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and we spent a year making a film out<br />
of the 60 hours of footage we got. No<br />
script, just a <strong>des</strong>ire to be there and keep<br />
something so that what happened<br />
would ne<strong>ith</strong>er be forgotten nor allowed<br />
to dominate the lives of ordinary people.<br />
So it was a personal motivation<br />
— doing something when my friend<br />
was hurt — that turned into a massive<br />
learning experience. I learned to make<br />
a longer film (the ArtClips and the<br />
Bourgeois films were all short and<br />
based on a simple concept), but more<br />
importantly, I learned about narrative<br />
and ‹voice,› which had been a theoretical<br />
preoccupation early on in my career.<br />
Story-telling as a collective endeavour,<br />
the way images tell stories, the<br />
<strong>des</strong>ire to be seen versus discretion, pride<br />
and shame, fear and relief. We got<br />
to ‹document› it all, in its performances.<br />
The politics? There is not a single thing<br />
or image in this film that does not have<br />
political resonances.<br />
SL Writing is a lonely activity; filming<br />
is impossible w<strong>ith</strong>out collaboration.<br />
How has filming influenced your academic<br />
field of interest, your methodology,<br />
your pedagogical activities, and<br />
especially your writing?<br />
MB So, no, these films are not case studies<br />
of a previously elaborated theoretical<br />
point. Instead, they partly contradict<br />
and partly make concrete the halfbaked<br />
theoretical insights that are never<br />
finished, never completed.<br />
I strongly feel that I am a better<br />
theorist since I have been making films,<br />
even if I have not written as much as I<br />
used to. I also think the films are not<br />
theoretical in the sense in which this<br />
phrase is usually deployed — i.e. they<br />
are not illustrations of a theory — but<br />
they ‹do› theory; they help w<strong>ith</strong> theorizing.<br />
Hence, just as they are more,<br />
rather than less political for not spelling<br />
out the party line, they are also<br />
more, rather than less theoretical than<br />
any writing can be, because the theory<br />
of collective life, of social interaction<br />
between people, spaces, and powers,<br />
happens in front of your eyes.<br />
The teamwork necessary for filmmaking<br />
is the most appealing aspect.<br />
This is also an aspect of the performativity<br />
that comes w<strong>ith</strong> relinquishing<br />
authority. I get really, really excited<br />
when I see, in retrospect, when translating,<br />
that something has happened<br />
during a shoot that is important to the<br />
people yet would not have been possible<br />
w<strong>ith</strong>out the filming. The team, then,<br />
does not consist of the collective of the<br />
filmmakers, but it inclu<strong>des</strong> the ‹subjects›<br />
as well.<br />
This becomes very clear in the<br />
video installation Nothing is Missing.<br />
Here, the viewer sits in the living room<br />
installed in the gallery in front of television<br />
screens where the mothers of<br />
migrants talk about their experiences<br />
of seeing their child leave, not knowing<br />
if or when they will ever see them again.<br />
These mothers, first of all, have things<br />
to say that the books on migration do<br />
not say. Not only because no one has<br />
bothered to research the mothers, but<br />
more importantly, because granting<br />
me the filming was their gift to the faraway<br />
child. The emotional ambivalence<br />
would never be spoken out loud, but it<br />
shows in the conversations. Double<br />
messages, hidden anger, and endless<br />
maternal love, sacrifice as a way of life,<br />
and the realization that when the son has<br />
to eat, all is well, «nothing is missing.»