In a weak voice Alex<strong>and</strong>ra begged <strong>Konrad</strong>. "I am so terribly sorry, but I don’t think I can go with you to Tusheti in thiscondition, don’t be discouraged, please go without me!"<strong>Konrad</strong> did not tell her that he would never leave her alone, not even in the care of her mother. He quietly shelved the tripthey had planned for such a long time. She had to recover completely before they could sail for Italy."Listen my love, try to lie absolutely still <strong>and</strong> sleep like the Sufi do, very lightly <strong>and</strong> floating quietly, concentrating ongetting better even in your sleep."After a week, she slowly began to recover. She showed some appetite <strong>and</strong> took part in everyday life. But <strong>Konrad</strong> insistedthat she rest quietly for several hours a day during which he read to her from Goethe’s Italienische Reise a copy of whichhe had found in the Dadiani library. From that time on reading to each other became one of their secret pleasures.Three weeks later they sailed on an old, rusty steamer from Batumi to Trapezond where they boarded an Italian steamerfor Venice.13.Floating on the shimmering waters of Venice1899Very thin, a mere line floating between the sky <strong>and</strong> the sea, the Lido appeared in the early morning light. Billowing cloudstowered in the north over the Upper Veneto, a thunderstorm of the past night. The sea a pastel blue, cold pink, green, atinge of yellow in the sky. A thin, ethereal mist softened the horizon.Slowly, before Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s eyes, this whimsical trace of God’s crayon grew more distinct. First it was just a fleetingyellow <strong>and</strong> green, then she could distinguish the two lighthouses at the entry to the Lagoon, a few buildings, the beachesto the north a white streak.The isl<strong>and</strong>s of San Erasmo <strong>and</strong> Murano lay directly before her <strong>and</strong> in the mist, suspended over the water like a mirage,the transparent blue towers <strong>and</strong> churches of Venice.How long this city had lingered in her dreams. How well she remembered its many spires from the etchings Aunt Sophiahad brought back from her travels, which had left indelible images in her young mind.They had spent a day in Constantinople—sagging, heavy <strong>and</strong> debauched, drained of its beauty, ravished by uncountedconquerors. Venice floated in her imagination, a piece of art, elegant, refined, fluid—un mirage.A rowboat took them <strong>and</strong> their luggage to a modest hotel at the confluence of two canals behind the Piazza di SanMarco, which Aunt Sophia had recommended. The musty-smelling room, its walls covered with half a dozen mirrors, wascrowded with ornate furniture <strong>and</strong> an old-fashioned four-poster bed. <strong>Konrad</strong> pulled the heavy, silver-blue damask curtainsto let in the sun <strong>and</strong> the bustling noises from the canal.The porter had barely closed the door, when Alex<strong>and</strong>ra threw off her clothes, <strong>and</strong> endlessly reflected between twomirrors, leaving all caution aside they made love on the creaking bed.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra saw her love <strong>and</strong> Venice in a myriad of reflections. A peeling palazzo dissected into uncounted images. Slowlydrifting puddles of color on the surface of a canal, the serrated black prow of a gondola waving distorted by its own wakein the multi-hued images of the Doge’s palace. And in the evening the copula of San Giorgio Maggiore floated on asurface of gold, pinks, <strong>and</strong> powder blues into the sunset.Aimlessly following the unreliable, winding vicolos, they ventured into the labyrinth of the city, got lost, walked in circlesunable to recognize the place they had come from. At the dead end of one narrow lane they found an altar leaf by Bellinihidden in the murky darkness of a church, or they suddenly stood before the house of Marco Polo—which they couldnever find again.A labyrinth, which seemed made for them <strong>and</strong> uncounted hours of happy discoveries.They dawdled away one afternoon in a Café watching the children, who had drawn their own maze on the flagstones ofthe piazza through which they skipped on one foot.In the evening they would find a trattoria in a working neighborhood <strong>and</strong> eat the simple fare at the same table as thelocals.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s love became boundless, overflowing. In the past she had imagined that she would dance at fabulous balls,see herself, a mysterious masked lady, being rowed by a lover over dark waters to an undisclosed destination. All ofthese fantasies vanished, were replaced by a simple, unquestioned happiness in the arms of this very real man.One day, from one of the bridges, she saw herself arm in arm with <strong>Konrad</strong> reflected in the waters of a canal. A boatpassed <strong>and</strong> their image wavered, hovered a moment suspended, <strong>and</strong> then exploded into a myriad of colorful shards.46
She kissed him."Maybe you dream of Florence, this is my city.""I have never been to a great art gallery. Could we go to the Accademia together?" She asked one morning.<strong>Konrad</strong> stalled. He, the Northern German Protestant, had still not come to terms with the soft, sensuous colors <strong>and</strong> theoverbearing Baroque of the Florentine churches. He was not ready to explore the paintings of the Accademia.Remembering their promise to give each other freedom, they agreed to spend the morning separately <strong>and</strong> meet for a latelunch at a restaurant across the bridge from the museum.All during this morning <strong>Konrad</strong> w<strong>and</strong>ered, forlorn, through the quarters around the Campo di San Rocco. He discovered aworkshop where they made masks for the Commedia dell’Arte, black leather half-masks with noses like beaks. Hesmiled, thinking of Irakli’s joke about the long noses of the Dadiani, while watching the artisans push the soaked leatherpieces into wooden dies <strong>and</strong> then dry them into shape. In the end he bought a long-nosed Pierrot mask for himself <strong>and</strong> alarge, gilded half-moon for Alex<strong>and</strong>ra.He found Alex<strong>and</strong>ra waiting in the restaurant. She was flushed <strong>and</strong> excited."I discovered my painting. It is a Giorgione: The Tempest. For over an hour I searched for the reason why I was in thatmuseum, for the painting that touched me. There are many beautiful pictures in the gallery, but the Giorgione is mine."<strong>Konrad</strong> had not heard of this painting."I had not either, it was a true surprise, a real discovery."She described the painting to him: In the foreground a soldier who must have just arrived home from a war st<strong>and</strong>s facinga young woman who nurses a child in a sunny l<strong>and</strong>scape, a bridge, the houses of a town, a castle. The last lightning in adark storm cloud drifting away into the background."The woman—she must be the soldier’s wife—<strong>and</strong> the child are completely nude. The beauty of the painting lies in thecontrast of the dark thundercloud <strong>and</strong> the light color of the woman’s body. Maybe the soldier has never seen his childbefore."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra sat across from <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> smiled. "<strong>Konrad</strong>, I want a child. A child conceived over the waters of Venice."<strong>Konrad</strong> arched his eyebrows in surprise <strong>and</strong> smiled. "That happens when I let you go alone to the Accademia. You comeback with all kinds of revolutionary ideas! You will have to take me to see your Giorgione, maybe I can identify with thesoldier in the painting. But I thought you wanted to dance at the balls of St. Petersburg this winter, not walk aroundhugely pregnant? And what about the Italian silk dress, you will not be able to squeeze into it when we get home!""I have thought of that." She smiled. "I am tall <strong>and</strong> slender. I have much room for a child, it might not be visible for awhile. ""Forever the practical Dadiani! So you think you can have both, a child <strong>and</strong> half a winter of fun!"He took her h<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong> kissed it tenderly."Let’s go home. I like to make love to you in the afternoon, when I can see your eyes. But first I have to show you mytreasures. I found something for my lunar goddess."<strong>Konrad</strong> took the moon mask out of the bag."You see, the moon is waxing, it has just passed your First Quarter! And for myself I finally bought a Dadiani nose!"He pulled out the Pierrot mask.She laughed as hard as only her father would have laughed.Wearing only the masks, in the slanting afternoon light, they clowned around in front of the mirrors until he pulled hislunar goddess down onto their bed.It was not to be a Venetian child. A week later it became suddenly very hot. Bubbles rose from the waters, <strong>and</strong> the canalsbegan to reek. Overnight, bevor their eyes Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s Venice turned into a nightmare.They bought train tickets to Florence <strong>and</strong> fled.An older couple who spoke a mixture of German <strong>and</strong> English shared their first class compartment. Their name wasWolfson, "Walter <strong>and</strong> Sally," corrected Sally. "I am American, Walter comes from Frankfurt, <strong>and</strong> we live in Florence.Where are you from?"When Alex<strong>and</strong>ra told them that she came from Georgia Walter excitedly explained that he had long wanted to visitGeorgia to look for Byzantine icons. He was an art dealer. "Oh, I am the expert <strong>and</strong> Sally provides the clientele! We buyart in Europe for rich American collectors. It is a challenging <strong>and</strong> not unprofitable profession for an art historian."Walter <strong>and</strong> Sally owned a villa in Fiesole high above Florence. Sally, in her American expansiveness, invited <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong>Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to their house on the spot. They would be much more comfortable in Fiesole at this time of the year than in hot<strong>and</strong> noisy Florence.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra indicated that this was her first visit to Western Europe, they were on their honeymoon! Sentimental Sallyobliged Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to describe the details of their Old Georgian wedding .Sally sighed, "Ah, you Europeans are so romantic <strong>and</strong> know so well how to do things right! I would have liked such aroyal wedding."Walter frowned <strong>and</strong> with an accusing tone admonished her. "We had a sumptuous wedding in Boston, what are youcomplaining about? And I am not sure who is more romantic, you or the Europeans."47
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