Friedrich caught on in no time, <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra took <strong>Konrad</strong> by the h<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong> formed a chain with Katharina. Right foot,right foot, left foot <strong>and</strong> one back, she called. <strong>Konrad</strong> pulled out his h<strong>and</strong>kerchief <strong>and</strong> waving it in the air took the lead.Claudia joined <strong>and</strong> soon they snaked across the meadow, Niko dancing alongside with his harmonica <strong>and</strong> Friedrichdrumming like mad."The jojokhetis kari! The Föhn has made us crazy," sang Alex<strong>and</strong>ra.Full of curiosity, the farmer <strong>and</strong> his wife came over to have a look."Come join us," shouted Katharina in Bavarian <strong>and</strong> took the woman by the h<strong>and</strong>. Reluctantly they let themselves bepulled along. Everybody was laughing <strong>and</strong> clapping. Niko started another Georgian song, <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra sang itsstrange, sad, melody."Ah," cried Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, "where is the wine?""Over there! Only it’s beer, dark, dangerous beer!"Katharina pointed towards the pink octagonal church tower above the trees. "It is only ten minutes from here." A deepgorge with a water mill <strong>and</strong> a bridge separated them from the Holy Mountain. Laughing they chased each other down thesteep path to the bridge, Friedrich in pursuit of blond Katharina. Claudia smiled knowingly at Alex<strong>and</strong>ra."Remember, dear would-be matchmaker, it was not I who set this trap!" said Alex<strong>and</strong>ra with a frown. Sooner or later shewould have to console <strong>Konrad</strong>."You godless heathens, do as you please. I will go inside <strong>and</strong> pray to the Virgin Mother for all of us," exclaimed Katharinawhen they had, out of breath, reached the church.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra joined her.In the cavernous entry hall Katharina dipped her finger into the holy water <strong>and</strong> made a cross, first on Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s, thenon her own forehead. With an effort she pulled the heavy door open into another world.This was not the serenely elegant space of St. Anna’s but a peasant church, sturdy in proportions yet of a lovablecheerfulness. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra slipped into a pew worn bare by generations of pilgrims next to two peasant women. Letting herfingertips run over the backrest of the bench she could feel the fine, exposed grain of the larchwood.The Gothic columns <strong>and</strong> the ribs of the high ceiling were covered with delicately colored Baroque ornaments on areseda-green ground. A lovely Gothic Virgin with her child on the high altar had been reset in an overwhelming aura ofgolden rays. High above her, on the second level, floated Christ on the cross. A curvy balustrade waved along the walls.From one of its bends the life-sized figure of a white-haired saint in a flowing red coat was making ready to jump or flydown onto the altar. The benevolent faces of the local prince <strong>and</strong> his wife smiled from a trompe d’oeil window high up inthe wall.The woman next to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was following the lines in her prayer book with an arthritic index finger, her lips murmuredsilent prayers. It was all so familiar, even if the setting appeared far away from the churches of her childhood.Katharina knelt on her left <strong>and</strong> prayed with closed eyes. A wave of affection overcame Alex<strong>and</strong>ra.Katharina sat up <strong>and</strong> whispered, "Is this not a place to find your happiness again, if you are confused <strong>and</strong> restless?"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra nodded. She was controlling a sudden desire to kiss <strong>and</strong> hug Katharina.A little later Katharina said, "Come, let’s light some c<strong>and</strong>les for the people we love."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra counted the tapers in her mind <strong>and</strong> bought six, Katharina only three."So many?" asked Katharina.One by one Alex<strong>and</strong>ra put the c<strong>and</strong>les into the rack. "For my mother, for Aunt Sophia <strong>and</strong> for Niko, for <strong>Konrad</strong>—whoneeds one badly—for Claudia, <strong>and</strong> this one is for us to rekindle our love!"She glanced furtively at Katharina.Katharina gave her a quick kiss."This is for <strong>Konrad</strong>—do you think two will be too many for him? This is for you, <strong>and</strong> the last one is for silly Friedrich." Sheblushed. "I really like this man."When they turned around, they noticed the others sitting in the last bench silently gazing at the church’s splendor.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra felt <strong>Konrad</strong>’s eyes on her.Katharina took Alex<strong>and</strong>ra by the h<strong>and</strong>. "Come, let me show you a secret place." Katharina opened a small door in theentry hall <strong>and</strong> pulled Alex<strong>and</strong>ra onto a narrow spiral staircase that led into the onion dome. From a l<strong>and</strong>ing among thebeams she pushed out a dormer window. "Look!" she called out of breath.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra stuck her head out <strong>and</strong> cried, "My God, Zedazeni!"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra explained to her, that the tower of Zedazeni was her favorite place in Georgia, from where one could see halfthe Caucasus.They noticed their friends below searching for them in front of the church."Hey," shouted Katharina, "come up here. There is a marvelous view today!"Alex<strong>and</strong>ra could no longer hold back her emotions. She put her arms around Katharina <strong>and</strong> fervently kissed Katharina onthe mouth. Blushing deeply, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra looked at the familiar face, searching for an explanation to her sudden passion."I love you Katharina. Please, do remain my friend."Surprised, Katharina stroked Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s hair <strong>and</strong> then put a finger on her friend’s mouth, as if to seal a secret.90
The others came lumbering up the stairs.When they reached solid ground again Katharina laughed. "I forgot all about the beer!" She led them between stallsselling religious trinkets down to the opposite side of the hill. In a tree-shaded garden other pilgrims were whiling awaythe afternoon drinking the dark beer of the monks. Their church banners leaned against the fence.Katharina ordered a Radlermass, a mixture of light beer <strong>and</strong> lemonade, for herself <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, who had pulled a faceat the huge glasses of the powerful, dark brew.Happy <strong>and</strong> slightly adrift they walked back towards Herrsching in the slanting light. Katharina took them along the millvalley.Niko, <strong>Konrad</strong>, <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra began to sing Georgian songs."You are wonderful," said Claudia, "I wish I could join you, but the harmonies are very strange.""Nonsense, <strong>Konrad</strong> learned them too." Alex<strong>and</strong>ra took her by the arm, <strong>and</strong> taught her one of her favorite songs.Eventually even Friedrich <strong>and</strong> Katharina joined in the refrains.On the train home everybody collapsed exhausted into their seats. Claudia dropped off to sleep, her head leaning onNiko’s shoulder. <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra were at peace again, only Katharina had enough energy left to tease Friedrich.Wistful, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra observed her blond friend. She had no need to worry about Katharina <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong>—but what wouldbecome of Katharina <strong>and</strong> herself?27.Steiner, Schönberg, <strong>and</strong> K<strong>and</strong>insky at the Dahls1905They were late to the Dahl’s party. A row of cars lined the street. The house was crowded.As they often did on such occasions, <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra separated after paying their honneurs to the hostess. In thisway they could each follow their own inclinations <strong>and</strong> on their way home compare notes.<strong>Konrad</strong> searched for Friedrich <strong>and</strong> discovered him in animated conversation with Katharina, who looked stunning in hernew blouse. Katharina waved at Alex<strong>and</strong>ra from the distance.Claudia took Alex<strong>and</strong>ra to introduce her to K<strong>and</strong>insky. "You have to meet this interesting man."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra recognized <strong>and</strong> disliked him at once."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, this is Herr Wassily K<strong>and</strong>insky, my friend Alex<strong>and</strong>ra Dadiani-Rost. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra just arrived from St.Petersburg. Her husb<strong>and</strong> has an appointment at the university, <strong>and</strong> she works at the Schwabing hospital as a physician."K<strong>and</strong>insky scrutinized her through his rimless glasses <strong>and</strong> addressed her in Russian. "Your name is Princess Dadiani-Rost, am I right? A gruzinska printsessa...! From Tiflis?" He asked with a self-gratified smile, "I am enchanted to makeyour acquaintance."With her sweetest smile Alex<strong>and</strong>ra extended her h<strong>and</strong>, <strong>and</strong> he produced a perfect h<strong>and</strong>-kiss. It is pleasing to see thisRussian Bluebeard stoop, she thought. I could slap his face."You guessed right," she said in German, "maybe, being in München, Dr. Dadiani-Rost would be more appropriate."About forty, K<strong>and</strong>insky looked every bit the Muscovite intellectual she had expected: A thin pointed beard, a well-trimmedmustache above a full, soft mouth, heavy eyebrows, receding brown hair. He held his chin tucked in <strong>and</strong> gazed at herwith unsmiling, brown eyes. A vest covered his prominent chest, a golden watch chain, high boots half-hidden under thetrousers of a well-tailored suit."Oh," he said in German, "forgive me for falling back into my mother tongue, may I introduce Fräulein Gabriele Münter,Gabriele, Dr. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra Dadiani-Rost."Münter offered Alex<strong>and</strong>ra her limp h<strong>and</strong>."Fräulein Münter is one of my most gifted students."Münter, eyeing Alex<strong>and</strong>ra disdainfully, squeezed a sour smile from her thin mouth. She wore a shimmering, yellow silkblousewith wide angel-sleeves under a black, crocheted, wool dress girdled by a cummerbund. Maybe it was her poorlyshaped chin <strong>and</strong> her compressed lips, or her high, accusing eyebrows, pointed nose, <strong>and</strong> veiled gray-green eyes thatgave her a sheepish expression. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra had the impression that Fräulein Münter would begin to cry any minute.An unhappy person in a state of perpetual jealousy. Not very bright, judged Alex<strong>and</strong>ra.K<strong>and</strong>insky continued in German. "You must have obtained your medical degree in St. Petersburg. My compliments, agreat accomplishment for a young lady in Russia."Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was fully aware of the impression she made on this Russian: a good-looking Georgian princess with a91
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