country. The chaotic quarreling <strong>and</strong> the confused talk in the Duma is as much a national disgrace as Nicholas’ governingin the name of God. Maybe Kerentsky would be a possible prime minister, but his followers will desert him the minute hegains power. What do you propose? Seriously.""Niko, you do know on whom I set my hope. Not Lenin <strong>and</strong> his Bolsheviks, they are too extreme, but on Trotsky <strong>and</strong> theMensheviks. They are open to reason <strong>and</strong> could find a compromise with the bourgeois factions. Look at Jordania inGeorgia, he is trying that quite successfully."Niko heaved a sigh. "I wished I could convince myself that Trotsky could hold his own against the Bolsheviks. Georgia isa special case, you cannot compare it with Russia. Our sense of national identity <strong>and</strong> our traditions are a shield againstthe chaotic Russian radicalism. Here the Bolsheviks will simply push anybody aside who is not for them. The chaoswhich would follow a Bolshevik takeover not even you can imagine. And Georgia simply is, to the Russians, part of theempire. Jordania would be a marked man. And do not forget Josip Djugashvili, the Georgian criminal in Lenin’s employ!Should Stalin win the power in Russia he will settle his own account with Georgia, <strong>and</strong> he knows the Georgians."Tamara lowered her head. "Sometimes I, too, have such dark premonitions. They are the reason why I want to work withJordania for Georgia as soon as I get my degree."Through Niko’s intervention Tamara had, for the first time, been given the chance to finish her argument. Alex<strong>and</strong>raunderstood <strong>and</strong> appreciated Tamara’s resolve <strong>and</strong> within limits shared her ambitions.Tamara said. "I know what Alex<strong>and</strong>ra intends to do in case the revolution breaks out <strong>and</strong> the Russian empire collapses,she too will go back to Georgia trying to help people in her way. Niko, what are you going to do for your Motherl<strong>and</strong>?"Niko started <strong>and</strong> briefly glanced at Claudia. He fussed for a few moments <strong>and</strong> then said embarrassed. "I am afraid I willstay in Germany. As a physicist I have no future in an independent Georgia."He looked down.Tamara did not berate him. She said underst<strong>and</strong>ingly. "I thought so <strong>and</strong> wish you happiness <strong>and</strong> success in your field.There will be much heartache in your life, but Claudia will share it with you."<strong>Konrad</strong>’s second letter had taken three weeks to reach St. Petersburg.On the train from Samark<strong>and</strong>, 24. October 1911Dear Alex<strong>and</strong>ra,I am writing on the train that will take us to China. I have to describe to you a meeting on the day before our departure,which has considerably enlarged my underst<strong>and</strong>ing of the Sufi. We had a remarkable audience with an old teacher ofZafaran’s who had given me a letter of recommendation to him.After extensive inquires we were told that he lived outside of Samark<strong>and</strong>. We took a droshki <strong>and</strong> drove through aseemingly endless Islamic cemetery. Ghostly, narrow steles tilted in all directions, dilapidated, not a tree, nor a bush.Stray dogs, their tails between their legs, roamed between the wind-blown graves. The cemetery covered the hills formiles, thous<strong>and</strong>s of graves. A most holy place.Behind the cemetery began a peculiar rolling terrain, here <strong>and</strong> there old walls. The locals call the area Afra-Siab. Theseare the melted down ruins of Marak<strong>and</strong>a, where Alex<strong>and</strong>er the Great spent a winter, stabbed his bosom friend Klitos in adrunken rage, <strong>and</strong> later married Roxana, the daughter of the local potentate. Djenghis Khan sacked <strong>and</strong> destroyed thecity in 1216. Timur Tamerlan built a new city right next to it, as it seems to be the custom in Asia. The ruins of Marak<strong>and</strong>acould keep ten Schliemanns busy for twenty years. The treasures buried in this earth are unimaginable.The compound of El-Zafaran’s friend hid inside an inconspicuous mud wall like all houses in Central Asia. A single gatepermitted access to a large courtyard. The living quarters, small, separate, single-story houses were glued to the insideof the wall, daily life took place in the shade of two high Chinar trees. In summer they also sleep in this yard.We were received at the gate by a servant who disappeared with my letter. After a considerable time the man returned<strong>and</strong> led us into one of the houses. A fairly small room, bare except for a few loose cushions <strong>and</strong> a precious oriental rugcovering the floor. We took off our shoes <strong>and</strong> settled crossed-legged at a low table. Tea was brought. We were asked towait.In due time the master of the house appeared, a bent old man with a full white beard <strong>and</strong> sharp, penetrating dark eyes.He wore a long black cassock lined with blue silk, a splendid black turban on his head. His clasped h<strong>and</strong>s played with thebeads of an Islamic rosary behind his back. He introduced himself as Asisan Ali Ramitani, the teacher <strong>and</strong> friend ofAnastasios El-Zafaran. A poignant figure.With infinite kindness he bade us welcome in his house, inquired after El-Zafaran’s health, <strong>and</strong> our plans <strong>and</strong> wishes. Itold him that my interest was the history of the Sufi orders, <strong>and</strong> because we were going to China, the relationshipsbetween the early Sufi <strong>and</strong> the Chinese Buddhists.Ramitami smiled, the same questions had occupied El-Zafaran’s curiosity for twenty-five years. Because El-Zafaran didnot speak Chinese, he had apparently burdened me with this unfinished search. I assured him that it was also my owncuriosity.Well, said the old man, I had come to the right place. Many of the great Sufi brotherhoods had been founded inSamark<strong>and</strong> in the thirteenth century. Sufism was an invention of the Turkish-speaking people. One of the oldest orders,172
the Kwadjagani, the Masters of Wisdom, whom he belonged to, had been founded in Samark<strong>and</strong> around 1220 by oneAbd al-Khaliq Gudjuwani. One of his own ancestors had been the order’s fourth Gr<strong>and</strong>master a hundred years later. Inthe following centuries half a dozen other orders emerged in Samark<strong>and</strong>. At the beginning of the fifteenth century the Sufiheld almost the entire Islamic culture in their h<strong>and</strong>s, poetry, jurisprudence, architecture, calligraphy, philosophy, <strong>and</strong>, ofcourse, the interpretation of the Koran—from Khorasan to Spain. The teachers of the great Medresses in Samark<strong>and</strong>,Tashkent <strong>and</strong> Buchara had all been Sufi. And still were.Early Sufism had absorbed many influences. But the Sufi had always been more interested in mystical contemplationthan in history. He believed that El-Zafaran’s Syrian-Christian background was responsible for his interest in history. El-Zafaran had a big head <strong>and</strong> a Russian doctorate degree on top of that, not very useful in the search for otherworldlywisdom.El-Zafaran’s academic studies were a great surprise to me. Ramitani laughed. Had I not known? El-Zafaran had studiedin Samark<strong>and</strong> for many years as his pupil. Restless as he was, he had gone to Konya in Turkey to learn turning from theMevlevi, <strong>and</strong> when these exercises had still left his big head dissatisfied, he had acquired a doctorate in comparativelanguages in St. Petersburg. Only then had he realized that working in gold was a better way to gain insight thanstudying with his head alone. But he had never given up his interest in such questions as the connections between theSufi <strong>and</strong> the Chinese Buddhists.Ramitami admitted that he did not have much to say about the Chinese subject, but all the more about the westerninfluences on central Asian Sufism. From the fifth century through the reign of the Mongol Khans as emperors of China inthe fourteenth, Persians <strong>and</strong> especially Syrians had been very active in Khorasan. The Syrians had brought Syrian-Christianity of the Nestoria persuasion, the Persians Zoroastrian <strong>and</strong> Manichean ideas to Turkestan, which whencombined with Arabic-Islamic <strong>and</strong> late-Greek influences had led to the great flowering of Turkish-Persian culture inCentral Asia, of which Sufism was the most beautiful blossom.In his opinion, the Chinese contribution to this synthesis was restricted to meditation <strong>and</strong> teaching methods that Sufismhad appropriated. On religious arts, poetry, <strong>and</strong> music, the most important manifestations of Sufism, the Chinese hadhad no influence.Amazed that some of the outwardly so unpretentious Sufi were highly educated men, I asked him for his own educationalbackground. And, lo <strong>and</strong> behold, he was a widely traveled man. He had obtained an Islamic doctorate from the universityin Damascus. From those years dated his knowledge of Syrian <strong>and</strong> the friendship with El-Zafaran. Later he spent severalyears in Cairo to finally return to Samark<strong>and</strong>. He spoke five languages, besides Russian, which he spoke reluctantly,English, French, Farsi, <strong>and</strong> Turkish.When we parted Ramitami suggested with a fine smile that I should come to Samark<strong>and</strong> for a longer time. "El-Zafaranpraised your progress in turning, gold-smithing, <strong>and</strong> calligraphy. You could teach Western natural sciences in exchangefor instructions in traditional Islamic knowledge."Does this prospect shock you, my Georgian princess? It is a great temptation for me. Will you follow me here one day?I embrace you, my only purpose in my life—until now.Your husb<strong>and</strong><strong>Konrad</strong>Her heart went out to him. Yes, she would go with him to Central Asia one day.For several weeks Alex<strong>and</strong>ra followed <strong>Konrad</strong>’s travels to China in her mind, anxiously waiting for another letter fromhim. One night, while everybody was asleep, deeply worried, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra decided to fly to China in search of him. Whatharm would there be in trying? If she could fly to Svaneti, she could also reach China. Sitting with crossed legs on herbed, she concentrated all her anxious intensity <strong>and</strong> love on <strong>Konrad</strong>.After a while she did take off <strong>and</strong> rose above the sleeping city into the dark night. But the bright light, which hadpreviously guided her, did not appear. She was surrounded by cold darkness. She tried to find a star, or the moon todirect her towards the east, but it was all in vain. The world was pitch dark. She became more <strong>and</strong> more apprehensive.Strange apparitions appeared from the night. The city had long disappeared, she could not make out the features of thel<strong>and</strong> below her. Where was she?She began to call. "Gocha, I need you, I cannot find my way in this darkness. Gochaaa! Gochaaa, help me!"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, once again, had the sickening feeling of falling from the night at increasing speed towards the dark earthbelow. She tried to roll herself into a ball <strong>and</strong> lost her balance, she tilted sideways, <strong>and</strong> dropped with a terrible scream.Claudia, awoken by her screams, shook her. "Alex<strong>and</strong>ra! You are having a nightmare."She woke in Claudia’s arms."My God, what are you doing? You are bathed in sweat. Where were you?"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra with a racing heart, a dreadful fright in her eyes, stared at her friend who bedded her down <strong>and</strong> got a wetwashcloth to put on her forehead.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra closed her eyes. With a deep sigh she kissed Claudia’s h<strong>and</strong>. "I tried to reach <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> got lost in the night.It was a horrible dream-flight. Don’t ever try to fly by yourself on a moonless night."173
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