the stage. Golovin’s set, in gold, red, <strong>and</strong> black, the colors ofImperial Russia, was designed as an extension of the auditorium <strong>and</strong> so was the production, forcing audience <strong>and</strong> castinto a macabre reflection of each other. Meyerhold had invited the high society of St. Petersburg to attend their ownfuneral service.Meyerhold used Glinka’s lethargic Valse Fantastique to turn Lermontov’s, never-before-performed, youthful melodrama—a jealous Prince Arbenin poisons his adulterous wife—into a modern reflection of morbid Russian upper-society. Arbeninwas played by Yuriev, an outst<strong>and</strong>ing but controversial dancer <strong>and</strong> actor.The first act, a decadent gambling house, was followed by a bal aux masques in which an army of extras danced tomerry music before the delighted eyes of the audience. The lavish set <strong>and</strong> the colorful costumes fused with the musicinto one gr<strong>and</strong> tapestry. Meyerhold had choreographed every step, every gesture of the corps de ballet with a precisionnever seen before. In the middle of the act the dance changed into a military parade: like automata the dancers marchedacross stage with the mechanical exactitude of the organized masses of the coming age. Nobody seemed to notice. Theact ended in raging applause.The laughs <strong>and</strong> bravos died as Arbenin <strong>and</strong> his wife rushed to their dénouement. Shocked silence descended on thejaded audience during the last act. Meyerhold had engaged an authentic Russian church choir to sing the eerily solemnOrthodox Requiem for the Dead.When the curtain fell the people sat stunned. Into the silence a single hysterical voice from the audience—was itMeyerhold’s design or spontaneous?—intoned "Gospodin promilyu…" The confession of sins <strong>and</strong> prayer for salvation.Only then did applause break out in seemingly unending waves. Yuriev, Golovin, Meyerhold, <strong>and</strong> the cast had to appearagain <strong>and</strong> again. A st<strong>and</strong>ing ovation, baskets of flowers <strong>and</strong> laurel wreaths piled up on stage.195
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