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corner <strong>in</strong> her lap, and we all huddled together veryquietly.I remember my mother's thoughts were with myfather's safety. And to me she kept say<strong>in</strong>g, "I hope Godwill watch over you not to starve. I know you havea headache, my child. " She must have had a premonitionthat I would be the only one to be spared from thegas chambers.Yes, the tra<strong>in</strong> came to a halt after four or five daysof travel. Suddenly, the gate of the wagon was openedup, and the carload was ordered to form l<strong>in</strong>es. "Push!Push! Fast! Fast!" — mothers hold<strong>in</strong>g onto their babiesand older ones. My first thought of the striped clothesand shaven heads: "This is the crazy unit. "Soon I found myself <strong>in</strong> front of an extremely tallGerman officer who ordered me to the left. I ran backto my mother. I wanted to be with my family [whowere sent to the rightj. How lucky they are to betogether. And I shouldn't be with them?But Mengele, the Angel of Death, would not grantme the other side. After three attempts to run back tothe mov<strong>in</strong>g l<strong>in</strong>e, I was thrown to the sandy gravel,plead<strong>in</strong>g to my mother. With a concerned ache <strong>in</strong> hereyes, she saw her child be<strong>in</strong>g thrown and pushed.With a wave ofher gentle hand, she accomplishedwhat could not be done by bayonet force. "Go, mychild, go. We will see each other tomorrow. "And I' ve been go<strong>in</strong>g ever s<strong>in</strong>ce then.NoTEs1. Mart<strong>in</strong> Gilbert, The Macmillan Atlas of theHolocaust (New York: Macmillan, 1982), 227.2. See Herman Dicker, Piety and Perseverance: JewsPom the Carpathian Mounta<strong>in</strong>s (New York: Sepher-Herman Press, Inc. , 1981) and The Marmaros Book(Tel Aviv: Beit Marmaros, 1983).3. Hank Greenspan, "Lives as Texts: Symptoms asModes of Recount<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the Life Histories of HolocaustSurvivors, " to appear <strong>in</strong> Storied Lives, ed. by R.Ochberg and G. Rosenfeld (New Haven: Yale UniversityPress).The victims who survived 83

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