thought, I am the representative of the "other" world that Alex<strong>and</strong>ra sees in me. A remarkably antiquated idea afterhaving been in Tsin<strong>and</strong>ali!<strong>Konrad</strong>, Ilia, <strong>and</strong> Bredow arrived at the venerable cathedral early, which gave them time to admire the arrangements Ilia,Irakli, <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s brothers had labored at.They had set up several long refectory tables <strong>and</strong> benches <strong>and</strong> a platform with a magnificent, old Caucasian rug as abackdrop. A second smaller stage served the orchestra.Four cooks were busy stirring enormous pots with vegetables heavily laced with walnut puree. Suckling pigs, chicken,<strong>and</strong> lamb shashlik roasted over several fires, from which wafted most unholy aromas across the churchyard. In onecorner wine skins lay stacked reaching with their short legs heavenwards.Ilia, in great spirits, told them that to complete the Old Georgian scene, the guests would be given only spoons <strong>and</strong> a fewsharp knives to carve the meat, otherwise they would have to use their teeth <strong>and</strong> fingers. Young boys would carry waterbasins, soap <strong>and</strong> towels around, so the guests could wash their h<strong>and</strong>s before <strong>and</strong> after the meal.The traveling orchestra from Tsin<strong>and</strong>ali would be augmented with drums <strong>and</strong> a virtuoso violinist. Ilia had also brought afamous female singer all the way from Tiflis, <strong>and</strong> he was hiding, as he told <strong>Konrad</strong> with a smile, a surprise to be revealedlate at night, when the mood would be suitable.Horn blasts announced the arrival of the bride’s train. Encouraged by Ilia’s doubtful jokes, <strong>Konrad</strong> <strong>and</strong> the Bredowspositioned themselves halfway between the gate to the churchyard <strong>and</strong> the door of the cathedral.The riders <strong>and</strong> footmen helped the guests descend from their carriages <strong>and</strong> then formed an honor guard through whichIrakli led the completely veiled bride. Two young cousins of Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s strew flowers before the bride. Following themwalked Deda <strong>and</strong> George, <strong>and</strong> David escorting their old mother.Excruciatingly slowly Irakli <strong>and</strong> Alex<strong>and</strong>ra moved towards the groom.Bredow <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> pulled their hats, <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> made a deep bow before Irakli. He had been encouraged to repeat hisGeorgian marriage proposal, which he did now. Under the applause of the guests Irakli <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong> embraced.<strong>Konrad</strong>, with the Bredows at his side arranged himself behind the bride <strong>and</strong> her father, <strong>and</strong> together they walked into thechurch.As was customary in Orthodoxy they entered in complete silence accompanied only by the crackle of hundreds offlickering c<strong>and</strong>les. In front of the iconostasis waited two priests <strong>and</strong> their young acolytes in full ecclesiastical regalia. Thepriests placed the customary interconnected wreaths on the couple’s heads <strong>and</strong> began chanting the wedding service. Itwas all very slow <strong>and</strong> solemn. The wreaths had to be exchanged three times between them, <strong>and</strong> eventually <strong>Konrad</strong> wasallowed to remove the veil from Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s face. She looked pale but managed a brave smile.Briefly Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s mind w<strong>and</strong>ered back to the scene in Shuamta a month ago. She was startled by the priest’s question,"Are you willing to be husb<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong> wife until death separates you?" But <strong>Konrad</strong>’s "Yes" returned Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s composure.Loud <strong>and</strong> clear she made her own vow. "Yes, I will to the end of my days."Niko produced the rings on a small cushion. <strong>Konrad</strong> put hers on her finger, <strong>and</strong> she the other one on his. The priestpronounced them husb<strong>and</strong> <strong>and</strong> wife, <strong>and</strong> they kissed. A loud, cheerful murmur went through the guests. Deda could beheard crying copiously.<strong>Konrad</strong> had been given precise instructions: h<strong>and</strong> in h<strong>and</strong> they would have to follow the priests into the otherwiseinaccessible Holy of Holiest behind the iconostasis. There <strong>Konrad</strong> was to deposit a sizable amount of money on asquare, one-legged marble table that he would find in the sanctum. He should not be surprised, this circumambulationwas usually performed in a great hurry.A surprise awaited <strong>Konrad</strong> behind the iconostasis—he found the one-legged table at exactly the same spot as the"phallic post" in the desecrated sanctum of Zedazeni...!To the applause of the guests, they walked arm in arm, a radiant Alex<strong>and</strong>ra waving with her white glove to her friends,behind the singing priests back out of the church, where the liveried horsemen stood at attention forming an arch withtheir sabers through which they had to duck.David Chavchavadze acted as the delicately circumspect tamada at the big feast that night. Toasts alternated with longspeeches in German, Russian, <strong>and</strong> Georgian praising the couple, telling stories from their lives, <strong>and</strong> making jokes about<strong>Konrad</strong>’s red beard <strong>and</strong> their future children. <strong>Konrad</strong> amused the guests by reading a short speech in Georgian whichAlex<strong>and</strong>ra had phonetically transliterated for him. The audience applauded enthusiastically shouting "Well done!" <strong>and</strong>"More!" So he gave another, freelance speech starting in Russian which he slowly turned into German thanking hisparents-in-law for accepting him so graciously into their family <strong>and</strong> remembering his own parents. In the end he raisedhis glass to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra <strong>and</strong> expressed his hopes for a long shared life in which they would try to bring together their twocountries <strong>and</strong> two cultures.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra rose <strong>and</strong> embraced him <strong>and</strong> together they sang one of the Georgian drinking songs they had practiced ontheir rides, <strong>and</strong> now the cheers knew no limit <strong>and</strong> everybody joined in the refrains.As the evening continued the party grew noisier. The orchestra began playing Georgian dances. At first only a fewdancers dared to try the old steps; too many people came from the city. Later torches <strong>and</strong> wind lights were brought <strong>and</strong>Ilia presented Darejan, the singer.44
The tall, dark-haired woman began with several of the familiar, sad tunes accompanied by the orchestra, but then shetried to provoke young, innocent Niko Dadiani by teasing him with her Byzantine eyes to sing with her. She would start asong <strong>and</strong> call on Niko to finish the verse. They were love songs, the lines of which were alternatingly sung by the lover<strong>and</strong> his woman. Niko blushed deeply, but could not produce a single sound.Suddenly George Chavchavadze answered Darejan’s couplets, <strong>and</strong> soon an improvised poetic exchange between themensued. As George caught on to her mood, Darejan interspersed her songs with single verse lines to which Davidresponded with the appropriate rhyming line, to eventually join her in another duet.The guests listened in breathless silence. As David became bolder the verses flew back <strong>and</strong> forth in rapid succession.Darejan challenged David in no uncertain ways as man <strong>and</strong> lover, but the exchange remained in perfect taste. <strong>Konrad</strong>,sensing that this was an ancient art, was enraptured. The audience was obviously familiar with it, but George becamequite enamored with Darejan, far beyond convention."Darejan is famous in Tiflis," whispered Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. "Family rumors claim that David’s father had a passionate affair withDarejan when she was very young. Some even maintain that she had born him a daughter, but nobody seems to haveever seen the child."Around midnight Ilia, to loud shouts of "Bravo!" from the men, unveiled his surprise—a belly dancer. <strong>Konrad</strong> had neverseen a belly dancer before <strong>and</strong> was surprised by her advanced age. He made a whispered remark to Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, whowith a devastating glance put a finger on her lips. Watching he sensed that this dance dem<strong>and</strong>ed a full figure. A younggirl would not have possessed the body control, nor radiated the mysterious aura this experienced woman of fortyshowed.She had appeared covered by a veil which she used to play hide <strong>and</strong> seek with the men in the front row <strong>and</strong> especially<strong>Konrad</strong> who blushed in nervous embarrassment. Slowly she let one after the other of her veils fall. She was in control ofevery muscle of her beautifully proportioned body. Finally the music stopped. She ended her long dance on the floor,nude, except for one last veil.After an almost reverent silence the audience broke out in wild applause.<strong>Konrad</strong> wanted to make a sarcastic remark, but Alex<strong>and</strong>ra cut him short: he was childish <strong>and</strong> had no appreciation for thehigh art of this woman, who was one of the best dancers in Georgia. He shook his head, how could Alex<strong>and</strong>ra, a woman,defend this dubious performance?For the reception at the Dadiani townhouse in Tiflis a week later Irakli had hired a modern dance b<strong>and</strong>. A French-stylebuffet was served to the numerous guests, <strong>and</strong> everybody danced to their hearts’ delight.On that evening <strong>Konrad</strong> discovered the Bredows. At the wedding there had been little time to talk <strong>and</strong> his mind had beenpreoccupied with the events. Then Herr von Bredow had appeared like the proverbial disciplined, professional diplomat,obliging but reserved, a gaunt man of small stature.Talking to him now he found that Bredow had a thorough knowledge of the history <strong>and</strong> art of Georgia. Naturally, as theGerman consul, he was especially interested in the many Germans who had lived <strong>and</strong> worked in Georgia. To <strong>Konrad</strong>’ssurprise he learned that two von Siemens brothers had died in Tiflis <strong>and</strong> were buried there. Others, like the idiosyncraticOrient explorer von Bodenstedt, had left interesting descriptions of Georgia at the beginning of the century, <strong>and</strong> <strong>Konrad</strong>’sown gr<strong>and</strong>father Kiepert had spent many months in Tiflis surveying <strong>and</strong> mapping the l<strong>and</strong>. For over three generationsthese travelers <strong>and</strong> emissaries had been hosted by the Chavchavadzes.In addition, the gray-blue eyes of Clara von Arnim, the fine-boned, lively wife of Joachim von Bredow’s enchanted <strong>and</strong>attracted him more than he would admit to himself.Alex<strong>and</strong>ra saw at once, that Clara excited <strong>Konrad</strong>’s interest. Ah, she thought, the women from his own tribe againstwhom I will have to defend myself all my lifeDancing with <strong>Konrad</strong>, Alex<strong>and</strong>ra smiled. "Clara has beautiful German eyes. She is tactful <strong>and</strong> sensitive, I would like tomake her my friend. Don’t you like her too?"<strong>Konrad</strong> only nodded.As Alex<strong>and</strong>ra took <strong>Konrad</strong> around <strong>and</strong> introduced him to all the important friends of her family, he noticed that she hadred spots on her cheeks, her eyes were unnaturally brilliant. He dismissed her feverish appearance as excitement. Thenhe lost sight of her for a while.He was dancing with Clara when she told him that Alex<strong>and</strong>ra was not feeling well <strong>and</strong> had quietly disappeared to herroom upstairs. She did not want to spoil the evening.Alarmed, <strong>Konrad</strong> took Clara by the arm, <strong>and</strong> together they went upstairs to look for Alex<strong>and</strong>ra. They found her lying onher bed glowing <strong>and</strong> feeling very weak. <strong>Konrad</strong> got some cold water <strong>and</strong> sitting at her bedside, put compresses on herforehead. Clara slipped out <strong>and</strong> looked for Deda. The three could not find any definite symptoms. Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’stemperature was high, <strong>and</strong> she felt terribly exhausted <strong>and</strong> tired.Finally Deda sent a messenger to their family doctor, Friederika von Haffner, a competent German physician who cameimmediately. After a thorough investigation, the doctor suggested that it was probably a neuralgic fever caused by theexcitement of the past weeks. She ordered strict bed rest, prescribed a few drops of paregoric in water <strong>and</strong> told Deda toput wet stockings on Alex<strong>and</strong>ra’s legs. "No excitement, please," she said waving her finger at <strong>Konrad</strong> with a smile.45
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