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Chapter Eleven – A Critical Reflection on the Study – Page 325<br />

and others over many decades. These patterns have been familiar to me from the<br />

practice of psychoanalytic psychotherapy, and this is true in the application of my own<br />

approach to ethnography. They illustrate well the other three criteria for intense<br />

consideration of the data; inspiration and perspiration; decontextualisation, memoing<br />

and recontextualisation; and theoretical candour.<br />

In considering inspiration and perspiration, I had to learn to work as a researcher in a<br />

way that was not rational or direct, and indeed, that at times made no sense to me at all.<br />

I am reminded here of Bion’s (1950, p. 4) apparently casual remark in an account of his<br />

qualifying case as a psycho-analyst, that during the whole of the first two years of the<br />

analysis, he had great difficulty in being able to determine from his patient’s reactions<br />

what validity to assign to his interpretations. Clinically, I have found acknowledgements<br />

such as this to be exceedingly liberating, and I have been able to draw on this liberation<br />

in the study. Clinically, it has often been only through perseverance, frequently without<br />

any source of hope outside of myself, that I have continued to work with some patients<br />

who eventually went on to make significant therapeutic gains. Yet at the same time, I<br />

have had experiences that range from this through to epiphanies. In this research<br />

experience, ideas, images, feelings, intuitions and thoughts have variously come to me,<br />

and I have learned to hold, contain and reflect upon these, much as I do in clinical and<br />

consulting practice. These two aspects well represent inspiration and perspiration<br />

respectively.<br />

Decontextualisation, memoing and recontextualisation were clear features in my<br />

progress through various cycles of analysis of the data. I appreciate Stewart’s notion<br />

that prolonged holding of the wholeness of a context is a feature of ethnography not<br />

shared by many other qualitative approaches. In my view, methodologies such as

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