37.The summer in Ca' Savio1905From the crest of the dune Alex<strong>and</strong>ra saw Friedrich running into the blue sea, stark naked. Katharina, hesitant, balancingher big belly, hovered at the edge of the water—also in the nude. The color of their skin under the southern sun, thes<strong>and</strong>y cove, dark pine trees in the background, <strong>and</strong> the sea, green near the shore, stretching in all shades of blue to analmost black, sharp line at the horizon.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra let out a cry <strong>and</strong> ran down the hill. Before the others could catch up with her—<strong>Konrad</strong> carrying Otto across thehot s<strong>and</strong>, Niko with Ruth on his shoulders, Clara <strong>and</strong> Claudia—Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had stripped <strong>and</strong> pulled Katharina into the sea.Friedrich was swimming towards the horizon, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> Katharina stood h<strong>and</strong>-in-h<strong>and</strong> in the knee-deep, transparentwater."I have never been in water like this. I feel newborn, Botticelli’s Venus!" shouted Alex<strong>and</strong>ra coyly imitating Aphrodite’sfamous stance. "The cool water on the bare skin is wonderful."The group of latecomers hovered undecided at the edge of the lazily lapping sea.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra laughed. "You look like hens whose ducklings have swum away"Katharina, clowning, put her arm around Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, her left h<strong>and</strong> rested protectively on her belly. The two, deprived oftheir long legs, presented a most comical picture.Katharina giggled. "The moment before the Fall."Waving to the undecided l<strong>and</strong>lubbers, Katharina put her arms around Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> made her fall backwards with agreat splash.Clara pulled her dress over her head <strong>and</strong> in her full, strong beauty dived into the sea. <strong>Konrad</strong> was next. Only Niko <strong>and</strong>Claudia, embarrassed by the general exhibitionism, would not take off their bathing suits. Claudia undressed the twochildren, who ran off to dig in the s<strong>and</strong>."We will watch the children as long as you are in the water."<strong>Konrad</strong> began splashing his two women. With long crawl strokes, Clara followed Friedrich out into the open sea.At noon the sun became hot. Sprinkled with glittering grains they lay idly in the s<strong>and</strong>, sleeping or reading in variouspositions. Claudia, in her elegant, black bathing suit, suffered from the heat. Friedrich, sarcastic as always, had triedunsuccessfully to persuade her to take it off. Finally Niko pulled Claudia into the water. They swam far out into the sea.Katharina walked off by herself, to find a bush, she said.When Claudia <strong>and</strong> Niko returned, Niko had tied her bathing suit to his arm. Claudia hovered offshore, hiding in the water."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, you are right, the water is wonderful. Now I don’t want to ever leave it again."And then Katharina reappeared at a distance, limping. Friedrich jumped up, what had happened to her? As she drewnearer he broke out in laughter: Katharina wore a red fisherman’s boot on her limping foot!The women craned their necks. Katharina looked fantastic, her hair in disarray, her belly protruding, her full breasts <strong>and</strong>bushy blond triangle—<strong>and</strong> that red boot!<strong>Konrad</strong> stood up, <strong>and</strong> as he faced her, his penis rose involuntarily <strong>and</strong> irrepressibly in adoration of her bizarre beauty.Everybody broke out in mirth. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra clapped her h<strong>and</strong> over her open mouth. Katharina made a deep bow before theGod of Love, <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong>, blushing furiously, ran desperately for the sea. They all applauded."Help! Help, my lover is on fire!" cried Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> ran after <strong>Konrad</strong>, splashing <strong>and</strong> spraying him with cold water. In notime they were embroiled in a free-for-all water battle, except for Katharina, who in her boot contemplated the havoc shehad wrought. With sudden resolve she kicked the boot in a high arc in Friedrich’s direction <strong>and</strong> ran into the water.Friedrich passed the boot to Claudia, who instinctively rose from the protective element, to catch it.With the afternoon boat, two teenage sisters arrived, accompanied by an old, unmistakably Russian aristocrat. After thegentleman had assured himself that his charges were in the good h<strong>and</strong>s of Mama Angelina, the proprietress of thepensione, he returned to Venice.Marina <strong>and</strong> Anastasia, Asya for short, came from Moscow. They had spent the year in a boarding school in Geneva, <strong>and</strong>their uncle had been burdened with the responsibility of chaperoning the sisters during summer vacation. BecauseVenice, where he lived, was too hot <strong>and</strong> at this time of the year stank abysmally, his choice had fallen on Angelina’splace.The sisters spoke the usual four languages, but only Marina was fluent in German. They were relieved to discover thatAlex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> spoke Russian."Ach," exclaimed Asya, "in matters of the soul Russian is irreplaceable." Asya confided to <strong>Konrad</strong> that Marina wrotepoetry, which she, being the younger by a year <strong>and</strong> a half, admired glowingly.Marina, short, shy, with a round face <strong>and</strong> a pageboy haircut, was badly nearsighted, but too vain to wear glasses in120
public. She fended off the fuzzy world that surrounded her with intellectual arrogance <strong>and</strong> an acute comm<strong>and</strong> oflanguage.The two sisters were readily accepted into their commune. Supper was prepared by the women. One of the men took theearly boat to Venice every second day to do the shopping. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra h<strong>and</strong>led the communal finances. Take-alonglunches <strong>and</strong> cleaning the rooms were individual responsibilities. Angelina did the two bathrooms. Whoever arrived first inthe kitchen in the morning made coffee <strong>and</strong> tea, <strong>and</strong> everybody helped themselves to bread, eggs, melons, prosciutto<strong>and</strong> cheese. They ate their meals at a rustic table outside on an open ver<strong>and</strong>ah covered by grape vines."What shall we read tonight?" asked Claudia. The question was decided by common consent every night after dinnerwhen the children had been put to bed. A kerosene lamp was brought for the reader <strong>and</strong> everyone relaxed at the fringeof the circle of light.The choice of books ranged from Friedrich’s tattered edition of Herodotus, the love letters of Heloïse <strong>and</strong> Abelard,<strong>Konrad</strong>’s contribution, to a worn-out popular love story Katharina had devoured.Their favorite became a mysterious novel Clara had picked up in Paris: Le Manuscrit Trouvé à Saragosse ou l’Histoired’Alphonse van Woerden by Marquis Jean Potocki. No one had ever heard of the author or his novel, although it hadbeen written at the end of the eighteenth century, <strong>and</strong> the literary critics had praised it as equal to Don Quixote <strong>and</strong>superior to the Decamerone. The reason was, explained Clara, that until recently the roman had existed only infragments, which had been traded under the counter. A rare find.In her impeccable French, Clara read the beginning chapters. Like Cervantes in Don Quixote, Potocki claimed to havefound the manuscript. The autobiographic notes of Alphonse van Woerden, an Alsatian nobleman <strong>and</strong> soldier of fortune,describing his return from the Spanish Wars of Succession.The hero, passing through the wilderness of the Sierra Morena, comes upon a deserted Cartausa where he decides tostay for the night. At midnight the bells toll <strong>and</strong> two veiled ladies appear. Black servants carry in c<strong>and</strong>les, food, fruits, <strong>and</strong>wine. During the lavish feast the ladies reveal themselves as identical twin sisters, the gr<strong>and</strong>daughters of the last Moor ofGranada <strong>and</strong> distant cousins of the nobleman on his mother’s side. The beauties blow out the c<strong>and</strong>les <strong>and</strong> for the rest ofthe night make love to the delighted <strong>and</strong> confounded van Woerden. When he wakes up the two ladies are gone. He findshimself lying under a gallows from which dangle the corpses of two notorious b<strong>and</strong>its.Van Woerden searches for the beguiling succubi through a bewildering succession of repetitions, mirrors of stories withinstories, reflections in ever new guises. At one time he travels with a tribe of noble b<strong>and</strong>its, their gypsy chief revealshimself the secret protector of the twins. A Jewish astrologer <strong>and</strong> his intriguing sister lead van Woerden into anunderground palace, filled with the immense treasures of his Muslim ancestors. The twin sisters reappear. In their armsAlphonse loses all track of time <strong>and</strong> space. Both sisters become pregnant <strong>and</strong> offer to marry him—provided he wouldconvert to Islam. He is led before a court of Moslem nobles which offers him the vast fortunes hidden in the mountain onthe same condition. Van Woerden tarries, is undecided whether to betray his faith, a huge explosion, everythingvanishes. He wakes up—under the gallows. Meanwhile ravens have gnawed the corpses down to their bones....Night after night they got lost in this labyrinth of love, in its exotic illusions, saw themselves reflected, magnified, <strong>and</strong>distorted by the magical mirrors of Potocki’s arabesques. Like Van Woerden, they forgot all time. W<strong>and</strong>ered dreamlike<strong>and</strong> naked through the sensual labyrinth of their crossed relationships: Friedrich probed Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s female defenses,Clara, starved for love, pursued innocent Niko, <strong>Konrad</strong> circled Clara <strong>and</strong> flirted with Marina, Niko tempted Claudia, who,visibly unhappy, had fallen in love with the children who tumbled between them. Only gravid Katharina, at the center oftheir maze, whiled away the days, lazily absorbed in herself.One evening Marina offered to read a simple poem of her own which she had just translated, <strong>and</strong> a poem by her mostadmired German poet, as a respite from this endless eighteenth-century novel."My poem is dedicated to a man who is married to a friend of mine. I will read it in German."Hitting blindly at an insect that was buzzing about her head, she held the sheet of paper very close to her myopic eyes.I like, that you don’t suffer because of me,I like, that I am not suffering because of you,that the solid earth will neverfloat away from under our feet.I like that I can be made fun of,be dissolved, <strong>and</strong> not have to play with words,<strong>and</strong> do not flush in breathless waves,at the slightest touch of our h<strong>and</strong>s.I also like that you in my presencemay calmly hug another woman,<strong>and</strong> do not wish me to burn in hell’s firefor not kissing you.That my affectionate names, my gentle friend,121
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