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i68 MY MUSICAL EXPERIENCES<br />

Henselt was distinguished-looking ; she had a manner<br />

suggestive of court circles, in which she must have<br />

been a prominent figure ; and there was beneath all<br />

this a tender pathos, an air of intense repression<br />

the reserve of a proud soul that will not confess its<br />

pain. Henselt, looking at him quite apart from his<br />

genius, at first reminded me of a blunt, unpolished<br />

country gentleman. Later on, I always saw in him<br />

the type of a splendid, tough, sturdy, and uncom-<br />

promising old general; a hater of all shows and<br />

shams ; an enemy to all roundabout speeches, which<br />

not only involve loss of time, but cloud our perceptions<br />

of the truth ; a foe to the knife of all compromises<br />

and half-measures, of all veneer and pretension.<br />

The portrait of their only child (the young of&cer<br />

at whose grave I had been standing an hour before)<br />

faced me as I sat at the dinner-table, and in each of<br />

the three sitting-rooms which opened one into the<br />

other there were portraits of Henselt, which repre-<br />

sented him at all the different periods of life. At<br />

twenty-two, when he was singularly handsome and<br />

attractive-looking ; at forty, when the loss of youth<br />

was compensated for by the depth and intensity of<br />

the glance—the wave-lines of pathos which told that<br />

sorrow and disillusion had been his, and in no scant<br />

measure; then the recent likeness of the 'old lion,'<br />

with a look of war, and an attitude suggestive of one<br />

accustomed to rule—yes, even to the very verge of<br />

despotism.<br />

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