"We still have no reliable firsth<strong>and</strong> reports. Apparently a young priest, father Gapon, had been set up by the governmentto found a ‘Union for Cultural <strong>and</strong> Social Welfare’ among the workers in order to draw people away from the influence ofthe extreme left. With the help of the liberals, Gapon composed a petition to the Tsar to air the worker’s grievances <strong>and</strong>applied for permission to march to the Winter Palace to present this petition to the Emperor. The St. Petersburg citygovernment could not make up their mind.Gapon marched without permission, <strong>and</strong> when the singing <strong>and</strong> praying demonstrators grew to alarming numbers—someestimate that a hundred thous<strong>and</strong> pushed into Dvortsovaya Square—the police panicked <strong>and</strong> began systematicallyshooting the people who were praying on their knees in the snow. The panic that broke out did the rest. Nobody hascounted the dead <strong>and</strong> wounded."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra listened, numb. She had not touched her food.Unrelenting, Joachim continued. "So much for the horrid facts. The Emperor remained disinterested, he gave noconciliatory speech, nor did he order an investigation into the police action. Rumors say that he congratulated his troopsfor their valor. The immediate result of this tragedy was an international outcry, <strong>and</strong> the final collapse of all trust amongthe simple people into ‘Father-Tsar’ <strong>and</strong> his ‘infallible’ theocratic rule."He bit off a piece of bread <strong>and</strong> slowly chewed on it with grim determination. "Two months ago I talked to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’sdistant cousin, Sergey Witte. Witte feels that only a military dictatorship could save the Tsar <strong>and</strong> the country, but becauseof the miserable progress of the Japanese-Russian War such an organized military coup would be technically impossibleat this time. That brings me to the origins of this dangerous tragedy."He paused with clenched teeth. Clara suggested that they eat a few bites, but nobody was in any mood for enjoying thefood."Do continue Joachim," said Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, "if we are still hungry after this tale, we can eat later."Joachim began anew. "The war with Japan has taken a disastrous turn. Port Arthur had to capitulate to the Japanesewho are now chasing the Russian troops through Manchuria. So many troops have been sent to the Pacific that there arenot enough left to quell an uprising at home. To make things worse, the Army <strong>and</strong> especially the Navy are so thoroughlyinfiltrated by Socialist radicals, that there are not enough reliable soldiers around to guarantee the safety of the Emperor,not to mention of the general public."<strong>Konrad</strong> raised his eyebrows. "The Emperor should resign immediately!""<strong>Konrad</strong>, this would lead to complete chaos in the present situation. Nobody has the power <strong>and</strong> level-headedness to runRussia. As long as the war in Mongolia is continuing, a change of government is out of question."Joachim looked at Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. "All of this has led to uprisings among the restive minorities—one third of the Tsar’ssubjects are not Russian!—in Pol<strong>and</strong>, in the Baltics, <strong>and</strong> in the Transcaucasus. Your uncle Dadiani in Mingrelia hassuffered extensive devastations in his tea plantations. Listen, this is serious, the revolution has started in Russia."He shook his head <strong>and</strong> sighed. "There is only one person who could save the situation: Witte, with his skill, internationalconnections, <strong>and</strong> his exceptional determination he could bring order <strong>and</strong> an end to the war. But Nicholas is incapable ofany clear decisions, <strong>and</strong> the court clique, whose puppet Nicholas is, does not trust Witte."To my dismay I found that Berlin is working quietly to jeopardize Witte’s attempts at securing a European state loan.Emperor Wilhelm would not be unhappy if his Russian cousin tumbled. But Wilhelm cannot comprehend that if theRussian throne collapses his would follow. Wilhelm is pursuing some rather megalomaniac political ideas in Europe <strong>and</strong>in Tangier.... But I should not discuss my personal problems with you. I would lose my position, if not my head, if any ofwhat I told you would leak from this room with my name attached to it."Joachim looked seriously from <strong>Konrad</strong> to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. "I would recommend for you to stay here. Tsar or Socialism, thechaos of the next few years is bound to be deadly."Clara raised her h<strong>and</strong>s <strong>and</strong> looked at him aghast. "How can you suggest such a thing? Alex<strong>and</strong>ra has her family inGeorgia. She is a Russian subject. <strong>Konrad</strong>’s work is in St. Petersburg, <strong>and</strong> he is married to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra for good or bad.""Clara, I am serious. We will get out as diplomats, but <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra will have to suffer the full consequences ofwhat is to come. There is still time for such a move."<strong>Konrad</strong> had listened resting his chin in his h<strong>and</strong>, elbows on the table. This was the first time the suggestion to return toGermany had turned up. He had never considered a flight to Germany an alternative. He surely did not sympathize withthe Russian nationalists, but Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was Georgian."I don’t consider a retreat to Germany an acceptable solution. I may be German, but I don’t feel an allegiance toGermany like you do, Joachim. I am married to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> my home is there. One cannot change one’s allegiancesovernight. And Alex<strong>and</strong>ra feels she has a mission as a physician among her countrymen. This may sound like naïveSocialism to you, but I fully support her idealism."Red-faced, Joachim said. "<strong>Konrad</strong>, it will be a matter of life <strong>and</strong> death, not a question whether you should stay or not."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, who had listened quietly, sat bolt upright <strong>and</strong> said. "Joachim, if I try to look at your suggestion with a modicumof rationality, I see many reasons that speak for your suggestion <strong>and</strong> many personal ones that are against it. I amGeorgian as Clara <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> point out. Georgians are very hard to transplant, <strong>and</strong> my ‘mission’ as <strong>Konrad</strong> calls it, is inno small measure my way of coping with these threats to our existence <strong>and</strong> with my ‘homesickness’ of living in northern106
Russia."She picked up a piece of bread, plucked it into small crumbs which she arranged absentmindedly into designs on thetable cloth. "Munich has turned out to be such a place with a surprisingly ‘Georgian’ charm. I feel I could live here. Maybethis would be the closest place for me to live away from home. However, if St. Petersburg becomes too dangerous for usto stay, I would first go back to Tiflis before I would think of emigrating. In Tiflis my life would have a purpose, here not."Clara called Joachim a Cass<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> argued once more for Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, who with a grateful look decided to divertJoachim from his gloom. "Would you join us tomorrow night at a chamber concert at the house of friends? They are theparents of Niko’s fiancé one of the culturally influential families in town. You would find them most congenial."Clara was immediately interested, if Alex<strong>and</strong>ra could get the agreement of the hostess. Joachim, still brooding under thedark shadow of the meeting in Berlin, remained stubbornly silent.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra tried again. "Look Joachim, these Monday evening concerts are most charming, they have given me my firsttaste of Western music. Besides Professor <strong>and</strong> Mrs. Dahl are an exceptional couple living in a very unusual,contemporary house. I know you will enjoy their company after so many years in that ‘Oriental backwater.’ It will divertyou from your dark thoughts. Come along, forget Berlin <strong>and</strong> St. Petersburg for one evening. These two incapableemperors will disappear one day!"Joachim, incredulous, shook his head. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra gave him her most winning smile which finally melted his objections.32.Chamber music1905The concert was almost a family affair: Niko, Friedrich, <strong>and</strong> Claudia played a Bach flute sonata; Friedrich <strong>and</strong> his mother,a Beethoven sonata for cello <strong>and</strong> piano, <strong>and</strong> as a final offering Claudia premiered the two piano pieces that Webern haddedicated to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. Claudia’s efforts were graciously applauded, but the forbiddingly abstract Webern left all exceptAlex<strong>and</strong>ra aghast.Clara, who played the piano herself, asked Claudia to play the pieces again <strong>and</strong> allow her to sit next to her <strong>and</strong> look atthe score. She discovered Webern’s color notations. An intense debate ensued about colors <strong>and</strong> music. Clara reportedthat similar attempts at combining colors <strong>and</strong> music were being explored by Rimsky-Korsakov <strong>and</strong> his student Skriabin inSt. Petersburg. To her knowledge, the two composers had met with little success, they could not agree on a universalcorrelation between pitch <strong>and</strong> color.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was amused. She had seen vivid colors to Webern’s music, but neither were the colors the same today asthen, nor did they agree with Webern’s notations in the score.Professor Dahl shook his head <strong>and</strong> suggested that the reason could be that they were not "seeing colors" at all, but thatthe brain intercepted unformed sensations at different times <strong>and</strong> in different places along the neurons of the cortex. Theimages were not formed on the retina. This suggested that there existed neural shortcuts between the auditory <strong>and</strong> thevisual neuronic systems, which connected at different places in different individuals, <strong>and</strong> besides, very few peoplepossessed them at all.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra supported his theory. She certainly was not looking at any colored shapes in front of her eyes. Thespontaneous fireworks only existed inside her head, normal vision was not involved.Dahl, content with this piece of voluntary information, did not insist on a further discussion of these phenomena.Friedrich, who had fidgeted restlessly for some time, diverted this familiar discussion with an absurd suggestion. "Earliertonight I asked <strong>Konrad</strong> why all modern revolutions seem to have begun during Carnival. <strong>Konrad</strong> had never thought aboutit <strong>and</strong> was skeptical. However, arguably the revolutions of 1848 in Prussia, Hungary, Austria, <strong>and</strong> France started at thistime of the year. Louis XVI was guillotined on January 21, 1793; the uprisings that led to the Peasant Wars in SouthernGermany started in February 1525; Kapodistria in Greece in 1821 <strong>and</strong> Garibaldi in Italy in 1859 rose in late February,<strong>and</strong> now the Russian revolution breaks out during the same time of the year. Had anyone an explanation?Alex<strong>and</strong>ra thought of the penitents marching on Ash Wednesday. Did a connection exist between penitence <strong>and</strong>revolution? She offered this observation as a contribution. Katharina suggested that one should investigate thehoroscopes of these events, she was sure the stars would provide the desired explanation.<strong>Konrad</strong> grinned thoughtfully rubbing his beardless chin. "And all would-be revolutionaries grow Fasching beards to hidetheir fright behind."."Well, that’s right," Friedrich laughed, "<strong>and</strong> now you have become a reactionary conservative. It’s that easy!"107
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