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Appendix K 417college. You then explained to ushow you had this appointment,made the travel arrangements, andarrived at Southern, only to be toldupon arrival that your meeting hadbeen canceled. You told how youmet with some officials, and thatthis was a fulfillment of the dreamGo Forth. You did talk to a smallgroup out on the lawn, but thiscertainly was not an officialmeeting at Southern University.The deaconess felt that posting themeetings on the web site was adishonest way to lend credibility toyour dreams.“An elder and his wife statedthat it seemed like your talk wasegocentric. He didn’t sense themessage to be helpful spiritually.He was also uncomfortable aboutthe Southern Universityannouncement, and felt it wasdeceptive to use this as anendorsement. They both felt veryuneasy about your presentation.These are just comments that someof those present at the meetingsshared with me.”There was no indication of everhaving had a conversion experiencewhen “Christ” told him he would starthaving dreams to give to Adventists—We now come to some of the mostastounding facts about Ernie:“Since I had written in supportof the dreams on a forum, many ofthe people on the forum hadgiven me questions to ask you.There was quite a list of questionsthat you addressed the nextmorning on a video tape. Thesewere mostly personal questionsregarding your past. Here aresome of the words you spoke, thatwere recorded on video at myhome . . ”Then followed actual taperecordedstatements by Ernie. Hestated that, until December 2006, he wasa “nominal Adventist” who did not havea “close relationship with Jesus.” Hewould work long hours, six days a week,and “wasn’t observing the healthmessage at all.” He had no contact withAdventists throughout the week or onSabbath. “I was putting work beforeGod.”“But, fully a year and a halfbefore December 2006 (in the“spring of 2005”), Ernie receivedhis first two dreams. He continuedbeing a ‘nominal Adventist’ for atime [after that],—and then severalevents occurred in his life and hebegan hating God.”On the night of December 9, 2006,Ernie had some kind of illness andthought he was going to die that night—and he seemed to reach a climax in hishatred of God at that time. So he toldGod to kill him that night. QuotingErnie’s recorded words:“Before I got sick, I was anominal Adventist. After I got sick,we lost everything, we lost ourhouse, all of our personalbelongings, the fine cars that wehad, all of our earthly treasures thatwe think about now, we lost themall because I could not support ourfamily. And so we lost all that,and I took all that out on Godand at first started off asking Himwhy this was happening, and thenover the course of two years Istarted blaming Him foreverything that was happening.“And on December 9th, Iremember going to sleep that nightasking God to take my life, that Iwas unhappy, and I know that Hesays that He loves me but I did notfeel loved. And I begged Him and Ihad been begging Him to pleasecome down and talk to me like Hedoes the other prophets and theother people in the Bible. But I